立ち止まらない この針だけは Only this clock-hand would pierce through,
僕の明日を刻む音突き刺す the sound that engraved my tomorrows, unable to stop.
真実から逃げたら今 If I escape from the truth right now,
現実にも負けたら今 if I would even give up on reality right now,
何が残るの? just what would be left behind?
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Alias: Yuuki, Haru, Akihiko, Venskye
Name: ZH (:
Age: 21
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This blog is meant to be full of my rants, daily happenings and stuffs like that. Occasional reviews, stories, and opinions. It's my open, unfinished story.
Desires
->Graduate with more than 3.5 GPA. ->Best way to release stress. ->Shut out all depressing thoughts.
->God of War 3 ->Castlevania: Lord of Shadow Limited Edition ->DJ Max Portable 3 Limited Edition ->Assassins Creed: Brotherhood Collectors Edition ->New Renoma Leather Wallet ->Crumpler Bag (Black or Red) ->1TB External Hard Disk
Upon searching for random videos on youtube, I've found this movie by chance. Above is the said video. I think the guy singing this song sounds better...but both singers have managed to bring out different flavors of the song.
So I went to see what exactly this movie is...and it's called 5 Centimeters Per Second: a chain of short stories about their distance.
Upon further research in the trust-able wikipedia, It seems that the flim maker, Makoto Shikai, most of his movies have the most depressing ending ever. It's just like one of his movies, The Place Promised in Our Early Days, which I saw in Kinokuniya, yet I didn't have the cash to buy. D:
I think the meaning of the song, "One More Time, One More Chance" is damnnnnnnnnn nice and it actually explains how one would try to find memories of someone he/she loves wherever they went. ):
Quoted from wikipedia: "Makoto's film gives a realistic view of the struggles many face against: time, space, people, and love. The title 5 Centimeters Per Second comes from the speed at which cherry blossoms petals fall, petals being a metaphorical representation of humans, reminiscent of the slowness of life and how people often start together but slowly drift into their separate ways."
It just shows, how easily people drift apart, once they didn't contact each other after some time. It's realistic.
"Is it life? Yes. Is it unfair? Yes. Is it reality? Yes."
Downloading this movie now. Must watch it later. :D
「"I still love you even now." So wrote the lady I had dated three years ago in her email. But, even if we were to exchange a thousand emails, our hearts would probably move not even one centimeter closer together.」 - an excerpt from the movie, 5 Centimeters Per Second : A Chain of Short Stories About Their Distance.
Recently I'm into stupid, comedy kind of anime, that I went to watch Hayate no Gotoku! >_>" I'm thoroughly entertained after 17 episodes. I'm sick of waiting for the last episode for Hatsukoi Limited.
So I searched for some songs by Marble, and I found Kimikiss. Currently downloading :3 Finally had a decent game in pangya. Happy. (: Still no ticket.
Been playing Devil Survivor during every break I deserve, even toilet break hahaha. So I thought that the "salvation" road would be the best ending, hence I went for Yuzu's ending. Since I couldn't save Haru and Mari. Guess what?
Salvation = Destruction. The world is infested with demons, and that's no peace in a world where power lords over anything in the world. To hell with salvation if that's what happens. I'll go for another route. Bah. Maybe Midori...or Mari? :D
Done with sequence and series, down to matrices. ): After that, it's the fearful trigonometry. Time to find my Additional Mathematics book out again :D
So, I dropped my iphone on the floor last week. Yes. The cold, hard, concrete floor...and a hard, loud, sound is formed the moment the phone touched the ground. I couldn't open it you know! Thank god, there's a warranty. (:
So sent it for servicing...and got it back today...with tons of messages. ): Sorryyyy everyone! T_T I treat you mcflurry okay? (: [Noted: Chan, mt, sj, fantuan, phad] Remember to claim okay! :D
Okay on a good note...well is there a good note happening? Nope. I'm still panicking over something. Sigh.
Edit: I just realised today's Dragonica Party. Shit, shit, shit, shit. Argh everything just LOVES to crop up when I'm already irritated. Oh boy.
Guess I should go and chill in starbucks today. ): I need some coffee to chill myself down. Ah, the luxury.
Because of the recent PangyaUSA becoming hackbaross18, (Yeah, I'm directing at certain countries like Bra*** and Indo*****) The constant spamming of Boa Sorte and thingamatic like that. [It's only directed at those hacking, spamming, not the honest to good players (:] I've stopped playing Pangya for about 2 months.
So I went back to play a little, because of the Chronos Event (Yes, free 7 day mascot is attractive enough! $5 USD for fwee.)
Played shining sand, and a very, very, good thing happened.
I think, the Pangya God descended into me for that particular game. To shoot from -27 to -32, in a course where I hate![I never scored above -28 in shining sand in my course of playing Pangya. (4 years.)]
I've received my KH 358/2 Days NDSi cover! Now I just need a NDSi to fit it into. (:
But first, I need to strike lottery. :D *dreams*
"I've found my happy ending at last, and nothing is in the world can spoil it. Well, almost nothing."
The Question is: What happens after you walk off into the sunset? - Phrase from the movie, Bridget Jones: The Edge of Reason.
Which makes me remembers a scene that is funny. Where Bridget is leaving a message on Mark's phone, while he's outside.
"I'll ring you later, unless you've come to chuck me once and for all. In which case, bye and thank you, and sorry. Oh god, please don't chuck me! If you have chucked me, please change your mind, I'll behave much better in future. On the other hand, if you haven't chuck me please behave better next time when we go out, stuck up snob."
Just finished editing this whole template made by Yiling of animeskies [credits are at the bottom of the blog, heh.]
Wanted to go back to the original blogger template, but am not supposed to do so because I'm trying to learn how to edit HTML. And it's too difficult to edit blogger's template. [And I don't particularly love their template, so...you get the idea.]
Header picture is done by me, which I find it...quite satisfactory lolz. I need lozenges. Sore throat...sigh.
Ohoh! Before I update what happened a few days, weeks ago, here's a MV that I loved!
K-On! Is the best anime of this season T_T. I loved all of their songs! But I could only manage to find 3. Boo!
Wondered what to blog. Too much content! Hahahahaha. I'll update maybe days, months, years later? Not in the mood to blog. D:
-To the past me: Have I become someone better?-
K-On! Episode 12 new song:
My calligraphy pen, fufu, Is shivering, fufu, As I write my first greeting card to you. All of my passion, and my overflowing actions, might just jut out.
When I think of your smile, I want to show off my good side. Grasping onto my passion, I'll have to turn back to you
Now, it's time to write smoothly with my love, so we can be connected by our happiness, after you receive it. The running ink shines until it dries. Wait, calligraphy pen. I'm sorry, ballpoint pen, but you'll have to rest. I'm quite serious.
Now it's time to write smoothly with my love, So we can be connected by our happiness, After you receive it. I'll show you my dreams as they spin and dance. Hang in there, calligraphy pen, You've done well till now. I'm quite serious.
You shoud never, ever, ever, ever, EVER, let lemon juice get into your eyes.
Because the acid causes your eyes to go bloodshot, and the person to scream loudly.
But the Lemon Juice treatment is quite effective! My face stays oil-less for about 12 hours. (: [Except the nose. Which at least, feel less oily.]
Yay! I found the song I liked 2 years ago, apparently. Goodbye Days by Yui. (: At first I thought it's a song for some movie...and it really is.
Taiyou no uta (: Maybe I should try finding that movie.
"When I was in trouble, you cared about me. When I was in danger, you tried to stop it. When I was sick, you visited me. When people ran away, you took my hand. Whatever you did for the poorest and the smallest people, I felt as if you did it for me." - an excerpt from Bridget Jones: The Edge of Reason.
Will update what happened recently soon, tomorrow, friday.
It seems a little bit weird, that something from a book could make me laugh out...quite loudly in the mrt and caused everyone staring a me, I swear, for 10 seconds.
It's a telephone conversation in Bridget Jones: The Edge of Reason (Yes, I found it in the NLB. I love the library, for finally letting me get a book I want! *thinks about how many Meg Cabot books I couldn't find*)
---- The conversation is between Bridget and Magda:
'Bridget, hi! I was just ringing to say in the potty! In the potty! Do it in the potty!' There was a loud crashing noise followed by the sound of water and screaming in manner of Muslims being massacred by Serbs with 'Mummy will smack!She will smack!' as if on a loop in the background.
'Magda!' I yelled. 'Come back!' 'Sorry, hon,' she said, eventually returning. 'I was just ringing to say...tuck your willy inside the potty! If you let it hang out it'll go on the floor!' ---- I suddenly started laughing after reading this.
Sigh. This post isn't getting me feeling better. I'm still feeling blissful, panic, irritation the same time together. What kind of freaking feeling is this!
How I wished I could have a mocha frapp now. ):
Is it just me, or...does everyone crave sweets whenever they feel sad or down?
and I got questioned over the awkward pause. Hahaha. But heyyyy. *goes near the corner of the wall*
Boooooo. Watched Blood: The Last Vampire with Dang. I felt so cold. Forgot to bring a sweater. Went home...and guess what >_>" My nose went crazy sneezing. Somehow I think, if this continues, I might die! Because...it is said then the heart stops beating when you sneeze. *Wonders what will happen if you sneeze non-stop*
My verdict with Blood: The Last Vampire: Full of blood, definitely not for those who think that flying body parts, body splitting into half is disgusting. And...for those who don't want an open ending! (:
Went to Bakerzin with Chan for lunner [Lunch and Dinner] on sunday. Never, ever order their spaghetti and blueberry italian soda...because. It's tasteless for the soda, and the spaghetti taste weird. I think it's because they put too much garlic in it.
And that concludes the previous weekend I had. It's one fulfilling weekend, because it's been months since someone asked me out. Haha. Maybe I should go into otaku mode. The luxury of being an otaku, is to not feel lonely whenever I am. (: Because there's animes, mangas, novels. Somehow I think their world might be better. ^^
xDxDxD Strolling home from TP tomorrow sounds nice. Since the doctor recommended brisk walking for exercise, rather than jogging. (:
Things that I have to reduce consumption: Soybean products, beans, chicken, mutton, pork, beef, protein products.
Guess what? I love the following food: Soya Milk, Chicken Bolognaise, Beef Lasagna, Tofu. *faints*
I'm going to TP to collect my ezlink card tomorrow! Apparently someone found it! ><" Thank you again, to Chun Siang and Cheryl for telling me! *hugs*
Hmm...I've decided to buy NDS Lite, but now...what color should I choose? I've gave up on the TWEWY Limited Edition NDS Lite...apparently it costs $500 and more...wtf. Why would I spend so much on NDS Lite, which I might be saving up for NDSi in the future? *mutters*
Argh. Those who owe me PS2 games, and comics, please return it to me ASAP! :< I'm getting pissed off for not being able to find the games that I owed.
Examples: Dark Cloud 2 Metal Gear Solid 2 Metal Gear Solid 3
-Living the way you want, fighting for the things you want, is it wrong to do so?-
Reason: School life, always attracts me no matter what the reason is [E.G: Lucky Star, Hatsukoi Limited, Lovely Complex, Boys Be.] moreover, it's about friendship, coping with changes, I think it might be worth watching, if I am not bored of the show.
2.Zan Sayonara Zetsubou Sensei 07/04 24:30 [No known subbing groups]
Reason: DESPAIR! This is a seriously lame show that makes me feel better no matter what happens. It's kind of my depress reliever. Because seeing how...despair Zetsubou is...sufficent and happy for me. Yeah it's a weird fetish but...*smirk*
Reason: The word "Detective" is enough. I'm into mystery and detective anime, and it's about cases happening in Shibuya! I totally love Shibuya, and Akiba! So far, there's no detective anime better than the old...famous...Kindaichi. But who knows? I'll take a gamble, and see would I enjoy this as much as Ryoko's Case File. :3
4.Umineko Naku Koro ni 07/01 25:30 [ainex, WinD]
Reason: YES! I totally love the description. Murder, Money, Greed, Betrayal, Detective, not to mention...I like the art style that is shown! Must watch! ^^
5.Winter Sonata [No info]
Reason: I didn't watch this famous Korean drama when it was aired because I know, the show is freaking sad, and Korean actors are really proficient at crying. I just hope that there wouldn't be as much tears as in the Drama version.
Reason: It's magical, although I really hope that it's not like To Aru Majutsu Index, which I couldn't watch past Episode 7 because it kinda drags at the start.
9.Hetalia Axis Powers 2 07/-- 16:00 [gg?]
Reason: I will watch this. Definitely. Because it's the most idiotic anime describing interactions between countries. And I totally love Italy. And his silly antics. When people go to war with arms, Italy goes to war with a white flag. >_>"
10.Kanamemo 07/05 25:30 [Chihiro, Saikyo Fansubs]
Reason: Protagonist starting life is bad. Sad. Tragedy. And it revolves around her delivering newspaper, and her happenings in daily life. Slice of life, another one of my favourites.
11.GA: Geijutsuka Art Design Class 07/06 26:14 [SubsFuckingWhere]
Reason: When I saw the picture, and the name...there's only two words popping out in my mind..."Hidamari Sketch!" <3 so I'll try watching this to see if it does bring the same entertainment as Hidamari Sketch. School life rocks!
12.Seitokai no Ichizon [No info] Seems interesting, but if the first episode does not make me feel interested. I'll drop it without hesitation.
20 series, 12 interested. With only 10gb of ext hddsk space left. Time to find a 1TB ext hddsk. T_T
Recently I wonder what's happening! My NDS went malfunctioned, there's no music and I have to restart the whole machine, the battery life only lasts for 6 hours compared to previous 8-10 hours! Is this what every machine must face, after years of toil? [I wonder did my NDS toil after all...I rarely played NDS games only spammed Phoenix Wright, FFT Advanced 2, FFXII Revenant Wings, TWEWY, Pokemon...] Okay all those really is serious spamming when I'm bored.
Sigh. It went bonkers at the worst time possible! I'm not sure if a local NDSi will be released anot! If it's released, I'd totally regret it if I buy a NDS Lite in the near future ._."
Serious dilemma. I can see the NDS Lite calling for me...cause seriously, my current NDS [prototype] shape is really weird...and it doesn't feel good holding it at all. :3
Even if I decided to buy a NDS Lite, I'd wonder, should I choose white, black, crimson red, or cobalt blue :3 Most prolly white or black, because white look damn nice!
Okay back to important stuffs, I'm done with fanboying over NDS. I've lost my ezlink card...at TP. Chun Siang told me he saw it at mensar...I think if I go back tomorrow to get...it's gone already T_T I've already reported lost and blocked that card...along with...
My permission to borrow library books with my ezlink card, which is a lifesaver when I forget my library membership card at hope. *wails*
Because of that lost ezlink card, I spent about 30minutes walking in bedok reservoir looking for the card under the hot sun T_T, and I missed my bus.
Oh well. On a happy note...tomorrow is a weekend! I hate sundays, but I totally love friday and saturday. Because it's the best days of the week.
Anyone have the book "Bridget Jones: The Edge of Reason" by Helen Fielding?
My Summer 2009 Anime Choice List is in the making~ <3
Short Thoughts: ---- Went to see my first post in 2005. Didn't know that I've used blogger for almost 5 years.
First post: "heya!!new in here...hm, blogger quite nice to use wor....but dunno y my comp liddat...can't c the words in the homepage of blogger...hehx *sobs*"
*faints* This marks the first post! -3-"
Somehow, I think my way of typing did not even change that much after 5 years. ----
Today I'm going to share one damn nice anime [To me, but I'm not sure for you.]...Hatsukoi Limited!
"Have you ever been in love?
That was the starting phrase of Hatsukoi Limited. It's an anime, which is a story about everybody's first love. At first I wasn't that interested, and only downloaded it for fun. in case I want to watch it one day.
What got me into this anime, was actually...the Christmas episode. And I watched till episode 7 after that. >_>" I think I really do have soft spot for anime that's like Boys Be...those puppy kind of love, that's always sweet no matter what. D:
There's actually no single main character in that anime, everyone in that anime is the main characters. The two couples that I'm supporting would be Kei and Kusuda, Zaitsu and Ayumi ><"
The always bickering Kusuda and Kei. In the end...Kei who always say "Man looks are important!" accepts Kusuda ^^
Zaitsu and Ayumi. Ayumi likes Zaitsu, but he loves another girl. Yet unexpectedly...Zaitsu's brother Misao, likes Ayumi. @_@"
The brother complex Koyoi-chan! ><"
Dobashi and Terai.
This is the best picture of the whole episode! I'm searching this picture in hi-def quality.
Best scene of this episode which cracked me up:
:D :D :D :D :D
Isn't it great that I could watch anime, in bed, without spending any energy...while having fever? I think that's what I've been doing...with Valkyria Chronicles and Hatsukoi Limited.
I have done Valkyria Chronicles, Ristorante Paradiso thoughts. Should I post it up? :3
