Had a great day today! I guess I will decide whether should I buy the KH BBS bundle by 5th April!

Well, had a stuffing day, literally. I fell in love with the durian ice cream from Venezula! XD Will definitely buy one cup when I drop by Takashimaya again!

I finally found the black sesame seeds for my mum xD
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1.你以为最酸的感觉是吃醋吗？不是，最酸的感觉是没权吃醋。
2.低头要有勇气，抬头要有底气。
3.上天决定了谁是你的亲戚，幸运的是在选择朋友方面它给你留了余地。
4.人生就像一杯茶，不会苦一辈子，但总会苦一阵子。
5.傻与不傻，要看你会不会装傻。
6.女人用友情来拒绝爱情，男人用友情来换取爱情。
7.幸福是可以通过学习来获得的，尽管它不是我们的母语。
8.不要见一个爱一个，爱的太多，你的爱就要贬值。
9.想完全了解一个男人，最好别做他的恋人，而做他的朋友。
10.朋友就是把你看透了，还能喜欢你的人。
11.当我们搬开别人架下的绊脚石时，也许恰恰是在为自己铺路。
12.痛苦来临时不要总问：“为什么偏偏是我？”因为快乐降临时你可没有问过这个问题。
13.如果说我懂的道理比别人多一点，那是因为我犯的错误比别人多一点。
14.不是每句 “对不起”，都能换来“没关系”。
15.世界上只有想不通的人，没有走不通的路。
16.地球是运动的，一个人不会永远处在倒霉的位置。
17.走的最急的是最美的景色，伤的最深的是最真的感情。
18.在事实面前，我们的想象力越发达，后果就越不堪设想。
19.当别人开始说你是疯子的时候，你离成功就不远了 ……
20.你永远看不见我眼里的泪，因为你不在时我才会哭泣。
21.时间就像一张网，你撒在哪里，你的收获就在哪里。
22.如果我能够看到自己的背影，我想它一定很忧伤，因为我把快乐都留在了前面。
23.理想和现实总是有差距的，幸好还有差距，不然，谁还稀罕理想？
24.说有上辈子的人是在骗自己；说有下辈子的人是在骗别人。
25.任何人都可以变得狠毒，只要你尝试过嫉妒。
26.常常告诫自己不要在一棵树上吊死，结果 …… 在树林里迷路了。
27.爱情就像攥在手里的沙子，攥的越紧，流失的越快。
28.人生有两大悲剧：一个是得不到想要的东西，另一个是得到了不想要的东西。
29.成熟不是心变老，而是眼泪在眼里打转却还保持微笑。
30.问候不一定要郑重其事，但一定要真诚感人。
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I particularly love #5, #10, and #14.

Actively practicing #5 now :P

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Found this at heartstation:

“About the next title, Kingdom Hearts 3 depends on Final Fantasy XIII Versus, but development of the next title is already underway. There are two titles other than Kingdom Hearts 3 in conception, and I think I’ll release one within this year.” (YES!)

“As from next year, I want to put out a title with multiple main characters.” (Sora, Kairi, Riku?!?! Just like Terra, Ven and Aqua?!?!)

“The series won’t end in Kingdom Hearts 3, more like the conclusion of the Xehanort saga.” (Yes! Thy wish for a Kingdom Hearts 13!)

“It’s not the case that when Sora’s story is over another hero’s story will begin; Sora will be the hero until the end.” (Yayyy :D)

And on the overseas version: “We added the Critical degree of difficulty, more cutscenes, more songs to the Rhythmic Ice Cream mini game, more Keyblades, more types of enemies and altered battle balance. I still can’t say we’ll release a Final Mix, but we can’t give it the generous treatment like with Re:Chain of Memories.” (I want a Final Mix!)

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After reading this, I am so happy. I love Kingdom Hearts. Although at first I have my doubts about it because it features disney characters. But I'm still happy for picking up this game 6-7 years back. That fateful day changed my life. (:

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Yes, yes, yes. Being the outdated and lazy me, I finally went to have a look at the Spring 2010 anime list. Apparently someone credited the wrong person for my sig in aarin. Pfft.

Ahem. Back to the anime list. There's only a few, yes, miserably.

These are the following that will be out and yes, I'll leave a one line comment per anime.

List starts here:

Senko no Night Raid (Prolly picking it up, but I'm kinda turned off by the chronology setting.

Iron Man (Can you believe it?! I'll see how it looks like first.)

Yojo-han Shinwa Taikei (Art doesn't interest me, so I might pick up one episode and decide.)

Arakawa Under the Bridge (Star faced man? I dunno. Picking up one episode and decide.)

Rainbow - Nisha Rokubo no Shichinin (Dunno. Storyline looks emo.)

House of Five Leaves (Another Edo era anime T_T. Pick up and see.)

Heroman (Dunno. Looks like mecha to me.)

Ookiku Furikabatte Season 2 (MUST WATCH! But I'll find the dl for S1 first. (: MIHASHI AND ABE!)

Angel Beats (Dunno, ecchi anime I guess? If there's too much panty shots I'll forget it.)

Ichiban Ushiro no Dai Maou (Magic, School life, Comedy. YES! (:)

Working!! (Watching this. It's freaking hilarious.)

Giant Killing (Football = sports = no for me unless it's Ookiku!)

Hetalia Axis Powers S3 (Given up on this >_> srsly. Idoicy has its limits I guess.)

Ring ni Kakero 1 -Shadow- (Boxing = football = sports =/= ookiku so it's a drop.)

Major S6 (Baseball = ookiku but not = bishies so I'll drop!)

B Gata H Kei (Hentai. 100 casual sex partners dream coming from a girl...)

Kaichou wa maid-sama (MUST WATCH!)

Hakuoki: Shinsengumi Kitan (Dunno. It's 50-50 on my must watch list.)

Uragiri wa boku no namae wo shitte iru (Looks nice. Kinda VK-ish art style. Might pick it up.)

D.C. ~Da Capo~ exit (Will never pick this up since I never watch the previous seasons.)

K-On! Season 2 (YES YES YES! WILL GET THIS DEFINITELY. MOE MOE KYUN~)

Mayoi Neko Overun! (Nyan Koi similarities maybe? I dunno. But I don't really like the synopsis.)

KissxSis (Hentai. First episode = blowjob alert)

Ikkitousen : Xtreme Xecutor (Yes, slash until there's only bra and panties left. Too unrealistic.)

Shin Koihime Musou Otome Tairan (Never will I watch Koihime Musou. Traumatised by armpit licking.)

Yutori-chan (Looks cute. Maybe it's like hanamaru? Might get it.)

SD Gundam Sangokuden (No gundam. Please.)

Bakugan Battle Brawlers New Vestoria (No way.)

Hime chen! Otoki Chikku Idol Lilpri (No no no no ever.)

Sex Pistols (YES to yaoi! XD Haha. After Junjou Romantica my yaoi cabinet is reallllllly dry.)

Ai no Kusabi (YESSSSSSS!!!)
Nodame Catabile OAD (YESSSS!!!!!)

Geijutsuka Art Design Class (Hitotsu hitotsu hitotsu yes I'll definitely watch this.)

Super Street Fighter 4 (Hadouken! Hahahaha. Will try to watch this rofl.)

Yes, so now I seriously need the 1TB ext hddsk. Should I get my advance for that?

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Yes. Thy is easily satisfied currently. I just need a thousand bucks! Be it finding it on the floor, getting it by doing jobs, striking the lottery, money from investments. (:

The one on the top of my list would be this:



Next would be the highly sought after by me de 1TB external harddisk. I totally need that one now since I'm left with about 7GB in my laptop. ): Gonna go to the Kyushuu fair again! For the sweet potatoes~

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I guess other than motivation, the only thing that could spur us on in the journey of life, would be hope.

But what can a person who doesn't have any motivation and hope do in his life?

(:

The Kyushu fair is so crowded. I love the sweet potatoes and mini taiyaki too! :D Sigh...didn't get my havanas thanks to...my big feet. ): They don't have my size!! Argh. Guess I'll hang on to my current slippers...and try to stay at home when it rains...

P.S: Junhui! Is this the Hilary Duff song you wanted? I think it should be this one. Slow and nice (:

P.P.S: Go listen to this song! Lyrics wise it's nice, and the slow rhythm and beat at the start is good :D

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Senki buffet was uberlicious full and they gave us 3 complimentary dishes! I totally loved the one where the fish melts in your mouth. Literally.

I shall go down to Kinokuniya and Funzcentre again! Damn I love the cloud figurine at the store entrance. D: Didn't manage to see KHBBS psp ): I wanna ask how much is it and if I strike lottery I'll get it.

Gonna get my Havanas tomorrow! Yay!! Goodbye to...slippery shoes. (:

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All the manga that I've downloaded in 2 hours. I'm in love with Honjou Rie's works!! :D Stories aren't that "hardcore", and I love how mellow the romance is! ^^

I'm also interested in Yakuza lifestyle now thanks to Yakuza 3 :D Apparently everyone have tattoos at their back. ):

Couldn't find a present for junhui T_T howwwww!!

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Little lesson of the day:
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Sometimes it's far better off to pretend not hearing, and not seeing the stuffs you wanted to see.

Pros: You live in a happier world than before.

Cons: Being evasive would not be a good way to live.

这就是所谓的，“我看不到不想看到的事物，也听不到不想听的话。” (:

Family matters sure is stressing, isn't it?
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Ahh...I've finished playing the main storyline of FF13. Still couldn't really accept the absurd part where everyone turns to Cie'th and returns as scarred l'cie. But the ending is nice, and now it's time to grind for CP, gil to plat this game. It's a must plat for me! (:

My current platinum project would be FF13 and Yakuza 3. I totally love Yakuza 3! It's kinda cute when you see Kazuma holding hands with Haruka! :D

I've realised that it's really a tough month in terms of monetary sense. ):

FF13, Yakuza 3, Resonance of Fate, FF13 collector's edition guidebook, RoF guidebook (Maybe...?), God of War 3 (Prolly not getting), KH BBS Ultimania (Must get.), Junhui's birthday present + dinner hahaha.

*faints*

Thank goodess April - June is very empty. July would be P3P and KH BBS. And I think that's it. Maybe I'll only be getting Nier for April.

Jumhuiii I want my havanas! Haha. I almost slipped and fell a few days back...3 times while walking on wet roads. >_>"

P.S: It's kinda good that Chiaki accepted Nodame's marriage proposal :D Can't wait for episode 11 which is a week later. Gyabo....

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It was once said before that "Fear is often scarier than danger." I guess this quote is seriously true.

I'm scared. After sorting out my feelings, and finally getting back up on my feet. I'm still scared. I actually manage to block all those memories out. Yes, I don't want to and never want to remember unless necessary.

So, I'm scared of some words, some events that would make me remember. Remembrance is such a scary thing for me now. Some little things that jog my memory...it's just so hard to block it out.

So, recently I'm in fear of hanging out. Because of some reasons, that I couldn't find anyone to confide into. I may seem to disappear, but in fact, no. I want to meet up. I want to go out.

I miss my friends! But, the constant fear still hangs around. So, I stay in my safe shelter, home.

Because the people at home will welcome you, no matter how much you've changed, for better or for worse. Maybe the impact is too huge for me to take, hence I decided to run, to run away. to become an anti-social fella. It's my personality. It's hard to change.

I tried so many times to utter failure. What can I do? I can do nothing at all.

I'm actually scared to meet up, today, or sunday. But, what I can do to cover those fear? Run.

Because I'm not sure who to trust, or who to doubt anymore.

Insecurities and fading confidence, that's what I have now.

P.S: tagboard will only be up when I gain back my confidence and insecurities.

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Should I get Yakuza 3 or God of War 3? I perfer Yakuza storyline, but God of War gameplay. ):

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Helped junhui to edit her blog here and there!! Haha! Went to sleep, woke up with a massive headache. ): Lalalalala.

Will put back the taggy in a few days time. I need to edit some stuffs.

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Nodame Cantabile the movie is EPIC. Nice...with a cliffhanger ending and a uber nice trailer at the end of the movie! :D

I guess the perks of watching movie alone is quite good.

You become happier after a comedy. :D

): But now I think I know the anime version ending ): Spoiler.

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Took of my cbox, maybe taking of twitter too. Planning to revamp my blog into something simple.

Changed my email address too. Thanks to my forgetful self. Leave me a wall post if I haven't added you yet. (: Sorry, and thanks for feeling the worth the add me :D

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I forgot my hotmail password. Hope I can remember it by tomorrow.

Wavering dreams.

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Ping, pong, piang!

After today's gym, I predict that I will have sore legs and arms tomorrow. ):

I realised that I shouldn't worry about her that much, to the extent of going to her blog everyday to check about her state of affairs. Is it guilt, or is it leftover sentiments?

She seems to be okay, and happy. So I shall just forbid myself into visiting her blog any longer.

P.S: I want Yakuza 3 ):

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Sometimes I want spice in my life, yet sometimes I feel that boredom is just a part and parcel of life that everyone have to face, so it's okay feeling bored.

God, what am I always contradicting myself with my thoughts?

So today is an uneventful day with me doing nothing, sitting around, waiting for time to pass. Omg.

P.S: Okay there's something eventful. I finally platted Mini Ninjas, and I'm in love with Vanille from FF13 again. ):

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Haha, weird title isn't it? Well, it's a compilation of what I'm planning to update haha! :D

Let us begin...

Airpork:

Well yesterday I went to the airport to meet Junhui, Ben and his gf for dinner!! I got to eat the Durian flavoured ice cream from Swensen thanks to junhui~ thankiewwwwwww! After that, head to breeks to have dinner, well, last time the cheese melted pattie I ate isn't realy that nice (And it's smallllllll.) So this time I tried...



Yes Cajun Chicken on Hot Plate (With tons and tons of Greens!) :D Well, the chicken with the sauce is okay, but the green is nice (I only love the greens and baked potatoes in breeks main dish).

After that, took the bus with junhui and alighted at Century Square to preorder my FFXIII. Then headed home, continued downloading apps for my jailbroken ipod touch....double yay!

Next day, woke up at noon, and met with mt to have lunch at Bugis. I love the Teriyaki Chicken Ramen from Ajisan! xD The pumpkin croquette is also tasty. Got my FFXIII LE Guidebook too! After that we went to...做爱..........做的事！We went to 做人! Hahaha. No la. We went to watch the movie 做人. It was pretty nice...7/10 I suppose.


Yes. The hologram cover kick arse!! It looks nicer than the Europe version haha. Without the silly game stamp too haha. I managed to find some game ripped pictures from KH BBS, and I went to spice the quality up a little...

Below is the following before and after result: (Left is before, right is after.)




Heck I think I'd rather improve on stock image editing rather than making a picture using a render and C4D (I totally suck at using C4D) >_>"



This book is coming out on 25th March! I totally want this book (Because of the cover, and...)

• Following the 3 main character’s scenarios, information on how to obtain their deck commands, details explaining the mini games, all sorts of data on the regular game play contents, beautiful 3D maps, as well as useful information for players.
• Of course there are also must see content for fans of the Kingdom Hearts series. Inquiries about the many mysteries in the game will be explained, a large amount of illustrations are introduced, and furthermore, an interview with series director Tetsuya Nomura discussing the mysteries among other things not to be overlooked.
• Out of the 7 Ultimanias released, this is the second largest with over 600 pages of content.
• It releases March 25th 2010 retailing at 1900 yen plus tax.

Words in bold are the many reasons why I want this book because after reading both previous Ultimanias (KH2FM+ and 358/2 Days), it's a must have guide book because the Japan guidebooks always go into so much detail that it's so darn useful (Even though I can only read a little of the guidebook.)

Okay...it's time to end cause I'm going to sleep soon :D

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What should I do? I don't even know anymore.

And the questions keep piling up.

It's just like a locked door. The answer is beyond that door, but it's beyond my reach.

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I seriously wonder how, and how is what I wonder.

Some events actually manage to made me think about my current situation.

It's time to stop sitting down, and it's time to stand up and move forward. (: Life with planning does not seem to work well with me. Aims, goals, why do I bother about those stuffs that much? It's time to just act, and who knows what will happen?

I guess that is the way of life that belongs to me.

I actually thought of her today. What would happen if I hadn't sent that sms during June, two years back? Well, no use thinking. It's the present, and it's what I should be focusing at.

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There's so many movies that I wanna watch this March! :D

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Alright. Today is kinda a happy day for be because Heavy Rain is finally being approved by MDA!!

So, I can get to see naked bodies, sexy striptease, crawling through razor sharp glasses, driving against the traffic on a highway, kill a drug addict, duck through electrical wires, drink poison and cutting oneself fingers off. Okay, why does it gets more and more disgusting?

I just hope that some stores will have stock that aren't meant for pre-orders ppl. I don't pre-order unless necessary because:

1. Maybe I can find lower price somewhere else, what happens?
2. If the place have cheap stuffs, and I pre-ordered on impulse yet I know it's somewhere far, wth >.<

Haha. Alright. Today is going to be a busy day because I have to head to CDC to renew my Provisional Driving License and after that I actually wanted to travel down to Orchard before Bugis for a dinner group date!

But it's going to be 2pm, and I'm meeting them at 5pm. How should I plan my schedule? :X

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Well this is one thought provoking questions that leave me feel uninterested or rather, not wanting to think after awhile.

Ever thought of, after achieving the goals that you ever wanted...

Now what?

Find another goal?

Or will a new goal just drop from the sky, and land infront of your feet?

I finally realised why we should not feel content in our lives, because once we do so...

How do we move forward?

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