Yeah. I'm making this post into a whole chunk of text and gaming pictures. Just to save the time in making it in separate posts, while using the same time. [So ineffective to separate it just to get the same time span of blogging. Hmph.] Reading Julie and Julia now. Damn nice ): Making me hungry.

So I went into pangya (Yeah for the heck of it), and played a west wiz round (Cause all I've been doing on Pangya Portable was wizwiz rounds for 6 times in a row ._.")

Chip first hole. And the chippin madness continues! So it continues till -32 ^^ Yay. Another course enters the -30 Club!



Conclusion:
Holes chipped: 10. 4 bs chips, 6 toma chips.
Which holes did I chipped: 1,2,4,5,6,9,12,13,14,16
Near chipped but missed holes: 3.
Which holes: 10,15,17.
Conclusion: I'm still happy. And very happy. Indeed ^^.

Labels: Daily Rants, Games

I'm seriously having a bad mood right now, where even a slight hint of irritation would cause me to flare up and get all pissed off.

Labels: ARGH

So, I tried earnestly to settle all those unwatched anime, and I chose Kanamemo.

1.Name's cute [I kind of think of it as Kana's Memo.]
2.It's a slice-of-life genre anime.

Erm...after watching episode 1, it's really a slice-of-life with a slight twist of fanservice (towards the male!)

So, it starts with Kana's grandmother passed away, and she had nowhere to go. She wanders around the street, looking for jobs with "live-in" requirement, and she went to this newspaper store where she have to deliver papers everyday! The whole anime is about her life in this shop. (:

Why was it with a slight twist...let's see...



I get to see kissing between two girls in minutes into the anime...



A girl who loves kids...in a bad way.



See? In a REALLY bad way.



With tons of weird imaginations...



When hearing about three-wheelers.



Wanting "Mouth to Mouth Resuscitation" while no one's in danger. And why the toilet?



"The uber cute sales smile".



Which caused everyone to laugh...



You think she's cute?



Look at her "real face" unkawaii-ed

So in conclusion, this anime got me go rofl-lfor-ing the whole time.

Labels: Anime

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I...got...-35 in Blue Lagoon! *release fireworks and pulls poppers*

Finally! My highest record obtained in Blue Lagoon (Now known as BL for short), is -32. Before the game, I played a "total dry" Lost Seaway. Sad enough haha.

Labels: Games

Labels: Daily Rants

Ahem. All of my virgin tooth have been raped by the dentist today! Hahaha. So I went to the dentist today due to the painful swollen gum I had a few days ago. So it has been like, 12 years since I went to a dentist...I vaguely remembered I went to the school dentist once because of...I managed to make my tooth drop out by biting a cold popsicle, and my friend thought there's a white nut in the popsicle omg, since it's orange flavoured.

Yeah...so back from the reminising, the dentist said that I had swollen gum due to inflammation of the gums, nothing important...and I get to keep my wisdom tooth! (: So it was a session of cosultation, brushing and polishing of my teeth.

Ugh. It feels weird lying on the chair, having two people staring back at you with three tools in your mouth. It was a painful session...cause everytime I'm allowed to rinse my mouth...it's all yellow-ish stuff...taste metallic = blood.

My gums are bleeding throughout the whole session, after the session, two tissues full of blood is being thrown away. Ugh. My whole mouth feels real weird now. Ugh.

So, I had a scary visit with the dentist, but I still have to go back sometime for a routine checkup.
Ugh.

I hate dentists! Oh. Final Theory Test is a Sept 4th. [One day after MC2 being released! Yipee. Should not play much, time to read the 100+ pages textbook. Ugh.]

Note to self:

1. Never assume anything, unless you're at least 100% sure about some stuffs. Especially "sensitive" matters.

2. Never say "you have no choice", when you apparently have so many choices laid out for you to choose.

3. Never, ever, love equations, for when you forget them, they apparently manage to come back and haunt you in the future.

4. Never, ever, ever say "I will" when you are not sure about whether you could manage it.

5. Never, ever, ever, ever...do maths while playing pangya.

guess what I wrote for my equation?

lim
n-> infinity = 5sin 15 * 1.125 * (1-(3.25/100))*(1-(250-246)/100)
[this is the backspin formula I use in pangya.]

while the real thing should be:

lim
n->infinity = T(n+1)/Tn

Epic fail.

Labels: Daily Rants

I wanna watch:

The Proposal!
G.I.Joe The Rise of Cobra!
Bandslam!
Orphan! (With fang since she asked me!)

But...no one is free! Boo. I'm trying to run from books atm ):
So if anyone is free...pleaseeeeee call me out to watch these movies!

Btw, I'm trying a new internet browser and it's kickin ass! (: It's called flock.


I can twit, update my facebook status, or access my blog in a insta-click of the sidebar beside. Although it does reduce the screen ratio of sidebar:screen 1:4, but I still love it! Try it, if you love updating ur status thru twitter or facebook! You get to see other people new status at the same time ^^

Labels: Daily Rants

So, another day comes, another day lost in 2009. ): Sometimes I find myself having totally bad days, where when one little thing goes wrong, other little mistakes would cause me to feel very, very, irritated to the point when someone just asks me a simple question, I can just scream back at them ): Sorry people.

 

So recently this blog seems to be full of complains about stuffs and bad days, I sure hope that it’d end someday, because no one would love looking at a blog full of complains and hatred about life anyways. Sigh.

 

That time of the year is here again, therefore I’ll try to hide in msn again, to prevent some stuffs from happening, causing me to be mad again, and have another bad day.

 

Oh! And this post is done by Windows Live Writer. Still trying to get used to using it, as blogger refuses to load for me.

I find this music video is damn funny, especially at the start. (: I lurrrve this song ^^

Labels: Videos

My plans for the vacation:

1.Get a Job (prolly)
2.Study more (definitely)
3.Complete all the RPG games that have been accumulating dust in the corner (my god.)

So I'm doing step 3 now. (: FFX-international. 4th time playing FFX, first time playing international version. (: Can't wait for the dark aeons. But before that...it'd be farming, grinding, farming, grinding, quest, quest more quest...shit.

Ahh. Oh well. I shall learn the spirit of persevere and...just put aside my maths in a corner (:

JL asked me:

how do you solve for a particular solution in a 2nd O.D.E question?

1.Find C.E.
2.Determine whether it is a real and equal, real and distinct or complex roots.
3.Determine yc.
4.Look at 2nd O.D.E RHS, determine trial P.I.
5.Check for similar terms in yc. If it is present, multiply whole eqn with x.
6.Still contains similar terms in yc? multiply whole eqn with x again.
7.Determine yp, y'p and y''p.
8.Sub yp, y'p and y''p into 2nd O.D.E
9.Solve for unknown.
10. GS = yc+yp
11. Sub B.C.1 into GS
12. Sub B.C.2 into GS'
13.You get the PS! (:

Yeahhh baby. I learnt all this in 2 weeks. While others take a week to do so in lectures. Bummer ):

Lesson learnt: Don't ever skip lectures anymore (:

Labels: Daily Rants

I'm totally bummed up. No inspirations, tons of equations to remember, alot of deadline stuffs that I didn't have the time to care.

Can it get any worse? Yes. I forgot something important, and caused someone to get utterly pissed off. Great.

Argh. Just when everything goes downhill...I think I really need to take a few days break. Let's say, 3. Some people said that, sleeping earlier would help. Maybe I'd try that. I aim to sleep at 11pm everyday. But for now, let's try reducing 1 hr per week! Maybe it'd help.

Yay to this idea! (:

However there's something deep inside that's been bugging me since a few weeks ago. Something from the past suddenly popped into my head. It's really a mistake to say "yes" at that time, and be such a jerk in the end. Sigh.

Labels: Daily Rants

Yeah. Apparently, I still could not find any nice, high definition pictures for my header (yeah yeah, after seeing how HD stuffs look like on tv I fell in love with HD picture okay whatever la.)

So, I print screened off a HD picture out of a HD video in youtube which apparently still looks crappy. ):

Clickity click.

The picture is from the previous Tales of Vesperia OP video I posted [If you do bother to look at it.]

So I spent 30minutes, yet 30minutes to spoof it up better a bit to use it as my header.

Final result:

Clickity click click.

Which I made it look a little more dreamy-like with the blurs and brighter contrast. I think I've lost touch with my photo-shopping skills. Recently I'm in a state of:

"I want to do my best but I don't feel like it at all."

Maybe it's because I get swayed easily by my mood and my emotions. Whenever I feel gloomy, sad, lonely, emotional, I just don't feel like doing anything. And it just feels like everything doesn't go my way.

Every little mistakes makes me feel mad, every little interruptions make me flare up.
Every little disappointment becomes 10 times bigger, every little happiness becomes 10 times smaller.

Yeah. I'm such a pessimist.

So, this post:

Started with how I found my blog header,
to how I improved it, yet still looks like crap,
to how I don't feel like trying my best in everything,
to how emotional and bummed up I feel right now,
to how I complain about those crap around me,
to how I'm such a pessimist,
to now I'm feeling less better than just now.

Even getting -32 in lost seaway doesn't feel that nice ):

Oh well. Gonna get some sleep, and hope that with a new day, I feel better than today. (Which is still today, cause it's past midnight. Oh bummer.)

Labels: ARGH

Hahaha (: 凑一色！ 11 tai omgg ^^ Okay I'm out to watch UP ^^

Labels: Daily Rants, Games

Haha. (: My highest scores in this game! I can't believe I get to win so many times ^^

Labels: Games

I finally sat down, and patiently watched Tales of Vesperia Opening. And totally fell in love with it, along with the song. (:

So, finally got to see mal last friday. Met up with fang, rilynn dang and mal to have dinner at simpang! Okay. The roti john there is superbly nice! The usual ones I ate, feels so dry and...hard. ):

It's full of tenderness and juiciness over there! Must drop by again someday. So, we got updates on each another's life...and tons of laughter, went home feeling uber fatigued.

And I managed to meet chan the next day, early in the morning to catch a movie! Actually wanted to watch Up, but because both of us were late and the queue was freaking long, hence we watched "Where Got Ghost?" Instead.

That movie is funny, yet scary at the same time. ): So after the movie, it's only 2pm so I went home to take a bath before the class gathering.

OPC called me and said most of them couldn't make it, in the end it was rescheduled to...teachers day I think???

So guess what I did for the whole, afternoon?

->Connect xbox to my internet using tons of cables. ): I really need that wireless thingy. But it costs $133. Whatever. I shall persevere.

->Sit down, to download Magna Carta II Demo.

->Played Tales of Vesperia. [Got lost. Forgot all the controls.]

->Played Blazblue. Couldn't connect to network battle. Realised might be because thou aren't gold membership. wtf. _|_

->Played Infinite Undiscovery. Forgot the controls, where I played to [Yeah last time I played it was in 2008.]

->Played Magna Carta II Demo. [Phail. Dunno how to get past tutorial LOL.]

->Out of frustration, turned off the whole thing and stone in bed.

->Parents reached home, realised I'm going to sleep. So accompanied them to bring my sis to City Hall.

->Went to Punggol to check out the new BTO : Punggol Residences.

->Went home, ate curry and rice. ):

->Go to bk to study. Finally finishing EM2! ^^

->Realised how much calories intake I had today.

->Gotta swim tomorrow.

That's all for today. (:

Labels: Daily Rants, Videos

This post would really bore the brains out of those who don't play pangya but whatever cause I'm so happy now! (:


Just when I thought I'm in the dumps of dry season, because I'm been having 1 chips per game round, to no chips per game round. (18 holes, mind you, which is like, 18 chances to chip lolz!)

So before going to sleep (And waiting for my Country Story crops to grow...OH YEA PLAY COUNTRY STORY IN FACEBOOK! It's damn fun ^^), I went into pangya to play a Pink Wind round. With the driest character, Hana ): But I got -31 with her muahahaha.

6 toma chips, and 2 bs chip ^^ h5 was a putt alba because I could reach the green with 9m tailwind and a spinny ^^

H2: missed by 0.2 cell.
H3: restricted
H9: missed by 0.2 cell.
H10: missed by 0.4 cell.
H11: correct cell, wrong power -> Never spin into the hole...
H13: spin 9 max toma, hit beam. But never backspin.........
H14: missed by 0.2 cell.
H17: read wrong ball slope
H18: cannot reach!

Yeah...and apparently -31 isn't enough to get gold, cuz...there's one -35 and one -32. Pfft.

Oh well. At least I broke it! Happy happy me (: And I'm off to bed ^^

Labels: Games

So, MP asked me...

"How do you classify types of player in Pangya?"

To me...there's quite a number of classifications and definitions of pangya players, or to say, online gamers. Here's some of my definitions.

Hardcore Player: Plays 24/7, or maybe, 20/6! Aim for the best, and only the best. Must be the top record holder, or top ranking player! Top top top top si ni la. (:

Consistent Player: Doesn't aim that high as Hardcore player, but hardcore enough to be consistent in scores. E.G: -31, -30, -29, -30, -31 <- this kind. Never changing only in a range of +/- 5 the most.

Relaxed Player: Only play to socialize, doesn't give a damn about score. Who cares about score, when they spend all their time to socialize?

Beauty Player: Same as relaxed player, but, collect cute and nice costumes for their characters. Hardcore in a different sense, which is fashion.

Mood Player: How well they score, depends on how well they feel on that day. This kind is the most inconsistent players. But...oh well, it still depends on the mood. (:

Collector Player: I MUST COLLECT ANYTHING, AND EVERYTHING AVAILABLE! <- yeah, it's just like what the sentence says. The rich people, or so I say. (:

So, what kind of player are you in online games?

Labels: Games

时间它像是河流慢慢的轻轻推送
有时候像是漩涡很难静止而不动
开心的伤心的
一辈子能改变什么能相信什么

游走在梦的尽头也常常不时回首
人与人擦身交错谁停留谁又远走
我曾经犯的错
我曾经留下的遗憾就让它去吧

如果想要回到那过去
但是你我之间存在遥远的距离
试图去弥补破碎的缝隙
我学著不放弃
愿你牢记我曾经爱过你
因为有你我才学会相信爱情
关于过去的事就藏心底
未来依旧有你的回忆

游走在梦的尽头也常常不时回首
人与人擦身交错谁停留谁又远走
我曾经犯的错
我曾经留下的遗憾就让它去吧


如果想要回到那过去
但是你我之间存在遥远的距离
试图去弥补破碎的缝隙
我学著不放弃
愿你牢记我曾经爱过你
因为有你我才学会相信爱情
关于过去的事就藏心底
未来依旧有你的回忆

试图去弥补破碎的缝隙
我学著不放弃
愿你牢记我曾经爱过你
因为有你我才学会相信爱情
关于过去的事就藏心底
未来依旧有你的回忆
未来依旧有你的回忆

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I love this song xD It's from the drama that I'm currently watching, called 光阴的故事！ Damn funny and touching at the same time (:

It's a must watch okay! ^^ Anyone who have this song, please send me ^^

Labels: Lyrics

And you're left alone, to pick up the pieces. The loneliness is unbearable, isn't it?

I've learnt that life isn't and won't always be fair, but it's unbearable, when you see the unfairness causing such a huge tilt in the scales of fairness. But, nevertheless, you have to grit your teeth, and go through it.

Because, it's life. No one could help, even if you sit there and wail, cry or scream your lungs out. But, isn't there any methods where you could, loosen the disadvantage situation a little? There is one...and only one.

Accept it. Because even if you deny it, complaining that life's so unfair towards you, nothing will change. You have to, and need to change the situations yourself. You're the dealer in your life, and you play the cards, in whatever methods you want to.

You're bound to lose, if you do not do anything to the cards that's in your hands. It's just like calling a "pass" everytime in a round of card games.

So after typing so much...

Did I manage to convince myself to accept it? Yeap. About 40%. Ha. At least it's a step in making myself to move. Motivation is needed to push me along the roads of life.

[You can't compare who's more unfortunate, because, there's no scales or ratings for unfortunate, and even if you did that, you'd just make the person who's more unfortunate feeling more bitter. Don't even do that, okay?]

Labels: Daily Rants

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Thou shalt think simple.

This is the aim, for this week :D Complicated thoughts are unhealthy to both mind and body.

I'm in an all way slump in Pangya. ): Sore arms, and legs, but worth it. Cause I swim 3 half sets lap in the pool! And I finally co-ordinated quite well, for breast-stroke.

Rah...okay I'm a little bit pissed off. ):

It seems like no matter what I do, it pisses everyone off. So, just to say, if I offended, unknowingly anyone of you. I'd apologize sincerely.

Sorry, to everyone! (: I hope that you will forgive me!

Labels: Daily Rants

10 M18 manga, and 2 how to draw manga books! Well, at least I'm enjoying those books right now LOL.

Thankiew (:

But I'm still stuck with integration and differentiation...Help...I hateeeeee [I.F] substitution!

Shit. I forgot I have a private request that's already over the deadline...but how do you make snow visible on a near white background? ><" Rawrrrrrrr.

Swimming, can't wait! (: (: I loveeeeeeeee the water.

Labels: Daily Rants

Prata supper with Junhui and Benneth.

Full and bloated! *burp* Tomorrow meeting dang for lunch~ Sunday swimming at Savannah.

What a fulfilled weekend. With a toothache D:

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