It's actually time to let go, sit down, and think.

For life is suffocating if I keep going on, holding on to everything.

Realised that sometimes you can't have everything, and sometimes you have to have nothing to begin anew.

So, now it's a blank slate, a blank page for me, and I'll start filling in words again.

(: (: (:

Ohhhhh I totally love starhub giving preview channels! Now watching 百万大歌星!! Totally love that show. :D

My arms are so SORE now thanks to not exercising regularly. But I love playing badminton! ):

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So apparently I'm still stuck in the loop of letting go, standing still, moving on. I mean, I know most people won't get stuck in such situations, but come on, everyone do get such situations sometimes.

Here I am, still wondering how do some people manage to let go some important things in their lives easily. I mean, hey it's part of your life man! How can you let go of it so easily? Heh, makes me wonder how did they manage to do it.

There are things that are easily being let go, but sometimes those that are really precious to you, is it really that easy to let go? If it is, I would not be still standing here, looking like an idiot after so long.

Another one thing would be standing still. It's actually quite tempting to just stand still and not moving on at all, but when you're looking at everyone marching forward to their dreams, their future, you'll just tend to admire or be envious of them. I'm kinda happy that everyone is already deciding their future, yet there's still a little tug in my heart that why didn't I utilise my time well enough?

Why didn't I actually plan a future for myself beforehand? Maybe because I thought that the pieces of my future will fall into place on itself?

Sigh. And here I am, troubled by such stuffs in the middle of the night.

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So after finding Kingdom Hearts 2 Final Mix + in one of my game boxes, I decided to whirl it up after forgetting about it for so long. Then when I went back to Cave of Remembrance, I found out that actually I've already defeated 8 out of 13 members. Apparently some of it was by luck while some is actually easy to defeat.

So far outta all of these members:

Xemnas
Xigbar
Xaldin
Vexen
Lexaeus
Zexion
Saix
Axel
Demyx
Luxord
Marluxia
Larxene
Roxas

Should I just make a goal in year 2010 in defeating all 13 members without using cheats? LOL.

Btw, Happy Chinese New Year and Happy Valentines Day! (: Will update what happened tomorrow~

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Recently I went to kinokuniya (Finally!) to restock on my supplies (Also known as books), and I actually stashed out $77 bucks. (Well, kinda no pain cause it was my mum's nets card.) =p

Bought in total 7 manga, and 1 novel. I actually wanted to buy The Hunger Games: Catching Fire, but decided not to cause the first series only managed to catch my interest near the end of the book, although I'm dying to know what happened to the two protagonist which names I don't even remember omg.

So, the book that caught my interest was Battle Royale. It's a novel where students have to kill each other, until one survives.

I wonder why would I like such novels in the first place? Haha.

Maybe because you'd see real trust, and betrayal, in these novels.

Hopelessly romantic novels are also good, but I prefer certain stories should have a certain kind of ending (Open ended, Good or bad endings).

Oh well. Gonna go and bathe, and after that, shop for shoes. Tomorrow morning is my spring cleaning day. (:

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Any tips in doing that? Already spent 3 hours lying ard and couldn't get to sleep.

Sigh, I wanna sleep!

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Draw With Me

This is a silent video. No voices, only music. But it's touching nevertheless.

I totally feel so sad when they wrote "You are with me, only there's a glass between us." Ahhh! T_T The guy and the girl looks so cute (:

I guess I kinda like this person's artwork :D Although some are seriously NSFW xD

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Up In The Air movie trailer

This movie trailer is simple, but it gives us a question that we usually find it hard to answer.

"How much does your life weigh?"

Imagine for a second that you have a backpack. Pack it with everything in your life. Start with the little ones. Book, shelves, etc.

Next, go for the large ones, clothes, laptops, tv's etc. Getting heavier.

Larger ones this time. Couch, car, homes etc.

Next, fill it with people in your lives. Start with the casual acquaintances, friends of friends, classmates, people who you trust with your most inner secrets. Friends, families, etc.

In the end, you'll realize relationships make up the largest portion of that bag. All those negotiations, arguments, compromise, secrets.

This, makes me wonder, no wonder people do say that relationships are the basic things in your life. Bread and butter. Daily necessities.

I feel like watching that movie nao. Valentine's Day open at 11th Feb! (:

How I wished I could be like her.

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Here's my some of my random snippets in my life :D

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I kinda like the idea of an anime, changing the ending scene [Not song], in a few episodes time. Nice going SHAFT! This time, Hidamari Sketch X Hoshimittsu have it's 3rd different ending at episode 4!



They lived happy ever after, together.

Lol. What a bad story I thought of in 5 minutes ): But nevertheless I love this anime. NUTBLADDERS D:

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