7th July...The lost love.
Saturday, June 30, 2007 @ 12:46 AM
Read this story from a comic, felt that it's quite nice, so I've decided to post it here...The scene starts with a guy in an art gallery. His painting did not get the first, but just as consolation. He hears the background music of the art gallery is nice, and then he walks infront to the winner, which is a girl. The girl came forward and asked...Girl : "Is this painting nice?"Boy : "It's still ok..."Girl :"I think it's better than that drawing..." *points to the guy's drawing* "He just wants to express that his drawing is the best." Boy : "This picture is also not that good, it's just so-so..." *pissed and points at the winning drawing*Girl : "You know, that is MY drawing."Boy : "And do you know, that drawing that you criticised is MINE."Girl : "I finally know why people say a drawing reflects the artist feelings." *giggles**The boy is angry and speechless*A few days later, he's sitting at a grassy slopse, thinking about what the girl said, and suddenly, the girl face appeared infront of him and she said hi. He got too shocked and rolled down the slope. The girl laughed loudly, and seeing that he is hurt, she puts a plaster over his wound. After that, they introduced themselves. *I can't really translate jap names from chinese to english that well yet...pardon me ><* The girl heard the guy's handphone ringtone is the art gallery background music.Girl : "Where did you get that? I love that ringtone."Boy : "I went to search for it after hearing it at the art gallery."They kept on meeting after school, and they got along too well. The guy starts to have feelings for the girl, and the girl too. But one day, the girl met a shinigami (God of Death), and the shinigami told her that she will die soon. The girl is shocked upon hearing this. The next day, the guy was waiting for her for a long time before she arrived. He wanted to tell her that he liked her and want her to be his girlfriend. The girl said to him that they should not meet again, and she ran away. The guy chased her, and held her, but she still pushed him away and ran.She went home, and her mom is bringing her to the hospital. Upon exiting the house, the girl saw the boy outside, panting.Girl : "Why do you still come? I told you that I do not want to see you anymore."Boy : "But, I just wanted to see you everyday, everytime, every moment."The girl was so touched, and she told him that she's dying soon. The guy is sad, and asked her, is it curable? She said : "No."The guy visited her everyday and drew her as what she requested him to do.One day, the girl said : "Can you accompany me tonight? It's a special night for me."The guy agreed.At night, both of them sat at a grassy field looking at the night sky.Guy : "Today is the 7th of July, happy birthday."The guy took out a box, inside it, it is a ring. The girl is so touched when he slot the ring into her finger.Girl : "Can you be my boyfriend? I know that I am dying soon, and you might feel really depressed when I die...do you think that I'm selfish?"Guy : "You're not selfish. I love you, and I choose to be your boyfriend. Just care what happens now, and leave what is going to happen later."They kissed. That is the girl's last birthday. Before she died, the shinigami visited her.Shinigami : "Sorry...but I have to bring you to heaven."Girl : "It's okay, the sweet memories is enough for my lifetime. I've got a guy who love me, my parents who took care of me, and I would really miss them, please take me go before I can't bear to leave this world."The guy went to her funeral, and after that, he started to draw.His classmates commented the drawing he drew is very real and beautiful. She asked, is this your ex-girlfriend?The picture is actually the girl smiling with tears in her eyes.Guy : "She is my ex-girlfriend."The guy's handphone rings...and the ringtone is still the music form the art gallery."Even though she's gone, she's always in my heart, and she will not fade in my memories until the end of time. Did you hear this music in heaven? I really miss you..."The End.Labels: Daily Rants
Bittersweet + Melancholic.
Friday, June 29, 2007 @ 1:37 AM
Went to school late again...better change my time for waking up lahs. Met Zi Yang at the LT, and went in for MEB lecture. Hearing of MEB makes me feel sad, so near yet so far to A. After that, due to my CP went for reservist, no APEL, so instead of one hr break, I got two hr break today! WAHAHAHAHAS.Went with Zi Yang to the bkshop to buy APEL Portfolio. Then went to Mensar to have lunch. The cream of chicken soup there is so freaking nice. Hahas. Shared ice kachang with Zi Yang aso. *Burp* After that, went to the library to study while waiting for time to pass...Tried calling the OC Lab teacher, but nvr listen luhs. Sad man.After that, went for EM lecture, finished partial fractions...after that, went to OC lecture, today lecture veh serious, rush finishthe whole chapter within two hours...during break, went to buy drinks, saw Cheryl...but she seemed so bz. Sad ahs. After that, EM tutorial, got back the paper. 42.5/50...finally an A man! Felt quite happy abt it hahas. But thinking of getting PIPC and OC paper tmr, dun feel that happy at all.Zi Yang: OC is knows famously as a killer subject.Me: Is it?!?! *Shocked*Zi Yang: Yahs.Hahas, after the tutorial, called the OC Lab teacher once more. Finally got through, rushed to do post lab, but after doing she say that bcos I did not find her earlier "Hello, term break lehs.", den the marks might not count into the total, bleh. My OC sure die le lors. Either B or C le lahs. Sad lehs. Den sent email to the OC subj leader, she said I cannot retake my OC quiz animore. MORE SAD SIA. Sianzation. OC sure is a goner le. PIPC, please dun b a goner too. I wanna score B for that ok. I will do my best to mug for the semestral exams now! MOTIVATED.I wanna have a comebackkkkk! 70% Battle mode! xDCurrently doing MEB tutorial. Tmr got tutorial hahas. Ok. Gonna go mug now!Btw, my SC got -25 le! 7k PANGS. LOLs.I don't feel like exercising tmr. Wanna movie tmr lehs. ANIONE FREE?!Labels: Daily Rants
Sad...sad...sad...
Wednesday, June 27, 2007 @ 12:18 AM
What a sad sad day....first thing...woke up late. Have to take the taxi to sch. Which is like...so freaking ex lahs. Reminder to myself : Wake up early pls! After that, loitered around LT 5-8 waiting for the lect to start. Met Salleh!Salleh: We got back MEB paper already.Me: What?! Did you see my paper?Salleh : Think your paper with Charlene.Me: Ok...Hahas...den during the aforementioned Principles of Inorganic and Physical Chemistry (PIPC for short) lecture, I was pondering. How how how?! Later MEB did veh badly. Den went to CSAS tutorial. Suddenly someone passed me my MEB paper. I saw the score.A SHOCKING 39. Out of 50.Which is like...78.Which is like...B+Which is like...1 more mark to A.Which is like...I feel like scolding myself.Hahas. Den after that, got back the lab report test results. 23/35. A C+...freaking scared.After that, got back CSAS term test.13/20. Which is another C+...and the bad thing is. A C+ with another C+ dun give u a B! Hahas...must really work hard for the nxt test...which is like 25% lahs.Did some lessons on ACTIVE LISTENING. After that, went to biz park to eat with Wen Liang, Song Leng and Zi Yang. The grilled fish is sososososo less. Cannot even feel full after that. Went to the library to do OC revision tutorial while the others did the Pre Lab worksheet. I did finish alr. A big yay to me!After doing finish, play sudoku awhile on Song Leng's lappy. Vista got sudoku. So nice rite. Went over to sit with the rest and majority of the class. Chatted and laughed.Den Leslie asked...Leslie: Want watch Transformers next monday?Me: Okay.Leslie: Don't say ok then that day don't go hor.Me: -_-"I want watch transformers de mahs. Lols. After that, went to Lab to do OC. Hahas. Guess what is the experiment? Making molecules structure. LOL. Spent 3 hrs fixing molecules with Su Ying. Both of us fix fix fix...den rush to show teacher. Funny scene. Then did Post-Lab test. Hahas. Panic when drawing. But managed to complete it.After that, packing up...den open door.Su Ying: Just now the lock beep so loudly and write "Please close gate."Han Yi, Wen Liang and Me: Is it?Su Ying: Maybe because we press the exit thing den the door like that.*Wen Liang went in. Pressed the exit button.*Wen Liang: Got anything?Su Ying, Han Yi and Me: Nothing.Su Ying den took Wen Liang marticulation card and placed it at the card scanner. "Invalid user. Entry Denied." So funny lahs. Wen Liang dun let her try again le. Hahas. After that...went home. Tmr no MEB...no nd go sch...can complete the partial fractions tutorial le.*Hopes that OC dun score that bad*AHHHH. I want to get A+ lahs. If not how to enter uni. OMG RITE. It's like...top 5% or 10% onli lahs. Merit. WAIT FOR ME. I NEED YOU.Hahas. Tmr gonna get lao po bing frm dang. YAY. Hahas.And and and. I still never get -24 for Silvia Cannon. Sad lehs.Should I join Adventure Club or Applied Science Studies Club?Most impt. I STILL NEVER GET TO SEE CHERYL AND EPRINA!!!!!To TP students : Don't eat the grilled fish. You will never feel full. Lols.To Rilynn and Fang : Got the song send me lehs. That song realli nice. I want!Ok. Gonna stop bloggin lers. Wanna watch anime. Cyaz!Labels: Daily Rants
Monday, June 25, 2007 @ 7:49 PM
Got the news that there's a project...hahas...quite sad lehs. Starting of school comes a project already...tmr got lab! OMGOMGOMG I LOVE LAB LAHS. It's so fun! I adore myself in my lab coat. Wahahahas. I have a fetish alr. OMG MAN! *gets high* Ok high finish le, back to updating.Sorry ppl~ my tmr seems to be forever rite. Because hafta study ahs. Den reach home shag le forgot to update...now got time le...better update bahs. Yesterday went out to study with phad and nz. Dang it mann. Sj not there. I miss is lameness. Saw a lame joke frm tv..."What do you call a pig that knows karate?""Ans : Pork Chop."Cold and lame riteeee. Lols.Past few days, kept on go out and pangya-ing. But now I find py quite boring le. No more interesting updates. AHHHH what am I talking?! I should have stopped pangya-ing le. And study! Must study! Cannot let my parents down lers! Ohkayyy. Today went shopping for essential stationary...hahas.After that, went home and slacked till now, blog hopped to rilynn's blog and saw this. Better do it. Seems INTERESTING. (: hehs. I wanna join Adventure Club or Applied Science Studies Club? I wonder. SHED SOME LIGHT PLS!LAST PERSON WHO1. Slept in your bed besides you ?No one else. I'm lonely~~
2. Saw you cry ?My dear mummy :(3. Went to the movies with you?Hahas...it would be Mei Ting. Watched Nancy Drew. KARILYNN ABANDONED US.
4. You went to the mall with?Hmm...Phad and NZ.5. You went to dinner with?My daddy and sis.6. You talked on the phone?Zi Yang! He asked me abt project grouping. So sweet of him :)7. Said 'I love you' to you and really meant it?Hmm...forgot already. Never hear that three words for a long long time.8. Broke your heart?My heart is officially broken by her. Because I can't forget her.9. Made you laugh?Phaddeus. His lameness KILLS.WOULD YOU RATHER 1. Pierce your nose or tongue?None. If realli nd to choose, I'd choose tongue. Pierce on nose so ugly. BRRRRR.2. Be serious or be funny?Serious. I'm serious most of the time.3. Drink whole or skim milk?Skim milk bahs.4. Die in a fire or drown?Fire would be painful. Drowning would be tormenting. Can't I just die by overdosage of medicine? Would be painless rite.5. Spend time with your parents or enemies?Parents!
ARE YOU1. Simple or complicated?Complicated. No one really understands me :)2. Gay?*Raise eyebrow* I'm not gay! I'm straight like an ARROW. I'm not realli that happy though.
3. Hardcore?Hello, hardcore in what?!
DO YOU PREFER1. Flowers or candy?Candy! I want my candy~~~ I want my candy~~~
2. Gray or black?Grey~3. Color or Black and white photos?Colour. Black and white seems too old.
4. Lust or love? Love. Can I order true love? I need one badly.5. Sunrise or sunset?Sunset.6. M&Ms or Skittles?M&M!
8. Staying up late or waking up early?Staying up late, I'm a nightcat!9. Sun or moon?Moon.
10. Winter or Fall?Winter. I prefer the cold world.
11. Left or right?Right.
12. 10 acquaintances or having two best friends?Two best friends! It's always better.13. Sun or rain?Rain.14. Vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream?Chocolate ice cream. Vanilla ice cream is too sweet!15. Vodka or Jack?Vodka.
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY1. Do you (romantically) like anyone?Yes.
2. Do they know it?I don't know.
ABOUT YOU1. What time is it?8.12pm.2. Name?Wong Zhao Hwee.
3. Nickname(s)Zhao, Haru, Kiri, Kiwi, Koko, Rara, Toto, Hey, Oi, Wong...etc.
4. Where were you born?Mount Elizabeth, Orchard.
5. What is your birthdate?20th October.
6. What do you want?To be an extrovert, to be more confident, to be more brave, to have more charisma!7. Where do you want to live?Japan, New York, Paris.8. How many kids do you want?Dunno, haven decide yet.
9. What would you want to name a girl?Alyxis10. What would you want to name a boy?Perrane
11.You want to get married?Someday, somewhere, somehow.
UNIQUE 1. Nervous Habits?Having goosebumps and shiver?
2. Are you double jointed?Not totally.
3. Can you roll your tongue?Abit.
4. Can you raise one eyebrow?Yeahs. Somehow.5. Can you cross your eyes?Yeahs.
6. Do you make your bed daily?Nopez.
7. Which shoe goes on first?The right shoe.
8. Ever thrown one at someone?Yup. Obviously.
9. On the average, how much money do you carry with you?About $25.
10. What jewelry do you wear?Er. I'm a guy rmb? The most a ring I think.
IN THE LAST MONTH, HAVE YOU? (YES OR NO)1. Had a b/f or g/f?No. Don't remind me alr!
2. Bought something you didn't need?Erms, yeah. Want and need is always different rite?
3. Sang in front of people?Yeahs. Phad is always the one who manage to hear me sing. Others don't know that I'm SINGING!4. Been kissed?Yeahs.5. Been hugged?Yeahs.
6. Felt stupid?Yeaps. When I made a careless mistake.
7. Missed someone?Yup.
8. Got drunk?Nope. How I wish I could get drunk.
9. Got high?Yup.10. Danced Crazy?Nopez.
11. Gotten your hair cut?Hahas....nope. I wanna get it cut soon. Too long le.12. Cried?Nope.
13. Lied?Yes.
TAG: Everyone. You read this, you do this.Hahas that's all. btw, can anione recommend what new and nice songs? I want to put it at my blog!!! Thanks! =)Labels: Daily Rants
Bei Ji Xing...
Monday, June 11, 2007 @ 3:43 PM
Stoning at home...yesterday watch the show called Wei Xiao Pasta (Also known as Sonria Pasta) and ghost whisperer...Heard this sentence on what one of the ppl in the show said : "Avoiding someone is much more difficult than facing them." I think this is really true. Avoiding ppl sucks. Hahas...den after watching the show, went to watched Sonria Pasta. The ending song is veri nice...The song is called Bei Ji Xing De Yan Lei by Zhang Dong Liang...I need confirmation is bei ji xing the nothern star or the southern star. Because in chinese, the nan = south rite? While bei = north...dunno leis. Need someone to confirm!!!!
Anyways, this is the lyrics:
像断了线
消失人海里面
我的眼终于失去
你的脸
再等一会
奢望流星会出现愿如果真的实现 爱能不能永远 明天或许来不及变 但曾经走过的昨天 越来越远 北极星的眼泪 说不出的想念 原来我们活在 两个世界 北极星的眼泪 你哭红的双眼 被淋湿的诺言淹没在心里面我抬头看着爱不见再等一会奢望流星会出现愿如果真的实现爱能不能永远明天或许来不及变但曾经走过的昨天越来越远北极星的眼泪说不出的想念原来我们活在两个世界北极星的眼泪你哭红的双眼被淋湿的诺言淹没在心里面我抬头看着爱不见当对的人等不到对的时间就在放开手的瞬间爱撕成两边北极星的眼泪说不出的想念原来我们活在两个世界北极星的眼泪你哭红的双眼被淋湿的诺言淹没在心里面我抬头看着爱不见整个宇宙都流眼泪This song is just so sad...hahas, btw, I stopped playing pangya already! Which is a good thing! Because, I now den found out...that such person also exist in Pangya. And I thought that game is a much more matured game. Bleh. So...I might just drop in awhile to check out what's happening, and now my acct is being played by someone else :)Tomorrow got CSAS1 remake exam...bleh...hafta study lers...okay...gtg nw...cyaz!Labels: Daily Rants
Brrrrrr.
Tuesday, June 05, 2007 @ 3:29 AM
Well. Let me see.I studied hard for my PIPC.And.WHAT HAPPENED THE NEXT DAY?!Due to my own mistake of sleeping w/o wearing a top.I GOT WHAT?!Fever.I am a freaking regular customer of fever.DAMN IT.At night.Took temperature.A FUCKING 38.4 degrees.AND WHAT?! I have MEB TEST TMR.BRRRRRRRRRR.Slept. Woke up and vision was so hazy.Can't get to slp. Hence blogging.GOD. WHY?! WHY DO I GET FUCKING SICK EASILY?! ARGH.oh ya. Happy belated bdae to my sis and Cassie :) (Their bdae falls on the same day!)And. I just hope my fren dun have an imaginary friend :)It's good just to dream to have one, but not realli have one. Why, you might ask? Is because, one you have rely on ur imaginary friend too much, and it disappears one day, you will crumble. :( My hp is always on. I am alwaes here for someone. But. Who is always there for me? *shrugs*Labels: Daily Rants
Careful...
Saturday, June 02, 2007 @ 8:38 PM
Hahas...stoned and slacked at home today. Gotta study tmr already. Nxt monday got PIPT test and CSAS. Write more write more. Careful of grammars. Careful of tense.Why does my life have so mani of this word called "careful"?"Careful when you cross the road.""Careful when you cut things using penknife.""Careful when u walk on thin ice.""Careful when making decisions.""Careful not to fall in love.""Careful this...careful that..."Ok. I've heard enough of careful. AND I AM VERY CAREFUL. (Although got some careless mistakes on paper.) But I am trying to be more CAREFUL already. I dun fall in love anymore. I dun want to get hurt again. I dun want history to repeat itself again and again.I don't want to remember of you again. I don't want to love you anymore. I don't want you to feel sad, or sympathise me. I don't want you to remember me. I just want you to be happy.Why am I always contradicting myself?Bummer.One night and one more time, I cried. Thanks for the heart wrenching, bitter-sweet memories. It will find its way into the depth of my heart, and settle there as one of the pathetic and sadistic memory and experience I once had.
Case closed, no questions asked. It's been there. Now and forever. See ya.And now I know, friends are better den your other half. At least they are always here. Drown my sorrows with TEA. (I ain't 18.) What you want other den tea? water ahs? Lol.Tmr gonna studie with Rilynn and Fang. At Mac I think...andandand. Tomorrow is my sis bdae. Hahas. Chan. I WANNA WATCH SHREK LEH. AND I WANNA EMO JH OKAYYY. Hais. Mal still nvr contact me. Wonder is he stoning or wad. Swt.Ok...gonna stop here. Maybe might blog later? Maybe.
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Sweet nibblets.
@ 3:29 AM
Argh...sweet nibblets. Can't get to sleep. I HAVE TO and NEED TO sleep.Just a random thoughts after listening to this song by Rihanna...called umbrella.If it does rain, and I do feel gloomy, who's gonna let me in their umbrellas except my family?Shucks...I still can't forget you after all...the feelings still remain...If feelings could just be gone like how planes flies around the world...Isn't that great?When sparks fly, when feelings entwined...it isn't easily forgotten...and numbing...doesen't work...what could I do...where could I go to...who should I go to?!I regretted falling in love with you. Really. I just can't get you out of my head. I just don't want things to end this way.Gosh, what am I doing?! I want my old life back. I don't wanna love someone. I wanna go back to the cold, freezing world where I was once in.I dun want anything to hurt me again...ever...again.Labels: Daily Rants
Welcome to the hospi...tal?!
@ 2:35 AM
Well, wanted to go to sch, but...but...I fainted at home. Guess what? When I woke up, I was at the...hospi...tal? The doct said that I am suffering frm fatigue, and..he said that the condition is worsening, and asked me to consider the same thing again. THE SAME THING.Bah, I just dun like the idea of stoning at home EVERYDAY.He said : "It's still your choice after all."After that, went home, it's like, went to the hosp for nth, and wasted cash. Just got some of the same medicine again.Yeah...everybody do have a choice, and I will not say that I do not have any. My decision is yet to be made. But my mum is already contemplating of..."let's stone at home okay?" Life still goes on, I can study at home and prepare for nxt yr. This year is just gonna be stoning and more stoning. Should I really accept this choice?Oh ya. Laptop is back! But desktop not yet. Sad huh...Trying to quit every online game now. But suddenly, wanna play back diablo. LOLS rite. Never mind. I will still try to quit.Currently what I wanna do is:1.Trying to read newspaper everyday.2.Want to watch finish all the movies I wanted before...before...resting at home.3. Sleeping early everyday.4.Lose weight!5.Studying everyday.Bah, why am I so different from other people? I wanna go to sch that badly, yet...*shrugs*Life just isn't fair. That's 200% true. Hehs.Okay, gonna go now...rest. Please. Rest.Labels: Daily Rants
