立ち止まらない この針だけは Only this clock-hand would pierce through,
僕の明日を刻む音突き刺す the sound that engraved my tomorrows, unable to stop.
真実から逃げたら今 If I escape from the truth right now,
現実にも負けたら今 if I would even give up on reality right now,
何が残るの? just what would be left behind?
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Alias: Yuuki, Haru, Akihiko, Venskye
Name: ZH (:
Age: 21
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This blog is meant to be full of my rants, daily happenings and stuffs like that. Occasional reviews, stories, and opinions. It's my open, unfinished story.
Desires
->Graduate with more than 3.5 GPA. ->Best way to release stress. ->Shut out all depressing thoughts.
->God of War 3 ->Castlevania: Lord of Shadow Limited Edition ->DJ Max Portable 3 Limited Edition ->Assassins Creed: Brotherhood Collectors Edition ->New Renoma Leather Wallet ->Crumpler Bag (Black or Red) ->1TB External Hard Disk
Went to watch Fame with mt today! Damn nice...it's more of an inspirational movie than a dance movie though...but some girls are damn hot inside.
Today...Pangya decided to make me drool by...
Arin, Arin, you're so pretty *drools*
So since my paypal limit has reach *curse and swear* argh...I went to use Cherry Credits to get 10k points just for Arin's Feather Earrings.
The feathers are damn...pretty! I actually wanted to use the Twinfeather Set just to complete the theme of Feathers, but I decided to drop it since a sword looks cooler...in a sense. (:
Frapped the animation just to drool...haha. (:
Yeah~
Midori no Hibi! (:
Watching this anime again...damn I totally love this anime la T_T Damn cute and sweet and funny at the same time. (:
So basically, I broke Deep Inferno today. Obtained -27 after using 260y! (: Sadly, I'm still having the bout of flu and cough. Sigh. When will I finally recover. Oh shit. I remembered I forget to have my medicine. ): Better go take it later lolz.
Yayyyy. I finally got Kingdom Hearts 358/2! It was a leaked version though >< I actually planned to buy the Original Version but it isn't out! Gonna try playing it tomorrow I think, cause I'm playing Pokemon Platinum now hahaha! I'm glad that I had a spare NDS. Cause I trade myself to evolve those trade-evolution pokemons! xD
So, that's all! I'll try to update my daily life often, but, it's really quite daily that I dunno what to update about. Since I'm in otaku-mode due to my flu and cough ><" *achoo*
I've finished Raze and Ulrika's route, now what's left is the Light Mana to fight ><:
What's this? You might ask. It's a project that I wanted to try weeks ago but finally got the courage to start. (: As you might know, or not, [mostly not I presume.] I play pangya. I love pangya. I hate their sickening controls though. The less control you have, the bar goes faster.
So when I started back in ntreev PangyaUS, I had 27 control. Pretty fun, I tell you. But when the card system is introduced, my control increased to 30! (: And I've been using it for months. So...here's the problem.
When you start using something slower, the one u used before become faster in your eyes.
So when I increased to 260y, my control became 26! Thanks to amateur rank though :D
I started this trial, and it will last for a week. My current pangya % is 91.6% (A lil tad high, I presume.) After a week, I'll decide whether I should continue using 260y, or reduce back to 250y [With 31 control].
My decision would include:
1.Final Pangya Rate 2.Problems faced using 260y while didn't face using 250y. 3.Pros and Cons.
Yeah. So day 1 ended up like this.
1. The HWIs is totally different, and I find it hard to get the correct power under 90%. 2. I'm NOT getting used to the new 26 control. [While amazingly I can use 24 control in pysea.]
Control problems should be solved after about a month of using, while the power problem would be much, much more important. Maybe it's because of my fever and headache that I find it moving 2x as faster as usual. @_@"
Yesterday mt smsed me to ask me to do a mission, which I do every Oct 1st. I didn't know what is it, until she reminded me.
Birthday Wishlist is in progress of making. Wish me luck!
Woke up with a terrible sore throat and running nose. And I still went to swim! Lol. Isn't this suicidal? :3 So now I'm having a worse sore throat since you need to use your mouth to breathe...haha. It really isn't a smart thing to go swimming with a sore throat.
Most likely I'll spend the whole day at home tomorrow to sleep, to prevent my favourite friend from visiting. He's also known as Mr. Fever. (:
For I hate the influenza virus. ):
Recently it has been a weird week for me. Reasons:
1. I started to dread graphic designing. One part of it is might be my limited data storage space. 2. I feel the dread to head out. Otaku-ness is coming over me. ): 3. I get irritated easily. PMS? Ha! (:
There's a new want for me : Cross edge! Desire desire desire! But my top desire for now would be MOONCAKE (:
This song is kinda slow and the beats kinda suit the song I usually like. (: Sky Chord ~大人になる君へ~ by Tsuji Shion ^^
I find her another song, M/elody quite nice too~ lalala. Supper with jh and xin yesterday! Haha. Damn fun...stoning in McDonalds just to chat. xD It's another daily little pleasures of life.
Some things happened in my family, that really got me thinking. I'm actually finding myself getting satisfied with life, just with little daily happiness, piling up into a huge pile of happiness. It's something that's here, and is easily obtained when everyone put the effort into doing something they enjoy.
But, somehow the little happiness are vanishing one by one...and it's hard to find them back. Will all of them vanish eventually? I wonder...
Emo vibes are filling me today, to the extent of procrastinating everything I'm doing. Ventus Mission is an asshole. Arin Rainbow Wings. ): Oh well. At least I got to Amateur E in Pangya. (:
Tomorrow...what will happen tomorrow? I wonder.
I wanted to stay up till daybreak when I was a kid. Now being chased by time, I don't even have enough sleep.
Since when did someone as lazy as I am learn to protect anything?
Weeeee xD Too bad the opponent have too lil moneh =x
Played Mana Khemia 2 for the whole day xD The music is getting nicer and nicer! (: Dry season in pangya again...I seriously need a brie card if I want 260y...A special rare brie would do...cause I already have fairy wings! But if they gimme a secret rare...I don't mind XD
Tomorrow going to swim! I think my house have the influenza virus going around >< Must swim to stay healthy!
So...this is not a topic about me looking for a gf. Which apparently, I don't think I'd like a girlfriend...for now anyways.
Yeah. It's about a book I managed to pick off miraculously in the Tampines Regional Library. The story goes like this...I went into the library hoping to find the book "The Time Traveler's Wife", but since I couldn't find any...
I went into the Teen corner to randomly pick a book, and this book piqued my interest...alot at that time.
So, I borrowed it and finished it this morning. It's actually a good read. The story is about a guy, trying to look for a "girlfriend", with no knowledge of dating and stuffs. Quite a good book for me actually, since I don't really know how to "date", while I don't have one to "date". Capiche?
The book is kinda nice, it talks about the "after-effects" or rejection, the feelings of "being in love", and some really funny questions like...
"Would you kiss someone with beer breath?"
to serious questions like...
"Should a girl ask a guy out?" It's kind of informative in a sense lol.
Who says you don't need a guide to love? At some point of time when someone is in a doubt, there's a need for answers. ):
So! Moral of the story is, grab this book to read if you're new to the "dating game" (: Which, I am. So to speak...
I feel kinda sad and bad to reject someone. Who says that the only person getting hurt, is the one being rejected? It's hard to reject someone, when you know that the person is going to get hurt.
Broken hearts heal. But healing takes time. Healing is growing, and growing is painful. That's where growing pains come from.
When I have headaches and tummyaches, a heartache would make a triple hit combo that deals tons of damage to my little ego that's still left within me. ):
So I spent the day lying and stoning at home, apparently. I wanted to play PangyaJP rather than PangyaUS,but VPN is being a prick and I couldn't connect at all! IS there anyone who's willing to SHARE how they connect to PangyaJP?
Sigh. Someone did shared, but I need to have a Taiwan ID to register and pay. ): Which is like, impossible! I need I need PangyaJP since KR is a no-no, cause I don't even know how to speak, or read what they're typing!
Oh talking about stoning at home. It gets worse and worse when you see people screaming at each other, while you're already like...damn irritated with the headache and tummyache.
So. What have I done today?
->Lie on the bed, changed blogskin, which takes me 2hours total. ->Wanted to play games, but people are hogging the TV. ->Constantly being nagged to get out of the bed just to eat.
): When you had a bad day, you sing a sad song, and it isn't working bah.
-How could I ever forget the moment I met you? The smile you gave, yet I still see the sadness in your eyes.-
Remember when you're a child, from your perspective, everything is so large, and huge? Where you thought you wouldn't be that huge someday. But years later, everything that you thought were huge, and amazing, is neither huge nor amazing anymore.
From a 45 degree view when you see your parents face, it became 90 degrees.
That's what came to my thought when I saw a cute little girl staring upwards at me just now.
Maybe that's what the progress of growing up is. Everything's changing, and you can never stay the same for long. For everyone is moving forward, if you stay sill, you'll never see anything new.
Yet, how do someone move on, when the "meaning to his life", vanished within seconds, and what does he need to do, to find his meaning to life again? How long will it take? When will it happen? No one knows.
So, the boy, stand up from where he falls down, and is determined to move forward, even though it's one step at a time, it's better than standing still, while time is slipping from his fingers every second. Someday, the boy might get to see the light shining, revealing the pathway to his future.
Sympathy is a burden I don't need, yet it's always good to have someone watching your back.
Persona 3 is porting to PSP! Yeap it's old news alrite, but I just found out about it a few weeks ago. It releases in Japan at November 11th, so maybe around May 2010 or earlier it would be avail in English version! <3
Apparently, it's a female main character this time, instead of the male. [I sure hope the ending will change to a good one, because I seriously can't imagine the female MC lying on Aegis during the end. That'd be yuri ><"]
The theme is Memento Mori, as always, so I think the ending would be the same. Trailer looks damn nice, and it seems like this time, instead of dating girls, it'd be guys! *aims for Akihiko*
Yes yes yes! It's another game to look forward to! And the battle controls are like...P4! So I can control everyone! Goodbye to Mitsuru's Marin Karin when you're dying. (:
Can't wait!
I'll be giving $10 bucks to anyone who knows this song (: ^^ I totally love the song. Although the singer voice seems familiar...): I just don't know who! ><"
Argh stupid play-asia. Magna Carta 2 is on Oct 13. I just hope Megamultimedia saying that Sept 7th would be true ):
Okay. Woke up with a massive headache and I'm having a through and through bad hair day. Pfft.
Shall head out to study for Final Theory, which is on Friday. After that, it's driving lessons! I think I might bang into some cars if there's no instructor lol.
Oh. Another news would be, I broke my Blue Moon Record, It went from -28 to -31 in split seconds after I feel better. Lol.
My longest chip. aty. >_>" 224y.
Front 9. Shuffle rocks xD
Back 9. I hate h18 =x
Front 9
Back 9
In conclusion: Number of chips: 9. 5 bs chips , 4 toma chips. Which hole : 1,3,5,6,7,9,11,13,14
H2 was a ppic, same as h17.
So my TCR shot from -396, to -412 after -35 Blue Lagoon, Lost Seaway, -31 Pink Wind, -32 West Wiz. Now, it's -415 (:
Love it! Yeah baby. XD
-It's time to find a job.- (: Eternity, forever, timeless, endless...
This trailer looks nice...I think I'd catch this movie. I think the choice of the song, Broken by Lifehouse suits this trailer well.
Looking at the trailer a few days before, I didn't really had any thoughts. But just now, while I'm out to find Mana Khemia 2 (Yes, infact it's not in SG so I had to order the limited edition from play-asia ): )
Time. It's slipping by us, everyday. Every little second, it's damn precious, cause you wouldn't know what would happen any second.
For it might be, a little chance meeting with friends, a stroke of good luck or a stroke of bad luck, an accident, a promising opportunity. No one knows.
For whether, would you have a tomorrow, or not. Everything might end in an instant, with no notification at all. I kinda regret not grabbing at every opportunity I have, every chance I get, every shot at love, studies, future, prospects.
Maybe some people might say, I tend to think too much, but I'd just say, it's best to think, than not to think at all. Sometimes, yes, everything does fall into place on its own, but isn't it better, if you could just try to change something in your life, for the better?
I wondered, what would happen, if I grabbed at that chance when I saw that message.
Would I be happier, would I finally, get what I want? How many years do everyone has? How many seconds, minutes, hours, days, weeks, months, years, do I have? I don't even know.
The future is unknown, that's why it's that scary.
Sometimes it just takes a little courage, a little determination, to change something..
Well, I've learn to live a little more, treasure time a little more.
