Things are getting unreasonable.
Friday, August 31, 2007 @ 3:22 AM
Went to sch early early early to do the DRP programme...nanotechnology. lol. The teacher is onli free at 11.30am, slacked in the library till that time den find him and do the prog. We have to leave by 2.30pm and come back at 5pm bcos of the v.i.p.s. coming to visit. Had lunch at a nearby hawker centre, went back to library to slack. After that, went back to do the Cobalt silica expt.

After that, helped in the Sodium Borohydrazine expt. The expt finished at about 9.10pm. Rushed to meet AYC to buy poppers~ once you pop~ you can't stop! LOL.

Went home after that, and here comes the unexpected thing. I got suspended in py for no reason. Dang it. Not like I hack or whatsoever. Dunno wt happen lor. Fuck it! Hahas. Luckily sub not banned. So can play using sub onli. Oh well. 60 days will be over soon. To those who think that I got suspended = I hack, please, believe what you want. As long as my concience is clear, what you believe is none of my biz! :)

My passion lies with you~ but your hatred is set against me. :)

You dunno mie~ so I dun blame you for not trusting me that I nvr hack :) I'm just DISAPPOINTED in you =)

HAPPY TEACHERS DAY!

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Last paper, killed me.
Wednesday, August 29, 2007 @ 11:48 PM
Ok I hate MEB. I REALLY HATE MEB. WHY THE PAPER SO DIFFICULT!!!!!!!

Haha. Done flaring. No time to complete question, question is too vague, I need to take time to UNDERSTAND. Lol. First time happened to me yeah. After the exam...heard alot of people saying "Sup paper liao lahs." LOL. I feel the same way.

Left my dear water bottle at the tutorial room. LIMITED EDITION TPJC water bottle leh. =p

Went to cheers to buy mineral water. Why cheers dun sell ICE MOUNTAIN. RAWR! After that went to buy earplugs for DRP.

Went to KFC to have lunch with classmates~ In the end they never watch movie. Went pooling instead. Took bus to Parkway Parade. The pool stall closed down alr. Went to another building, pool stall aso closed. They decided to went to katong instead -.-"

Went to take a bus, while the building is like...near PP. Waste money...my dear ez-link card. (My mum's actually.) Ez-link card expire liaos. Have to make new one. Lols.

After pooling, went home with Wen Liang. Took bus 12. Buy dinner for dad. Went to watch movie with Phad and sj. License to Wed. Hahas. Quite nice. "Revernand Frank is always everywhere." LOL.

Tomorrow got DRP. Have to do calculations. Ok. Gtg ler. Cyaz.

Thou shall not be late~ LOL.

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You've been tagged!
@ 11:35 PM
Hahaha. Got tagged by mt.

Rules of the Game:
1) Start off with 10 weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself.
2) People who got tagged must write the things of Rule 1 on own blog.
3) Choose 6 people to be tag and list their name
4) No tagging back!!

1. I really, really love to bite ice. (Mind you, pure water ICE. Not that drug or whatsoever.)
2. My christian name is Jeremiah. (Yeah.)
3. I love to read horror stories, but hate to watch horror movies.
4. I have a fetish for romance comics. (Not to the extent of XXX. =p)
5. I have a soft spot for romance.
6. Sometimes when ppl sms me, I take a hell lot of time to reply :) This is because I'm uber bz, or I forgot abt the sms. REALLY SRY.
7. I love to keep my nails short.
8. Asking me to say mushy things is like asking me to die. Hahahaha. But in my heart, the feelings is true. :)
9. I hate to keep my hair long, but I hate to cut it short. Ironic.
10. I love to stay out late. :)

The HONOURABLE 6 that I feel like tagging is...

1. Roro
2. Dardar
3. Cheryl
4. Queenie
5. Chanssy
6. Cassie

Hehs. Whether to do it or not~ it's still ur choice though. Bumbumbum~

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Enough.
Tuesday, August 28, 2007 @ 1:00 AM
Arghh...type finish everything den kena error cannot post. sianz.

Anyways, Engineering Mathematics KILLED ME. Pls just lemme get A for this module. AHHHH.

To those people taking maths paper. KEEP A CLEAR MIND. SLEEP EARLY. THINK SIMPLE.

That's all.

Gonna mug for OC. Markovnikov...wo lai ler!

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Miss you more...
Saturday, August 25, 2007 @ 3:15 AM
Today is PIPC Semester Exam!!! Went to school and felt very, very, nervous. First time in poly taking sem exams!! Hahas...the paper quite ok...just afraid got careless mistake or nvr phrase my answer correctly...hais...pray hard that this time the score would pull up my overall grades...I realli hope that can get GPA of 3.8...

After that, went home, very, very tired. Watched Just Like Heaven on HBO. Felt a tinge of jealousy. LOL. The lead actor and actress, as always, have a happy ending. Hahas. It's really, really hard to find such ending in this whole wide world.

Sorry dardar that I thought u said it was next friday, I didn't know you meant today...hope that you would forgive me...

Had strawberry cheesecake for teabreak...super cheesy and yummy...if there is wine...it would be a perfect match.

Monday - Engineering Mathematics sem exams. Gonna mugmugmug!

Heard this song from a Video in youtube. It's called Miss You More by BBmak. This is the lyrics :

So many reason that
I find to run to you
'Cause there's so little
Loving in my life
Now I'm away
And thinking about it
I want things back how
They used to be
There is no way around it
Nothing good comes easily
So much between us and
We both know that it's wrong
So I keep on waiting till
I'm back where I belong

CHORUS:
So here I am all by myself
Thinking of you
Nobody else
There is a feeling inside
And as hard as I try
It just won't go away
Are you finding it hard
All on your own
Having to face
Each night alone?
Know that you are
The one with the
Love that I need
And I miss you more
Each day

So many feelings emotions
Running away with me
'Cause it's you
That I believe in and
I love this one so deep

So much between us and
We both know that it's wrong
Now I'll keep on waiting
Till I am back where I belong
Back where I belong

So here I am all by myself
Thinking of you
Nobody else
There is a feeling inside
And as hard as I try
It just won't go away
Are you finding it hard
All on your own
Having to face
Each night alone?
Know that you are
The one with the
Love that I need
And I miss you more
Each day

So I keep on waiting till
I am back where I belong
Back where I belong

So here I am all by myself
Thinking of you
Nobody else
There is a feeling inside
And as hard as I try
It just won't go away
Are you finding it hard
All on your own
Having to face
Each night alone?
Know that you are
The one with the
Love that I need
And I miss you more
Each day

As the saying goes : "If you can't beat them, join them."

But...I thought of something lame.

"If you can't beat them, join them. If you can't join them, kill them. If you can't kill them, leave them alone and find new people."

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Ghost of you and...
Friday, August 24, 2007 @ 2:01 AM
Today went back to sch for OC revision. Late for 30min LOLS. Bcos last nite slp too late due to revision. Hahas. OC revision was quite ok. Forgot to bring paper to write. Have to use the blank spaces in the notes to fill the ans in. After that, got back Pop quiz and post lab results. Very good I must say...full marks! Yipee! Hope that this could bring up my OC total grade.

Did not know any coursework results. Scary.

After that, went to ITAS Flavours to study with Cheryl and her friends. Met 3 of her friends. All of them is veh veh friendly. I felt great meeting them. One of them is from TPJC somemore!! Lols. Only managed to catch one of her friends name, so Cheryl, if possible...tell me all of their names so I can mention in my bloggg. Hehes.

Ate alot in Flavours. Full and bloated like hell. Then after studying with them until 5 Plus, have to rush home, if not later bus no.5 very crowded. Reached home, slacked for a long time, den studied PIPC. Going to do one paper later. Hahas. Tonight like no nd to slp liddat.

Sitting and thinking about some things just now. Just can't seem to...oh well. I just saw the ghost of the past we had. Hahas. Psps. is the past. Cannot use the word ghost sia. Now is the lunar 7th Month. Hahas...

Okay. Gonna mugmugmug to score well. GPA 3.8! Here I come! (Dunno possible...anot leh. Try my best!)

To 4E2 (2006) : Anyone going back to sch in the morning, please bring poppers and wear school uniform. We're going to have a fun time! A BIG PLAN. Hahas. Gonna stop here now. Cyaz!

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Reminisce
Saturday, August 18, 2007 @ 2:13 AM
Sianned. Go sch rain. kena drenched. Went home that time, heavy rain. Kena DRENCHED again. Aftr that went to study with phad and sj. Went home. Immediate sore throat. After some time, blocked nose, den what happened? As EXPECTED. Fever came to visit their friends.

Felt bored. Went to reminisce the past. Played chocobo racing awhile. Just want to hear the ending song. It's very very nice. The song name is Diamonds in My Heart by Vicki Bell. Here's the lyrics :

Do you remember the days
When we had long long ways to go
And you were there for me,
As I was there for you to be around
The sun was shining brightly
Down on us so gently
That we thought we could go on
Or was

Hand in hand, forever and almorn
We would run, we'd never have enough
Did an angel know when it was time to live
Or time to sleep
On and on, the hours tick away
So the memories can go astray
Oh, how I miss the days of golden sun
And please,I'd rather be with you
I still remember the days
When we had long long time to share
Until I saw you there
Not as tired as I used to feel
Hello I said unsurely
You smiled a little shyly
Soon we knew we would go on
Together on a journey to our dreams

Hand and hand, forever and almorn
We'd run, didn't even care to ask
How far away from home
We'd have to go

On and on, the hours tick away
So the memories can go astray
Oh I miss the never-ending road,
And sure,
I'd rather be with you
Sweet summer breeze
Or autumn leaves
Through winter skys
And flowers of spring
Friends and their laughter
Precious and kind
Let them shine like diamonds in my heart

All along, I'm here to find the way
To what dreams, we used to have before,
And I hope to see again
Your smiling face along the way somewhere
If you hear me calling out today
And you see the meaning of it all
Come and join me on this way again
You know, tomorrow will be there...

If you went through the lyrics, you'll find some meaning. This song says about the game, where a group of people meet together, their friendship, the events that happened and when they finally parted. Even though they have to part, they have this precious memories in them, where they can reminisce...and treasure these people they met in their journey of life. That's what friendship is.

No matter where you guys are, I will still remember you...as you're all my precious friends...okies...I gtg already...who have this song send mie pls! thanks!

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FREAKED out.
Friday, August 17, 2007 @ 1:27 AM
Argh. I hate MEB projects. Last part of the qn can't do...spent like 5 hrs on it...den freakingly still cannot solve. Hais.

Oh well...due to sleeping uber late for this wk, I kena fatigue. Sickening. Tomorrow still got OC pop quiz. Hahas. Hardly pangya already. At sch play pangya...den Zi Yang say he interested. I also found out that Wei Teck plays py before. LOLS. shocking.

Well, went to find Mr Wallace Lim, he said that if I managed to catch up for the Fisher Tropsch, I could join his DRP. Hahas. Trying my best lor. Deadline is 30th aug. Must mug for sem exams and DRP. I realli nd to learn the splitting Ninjitsu. Or might as well photocopy mie better.

I shall try to type twittishly someday. Hahas. It's fun to make ppl believe you're a twit when you're not. I tried typing like that...

"haiishx. euu neverr miishhx miiee. S0Bxx."

Man, cannot stand typing like that. LOL.

I hate some ppl who bugs mie. BUGGER! I dun wanna let u know who I am is MY FREAKING BUSINESS :) case closed.

Grr. MEB. YOU MADE ME SUICIDAL. IT's official.

Yay. Teachers day plan coming rite ok. Okies, gonna studie now. Cyaz!

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Chapter 1 - The Beginning.
Saturday, August 11, 2007 @ 1:37 AM
Medival times, war raging between the two major powers, namely the Mezius Demon Tribe and the Roxley Human Tribe. At this time, due to the Roxley strong desire to win to reclaim the land and protect their tribe, they used the ancient relics of the previous king, King Blair the XVII. The ancient relics said this :

"When calamity strike, the relics will summon eight warriors to slay the Demon King, if one day the Demon King rises again, the eight warriors shall resurface with no memories of their past, to be awaken by the summoner who uses this spell. Thy summoner will be awarded with the long lost forbidden magic, time travelling. May the valor of Roxley bring us through the calamity."

This time, the high summoner of the Roxley tribe read the enchantment.

"allius mesiaus, korvov sanctum, resistia, majorius enchantum, miza palum!"

Suddenly, eight warriors appeared infront of the high summoner. It is the elemental warriors, each warriors guarded an element, which gives life to the planet, and collects life from the dead. With the warriors' aid, the demon army decreased in numbers rapidly, till after 3 months, the Demon King has been slain, but his last words is, "5000 years later, calamity shall strike again, and I shall claim back what is mine."

Back to the present, Year 2xxx.

A student is walking in a dark alleyway, suddenly, darkness looms above him, and when he saw what is above, he screamed, and everything was silent again.

TBC.

Felt uber moodless, wrote this. Sorry to rilynn, dang and fang. Uber miscommunication. Sorry.

Miscommunication.
Friday, August 10, 2007 @ 11:53 PM
Ok. It was a miscommunication. I'm sorry. Mal told me that it was cancelled. How would I know that u ppl went since he said "Cancel already." Sorry. My fault.

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Innocence.
Thursday, August 09, 2007 @ 11:28 PM
As usual, woke up v.v. late. Mummy bdae! Wished happi bdae to her~ too bad she dun like cakes. If not buy give her alr.

Played py...and went offline, and revised. Change blog music. Starting the blog music refused to change. And after trying alot of times, it finally CHANGED.

This yr NDP show not nice.

Best NDP song : Home.
Worst NDP song : This year de.

Should be as the years go by, the song would be nicer, but why, why is it the other way round this time?! Lols.

Pimples keep on growing. It keeps on BLEED. Damn in. What pimple cream should I use ahs.

Going to write CSAS Journal soon. Argh. Decided to touch on the two topics, which is :

1. Boosting self-esteem and...
2. EPM! (Empathise, Pinpoint the prob, not the person and Moving Forward.)

Group presentation for CSAS is ok. OK. ok. Did well. Hahas. Quite nervous at first, but relaxed after like...5mins after the group discussion. Peer evaluation was super fun. Laughed alot. Den went to Leslie house. I AM AFRAID OF HIS DOG. Even though it realli looked cute and furry.

OMGomgOMG. I realli hate DRP. They dunwan choose me bcos of some lamest reason they could give. TP is not fair at all. (Ok I am stereotyping.) Damn it. I will PROVE to them that THEY will REGRET not choosing me. HAHA to u FIRST.

Ok lamenting process is over. I have to do my prelab and and and and and tutorials now. Got to go. Cyaz!

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Semi-Stressed.
@ 3:25 AM
Woke up early to went to school (Today dun have lesson de lor!) to do make up MEB-lab. Hahas. Did it with class A7D4. The grp that I'm in was quite friendly (: The post lab is ok. But final ans wrong. SAME as the MEB tutorial quiz. So bummed! Hahas.

After that, went to delifrance (bonjour!) to buy food. Went to have lunch at Kobayashi hahas. Went home. Slacked the whole afternoon (Super sleepy, not motivated.) After that, at night went to burger king to do revision, revised on PIPC chapter 6 and did some tutorial, revised halfway OC chapter 7...and guess wad? 2wks more to sem exams, and I just STARTED revising. (Better den sec 4 alr, last min revision lols.)

Went home, watched a lil tv, School Rumble, as usual, is damn nice. Hahas. I love comedies (:

Finally laptop can use back wireless internet ler! Muacks muacks to laptop :p

Anyone intro some nice chinese songs?

Today heard one song quite nice...by Rainie...called Shi Mian De Shui Mei Ren (Insomnia Sleeping Beauty.) Hahas. Here's the lyrics :

故事最后会有哪些情节
可以当纪念曾经你说
要最疼我要最想我
每天每天

在你身后
感觉就像一条透明的抛物线
当它下遂
再美的童话也会失去感觉

睡美人想着谁想到失眠
空荡荡是你给我的堡垒
我不说只希望你能了解
就算没有王子
想你在身边
睡美人想什么想到失眠
我愿意拥有公主的眼泪
安静的等着你每一夜
喜欢就是这样
酸酸甜甜的滋味

Another song coming right up, which is by Jin Sha, called Huan Ji (: Here's the lyrics too =)

是泪滴结束每段感情
要时间忘记想忘记
其实埋藏在心里
雨滴结束每个冬季
晒不干过去就面对你
喜怒哀乐的回忆
听天空晴朗开始好天气
别在忧郁让心情也天晴
失恋的人就换季脱下过期爱情
突醒的眼里看见发亮的自己哦~多美丽
受伤的人就换季春夏秋冬轮替
总有你的美景等待下一季下一次天晴

That's all for today's post...and...since now's already over midnight, lemme say Happy Birthday to...

1.Singapore
2.My Mum!
3.Zhi Ying

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! =)

Can't wait to eat pizza this sat =) Hahas. Okay...gonna stop here now...nitenite =)

"I want us to be lines that intersect. I don't want us to be parallel lines, we can onli see each other, but can't meet each other."

"Every relationship start with a smile, but it always ends with tears. I don't want my to end with tears. I still miss you. But...I don't know how to tell you...I really hope that you see what I'm typing here."

"My feeling now suits winter very much. Cold and frozen. No feelings at all. Dead. Sealed deeply within the ice."

我不说只希望你能了解...我喜欢你.

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To the door? Hahas.
Tuesday, August 07, 2007 @ 1:21 AM
This sat going to studie with Cheryl n her gang. (supposedly.)

I miss my sec sch life!!! I miss bitching with my frens T_T Been a longlong time since we bitch! LOL.

The fun times I had is just so...plain fun xD

I miss the teachers, and the infamous "coconut tree" joke also lor!

"I don't think anyone would love you more than I do."

"As long as you show your confidence in making friends, there would be someone out there who would understand you and would love to be your friend. Don't pretend to be someone who you are not, as you will find that, being someone else to enable ppl to like you, is just much more hurtful."

=) Gibberish. Gonna restructure this. STRESSED OUT!

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DRP Sucksssss.
Monday, August 06, 2007 @ 7:09 PM
DRP sucks. Nvr got chosen for nanotechnology. Wonder why.

HOW THEY CHOOSE DE SIA. If they nvr choose me bcos I sick oftenly...I am soooo gonna !@#$ them upside down!

Hahas. Tomorrow got CSAS grp presentation. Hope that I won't go...stuttering leh.

Hais. I hate DRP now. LOLS. I'm so...pragmatic lols.

PIPC quiz and MEB tutorial quiz tmr. Can't contact the lab teachers. How to do make up lab sia. Hais. Better find the teacher before wed.

Okay. Bored ler. I still miss her. >.<>

Cheryl told mie that PIPC quiz is on chpt 3 and 4. I alr went to study 5 and 6. WTH la. I dunno wad chpt mahs.

No one tell mie today got OC lect. Nvr go. Sianned.

Okay. Stop here. Gonna have dinner and revise.

Survival Tips on Loneliness:

1.Numb yourself.
2.Numb yourself.
3.Still. Numb. Yourelf.

LOL.

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My Only Wish NOW.
@ 1:07 AM
After 6 days of freaking fever...I am finally ok. But. I miss 2 LAB. Andandand. I MISSED 4 days of lecture. Which is like. SO DEAD.

Now I dun even wish to have a dip with merit. I just want to enter uni. I told my mum about studying overseas, and this is what she said.


Me: "I want go overseas study."
Mum: "I bet that you cannot survive everyday there."
Me: "Why?"
Mum: "Who's going to take care of you when you're sick. That's the main problem."
Me: "..."

See? LOL. She say that if I really went overseas, she must go with me. Hahas. Which is totally impossible. Who's going to take care of my sis if she went with me? Bumbumbum~

I wonder, what will I do if this sem results sucked like hell? Due to my constant being sick for the first term. My lab is sure dead alr.

In addition, I still haven do my learning journal for CSAS. Sem exams in just like...2 weeks time? Suddenly...all the pressure and stress is building up like mad. I feel like exploding alr...damn it.

Well, this is what my mum gave me as a nice suggestion.

"Why don't you take a break frm studying and study nxt yr?"

I AM REALLY CONTEMPLATING THAT. Help me. I am really.really. DESPERATE into getting into uni. Weird huh.

My mum even showed me that I cannot survive w/o getting like...$3k per mth for my pay? AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

Okay...gonna stop here and revise.

Thanks for the ppl who ask did I feel better already (: I realli felt better. =)

I played with you in shining sand the last time, and I felt that...I stll can't forget you. I...miss...you.

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I hate this.
Wednesday, August 01, 2007 @ 11:12 PM
Bleh...fever is not reducing...still the same 38.2 degree celsius...liddat how to go school.

No pen to write...have to walk to popular just to buy a pen. What the hell...whole family sick...have to go out to buy lor, went home...crashed into bed and rest. Woke up with no energy to walk. (What the hell)^2.

MEB lect quiz...hais...sure fail de lahs. My GPA of 3.8 can fly alr. If I never get all A's for the remaining modules...cannot enter uni..

Currently planning an escapade to overseas uni. I must at least get a degree. BAH!

My passion is here, but where is my results? Hahas.

Life's so broken without energy. The fever medicine aren't working.

My love lies with her, yet my heart was torn by her.

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