立ち止まらない この針だけは Only this clock-hand would pierce through,
僕の明日を刻む音突き刺す the sound that engraved my tomorrows, unable to stop.
真実から逃げたら今 If I escape from the truth right now,
現実にも負けたら今 if I would even give up on reality right now,
何が残るの? just what would be left behind?
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Alias: Yuuki, Haru, Akihiko, Venskye
Name: ZH (:
Age: 21
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This blog is meant to be full of my rants, daily happenings and stuffs like that. Occasional reviews, stories, and opinions. It's my open, unfinished story.
Desires
->Graduate with more than 3.5 GPA. ->Best way to release stress. ->Shut out all depressing thoughts.
->God of War 3 ->Castlevania: Lord of Shadow Limited Edition ->DJ Max Portable 3 Limited Edition ->Assassins Creed: Brotherhood Collectors Edition ->New Renoma Leather Wallet ->Crumpler Bag (Black or Red) ->1TB External Hard Disk
9th sept, 27th sept, 13th oct, 18th oct, 20th oct and 23rd oct.
Wednesday, October 28, 2009 @ 4:14 PM
This post is just about my recent random days.
9th Sept:
Bought Mana Khemia 2: Fall of Alchemy. (: And completed it on 20th Sept. >_>" I love the package though! A poster, with soundtrack too! xD
27th Sept:
Playing pokemon, but I wanted Alakazam! So what did I do? I took out my old NDS and used it to trade! Lol! (:
Don't you find the abra family name funny? [abrakadabra alakazam! A rabbit appears in the magician's hat!]
13th October:
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This is what apparently I'm doing these two lonely days, playing Persona 4 on my PS2. Lol. I managed to complete both Game World and Heaven Paradise, and it's like, final dungeon and Margaret boss here I come! Rawr :3
23rd October:
Yes the accursed Magna Carta 2 is here! So I've been playing it, and only with basic skills I've managed to go to Disc 2 and still breezing through most monsters except bosses. No 1000 achievement in one run because of a stupid mistake I made.
I saved during a quest, and they wouldn't let me continue it! Wtf! And because of that one quest I couldn't get my "All Quest Cleared" achievement...boooooo which is soooo sad. So I will have to do a second run which I don't mind cause this game is practically easy even without downloadable add-on (:
This post seems to start from 19th October, my birthday celebration! (:
19th October:
Quoted from xin: "Why 19th! Why not celebrate it on the actual day!" Hahaha.
Picture of the gifts might hafta wait, cause I haven't took them yet. Just gonna save this as a draft first. Will edit it when it's done. ^^ *crosses fingers*
Pictures of that day are from meiting! I think you would get a more detailed post of it from her blog :P
So on that day, I went to bought a birthday card for my godma, since I reached the earliest and I saw no one at the meeting place yet...and when I reached the station again, dang was there! Haha. She passed me the halloween candy pack as above, and a Hetalia Axis Powers schedule book.
The reason is...to prevent me from messing up my schedule...which I always do LOL. I just can't set my priorities straight...that's what I am laaaa. ):
Said schedule book. It looks so nice that I can't bear to use it at all... :X
After that, rilynn and fang came, so we headed to Eighteen Chefs while waiting for the others. After that sj came and he passed me his and nz'x present! Thankieww :D
Then meiting came, followed by junhui, yinhui and xin! (:
The longest receipt I've ever seen. Period.
Me and xin...
Left to right: Dang [Only partially face visible, wonder why D:], rilynn, fang and sj.
junhui and xin!
dang, rilynn [with the receipt on her forehead], and fang (:
junhui and yinhui!
After dinner...we went to sit outside Burger King, which is the favourite haunt during my sec sch days lol.
Thy looking so...shocked because I didn't expect it *tears of happiness*
Happily wishing...
Blow~ like the big bad wolf in Three Little Pigs. :D
Hunky me! Hahahahahahaahahahaha.
They asked me to bite something out from the cake >_> and my face smashed in! Hahaha. I think I look like those maniacal zombie that has finish consuming human, face full of blood chocolate.
After that I went home, and looked at all the presents they gave me :D
Some presents are outside in the living room, and I'll update it tomorrow when I got the pictures! :D
Hetalia schedule book from dang :D Ohmigosh I like chibi Japan! xD
Skip Beat book 1-5 by chan and mt...which I already read book 3-5 while skipping 1-2 LOL. Cause I find the starting quite...boring =x
A bottle of stars and messages inside by junhui and yinhui...
A pair of sony clear sound earphones by sj! It's really very clear in terms of sound lol.
A pair of slippers by nz! Thankiew! (: -It's in the living room now-
Finally...a birthday card full of wishes from everyone! :D
I promise...I will update everything that has happened recently by sunday! (:
19th Year.
Tuesday, October 20, 2009 @ 3:41 PM
Yup, today marks the 19th year since I was born! *smacks pinata*
Had a damn great dinner last night with Rilynn, Fang, Dang, Mt, Junhui, Xin, Yinhui and SJ! Thank you so much for the greetings and presents! I love it soooo much!
I'll blog in detail when I get home. Blogging thru iphone is very,very, tough. ):
Gonna get Magna Carta 2 later too! YAY! Hope that the store owner didn't lie to me though >_>"
I tried it after watching an episode of Geijutsuka Art Design Class [Damn funny.]
So, I got my results...and I think it's quite true for my current situation.
Your Existing Situation: "Sensitive and compassionate, but still feeling some strain and pressure. Finds he unwinds and relaxes best with the people who are closest to him."
Your Stress Sources: "Always trying to make a good impression on others, but doubtful he is succeeding. Feels he has the right to everything he hopes and dreams of and becomes annoyed and helpless when things don't go his way. Is troubled by the very thought of failure which leaves him feeling miserable. Always sees himself as the victim as if everyone treats him poorly and he never is given his fair share. Feels his failures are no fault of his own, but due to the shortcomings of others."
Your Restrained Characteristics: Current situations force him into compromise and placing his own hopes and desires on hold for the time being.
"Insists his hopes and ideas are realistic and achievable, but needs encouragement and support. His self-centeredness can cause him to take things too personally."
Conceited and is easily insulted. Holds back emotionally but is able to find satisfaction through sexual activity.
Current events have him feeling forced to make bargains and put aside his own desires for now. He is able to find satisfaction and happiness through sexual activity.
Your Desired Objective: "Avoids conflict and disagreements. Prefers a peaceful, calm, and relaxing environment."
Your Actual Problem: "Inability to reach his goals, he is afraid to create or pursue new goals because he fears the rejection and let down they may cause him. He is feeling anxious and escapes by withdrawing into himself and protecting his emotions leaving him moody and depressed."
Your Actual Problem #2: "Feeling a lack of energy, he does not wish to be involved in further activity or give in to demands. He is feeling powerless causing him stress, agitation, and irritation, all which he tries to escape by refusing to participate altogether. He is determined to get his own way in the end and is cautious as he puts his plan in action."
It's true to the extent of I feel like...running away.
Heard that it'll only be out at 20th October...ヽ(`Д´)ノ shall not give up hope and continue waiting [rotting also].
So I think it's time for a change of consoles, most likely I'll move my ps2 back into my parents room to switch ps3 out to the living room. The main reason would be due to...
-Because there's no more games to play on PS2-
Yeah, that's it.
To cure my boredom, I'll be meeting fang later to pass her the books + dinner, and then maybe I'll walk around looking for books that I'm interested in, take note of the title, and go to the library to borrow it.
Oh shit. I just remembered I forgot to read The Devil Wears Prada. Alright. I'll read it tomorrow...if I didn't feel that lethargic anymore.
I just don't feel like doing anything at all...how?
-Living is not breathing, it's doing.- -To live, is to change.- -Yet, what are we changing?-
Rawr! Today I went to Tampines Mall just to get my Magna Carta II [Cause the person said it'd be released on the 13th, which is today.]
When I reached there, full of anticipation...hoping to get my hands on this game which I've been waiting since like, months ago...guess what happened?
Me: "Erm, I'd like to have Magna Carta II." Him: "Erm, it's not out yet." Me: "But the other person in this store yesterday told me it'd be out today!" Him: "It won't be out today, but it'll be coming within this few days." Him: "Maybe not, but it'll definitely coming this month."
MIND RAGE! RAWR! What do you mean by telling me it'd be coming these few days, then say maybe not, and added the topping of "it'll definitely come this month?"
ARGH. Can't you people give me a range, a specific date or something? Rawr.
But at least I got my KH 358/2 Guidebook, and Fairy Tail is released. :3 Happy, but not that happy yet. Cause I've been lacking of RPG games to play T_T
Now I know what it feels like to have expectations, anticipations, and it is being crushed by someone in a split second.
So basically, TinierMe is a place where you can dress up your character, make friends, join discussion and there's also a blog function, where you could type max. 500 words per entry.[Kind of a mini blog, per se.]
Thanks to Hinano for recommending and referring me! If anyone is interested, leave a msg in my taggy board and I could refer you and you'd get 600 chibi coins to shop for stuffs! xD
Oh talking about that, I had a semi-conscious sleep yesterday. I could know what's happening around me...kinda weird isn't it? I guess it's kind of unhealthy to play Disgaea 2 before sleeping, cause I was dreaming of slashing others with the expression of the girls in "When the Cicadas Cry" when they are in their scary mode >_>"
I found out that I need a PSP battery and a new pair of slippers ftw.
Other than Kampfer, Seitokai no Ichizon, 11 Eyes and Nyan Koi...another Autumn anime that I find myself liking it would be Kimi ni Todoke.
At first my impression was, it's another school life romance...but it's kinda good that the two main characters like each other although they aren't together >_>"
At least I wouldn't have to see those bitchfights stuffs usual romance anime have. (:
The OP is nice...damn nice T_T
Sawako looks like Sadako [From the Ring] in the anime >_> Damn funny and scary at the same time.
Dream of a butterfly, or is life a dream? Don’t wanna wake up, coz I’m happier here
I was glad just to have you by my side It was the only reality I needed
But it was all just a dream Swaying and dissolving like bubbles in the dark ocean When I woke up, no one was really there
There is nothing certain Reaching for the shimmering shape in vain That, I know is true in this place
What should I believe in to live on in this ever changing world?
I’m drowning (I can’t believe in you) in sadness (but I cannot forget you) calling out as I saw you (I will dig up my faith) that night (and march on)
I believed (I cannot see ahead) that it’s because (but I can’t keep standing still) you are by my side (So I will close my eyes) that I could grow strong (and march on)
I was afraid (Can’t lay the blame on you) of sadness (but I cannot forgive you) crying as I called out to you (So drenched up in rain) that day (I’ll march on)
I realized (I cannot face the sun) my weaknesses (but I cannot dream at night) are because of you (So under the moonlight) They all are (I’ll march on)
So I have three games to accompany me through these few days of waiting for Magna Carta 2 (:
Tales of VS - A fighting game that has crossovers of all Tales series game characters! xDxD
Disgaea 2: Dark Hero Days - The PSP version is damnnn funny and retarded. Same as the PS2 version xD
Persona Portable - The opening seems nice, I played the JP version before and the first person view kinda whacked me upside down T_T
Yup...with these three games I don't think I'll think too much now xD
Day 1 - Went to pass fang her resume and we went to back to Changkat! Yup, the security guard didn't let us in...[expected], but luckily we met Mr Lim and Mr Chan, so they brought us in~
Walked around school after visiting the DnT room, and kinda reminisced about the past with fang haha. Agreed that I feel like going back to the past too! Saw Mr Barry Lim outside the staff room, and chatted with him from 2 plues until 4.30...where I finally went to have my lunch lol.
After that, went for home and headed out again to swim with sj, and at night, went to watch The Ugly Truth with sj and nz.
Day 2 - Slacked at home the whole day, until jh called me out to dinner. [I watched her eat though lol.] Help my sis to do something till 2am >_>"
This game seems pretty fun, and I'm not in a rush of getting KH: 358/2 Days since I have the rom...and I've already got KH Re: CoM! (:
Magna Carta II I think I'll prolly buy it later, but I wan this game nao! NAO! ):
So that I can switch places of my PS2 and PS3. (:
[PS3 is currently residing in a plastic bag in my parents room...cause after MGS4 I didn't touch it anymore...and I've been procrastinating in playing Valkyria Chronicles. ):]
Okay. I think I'll switch places tomorrow. Time to continue playing Valkyria Chronicles.
Note to self: Remember to watch the anime first! ):
-Why do you look like I've just drowned your goldfish?-
Seriously, thanks everyone in advance, even though if it's just a simple wish of Happy Birthday! (:
Yeap. This wishlist is in the making and it's due on October 1st! It's been requested by Miss Han Mei Ting! Hahaha.
Here's why I think she wanted the list:
---- .:Akihiko:. says: *btw...is buying presents for me that tough? *curious* kaixinguo(^oo^) says: *YES *cos u always wan thing which cant be bought in sg *or larva lamp so exp! ----
Yeah, and some people did say buying presents for me is like a chore. *goes into one corner and emo*
So...here I am making a list of stuffs ranging from $10, to maybe, $170 that I need? xD $170 is just a note for myself that I seriously need that item that's all. (:
I'll sort the price range when I get the exact price. Please focus on the need before the wants! (:
---- Need:
>Earphones that's fitting to the ears, and can be used for my iPhone, PSP, NDS, TV. I remember seeing one Sony brand at Challenger that costs $19. I want the clear sound or Bass boost one! (: [$19]
>1TB External Harddisk [$170] 12GB left la *sob* ---- ---- Wants: According to Desire Meter, top one is the one I WANT the most! (:
>Kingdom Hearts RE: Chain of Memories {PS2} [$65 - Mega Multimedia]Bought because play-asia had an offer ^^
>Kingdom Hearts 358/2 Days Guide Book by Brady Games [$30-35?] Bought because play-asia had an offer ^^
>The Devil Wears Prada Novel [$19] Borrowed from the Library. (:
>After Dark by Haruki Murakami [$20?] Borrowed from the Library. (:
>Skip Beat book 1-5 [$34] Thanks mt (:
>Cross Edge {PS3} [$79 - Mega Multimedia]
>Kingdom Hearts 358/2 Days {NDS} [$65]
>Magna Carta II illustration book
>Magna Carta II {Xbox360} [$75?]
>Magna Carta II Guide Book by Brady Games [$30-35?]
>The Lost Symbol [I think?] by Dan Brown. [$>Skip Beat book 1-5 [$34]
>HOT HOT HOT YAOI MANGAS? xD [Up to you to find :P]
>Anime Illustration books [$39]
>Pay for my meals during my birthday? xD [Unknown]
>Just gimme money? LOL JK.
>A job. [Priceless.]
>A girlfriend! [Priceless.] ----
More to be added or removed, as I see fit. I'm tired, and will update tomorrow!
Quoted from the game I'm currently playing on my flashkart : Kingdom Hearts 358/2 Days! (:
I dun want flashkart ones...I want the real deal! ><" (Got the beautiful box cover somemore!)
"Axel told me that girls are difficult. I don't really understand what he means by that word, but apparently there are switches you shouldn't press when it comes to girls. Have I pressed the wrong switch somehow?"
This is a signature I made using just a pure render [Background was smudged and on color dodge mode.] Yeah. It's simple, because simplicity is the best thing that the world has to offer.
Heading out for supper now. Just hope that I don't sleep on the bus, lol.
