立ち止まらない この針だけは Only this clock-hand would pierce through,
僕の明日を刻む音突き刺す the sound that engraved my tomorrows, unable to stop.
真実から逃げたら今 If I escape from the truth right now,
現実にも負けたら今 if I would even give up on reality right now,
何が残るの? just what would be left behind?
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Alias: Yuuki, Haru, Akihiko, Venskye
Name: ZH (:
Age: 21
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This blog is meant to be full of my rants, daily happenings and stuffs like that. Occasional reviews, stories, and opinions. It's my open, unfinished story.
Desires
->Graduate with more than 3.5 GPA. ->Best way to release stress. ->Shut out all depressing thoughts.
->God of War 3 ->Castlevania: Lord of Shadow Limited Edition ->DJ Max Portable 3 Limited Edition ->Assassins Creed: Brotherhood Collectors Edition ->New Renoma Leather Wallet ->Crumpler Bag (Black or Red) ->1TB External Hard Disk
Sometimes it's best just to forget about the world.
For you seem to be the only one standing still, while others are moving on.
In no time, you'll be vanishing.
Boo. I just need a night to forget every sad thing. How miraculous is that? Or should I say, just stash everything into a locked box, and never open it?
A scenic picture of an empty classroom. Trying to keep my mind empty for 5 hours.
Things I did today to keep my mind in a state of peace:
1.Immersed myself in reading. Phase 1 - Notes...couldn't even make it. Phase 2 - Novels...can't find one to keep my attention on. Phase 3 - Manga...same as above. Phase 4 - Forum chats...managed to make me read attentively for like 30minutes and that's it.
Spacing out the whole day with fearful thoughts.
2.Hunt for pictures,videos,music. Didn't work out as well, and got me frustrated. Thanks to megaupload.
3.Pangya Lucky Pouches. Roro told me she got kitty ring in my taggyboard. Now I'm emo-ed. I'm willing to trade Nuri and Max's Snowflake set for it ): Me wants extra bonus gauge and pretty effects ):
4.Anime Managed to watch one episode of Hidamari Sketch, and I've decided to pick up Umineko and watch it again.
5.Games Logged into pangya. 5minutes later, out I go.
6.TV Only managed to keep my mind off when I'm watching 想握你的手.
And all these still couldn't keep myself from the fear and anxiety I'm feeling. Maybe I'm thinking too much, maybe these things that happens doesn't indicate anything, but now, at 1.35am, I'm still sitting here, unable to sleep.
I know, it's weird to be not able to sleep when the next day you're going to do a blood test + checkup, but...I just tend to have the fear in me. I know I should be afraid when I get the results, but I am afraid now and I think I'll still not be able to go to sleep before the day the results come out.
I just can't find myself spilling out my fear and anxiety to anyone, so I'm using this blog as a medium to get these thoughts out. Maybe after that, I'd feel better.
Maybe, just maybe, I should stop thinking. But I just find it weird not to think about anything at all. Maybe that's just how my mind works. Just can't stop thinking for a moment. Ha. Talk about a weird characteristic.
Oh well, I guess I should just go and bathe and try sleeping. Better than stilling here, staring at the computer I guess.
I'm ACTUALLY tempted to spill out my savings for a new psp just for this game.
Because I can't play it with a custom firmware. Even if I have the UMD I suppose.
Imagine not having a patch for this game even when the English version came out. I'll be so BAWWWWWWed.
Recommend you to watch this video if you're a KH fan :D But I bet most KH fans have already watched this video.
I actually liked the remix version of hikaru/simple and clean better than the original version.
Hmm. I've actually thought of future jobs I can do. I actually like kids now. In the past I'll cringe when a kid is around me. But now...I actually find babies and little kids cute. Maybe because I'm envious of their innocent ways.
Once you grow up, I guess that innocence does fade away. Because you'll understand stuffs that you wouldn't when you're a kid.
I am trying to find out can a diploma in Chemical Engineering get a job as a teacher?
Fantasy Sets Black Monk Set (N) Gray Cleric Set (H) Crimson Berserker Set (AZ) Sanguine Thief Set (C) Green Archer Set (M) Fairy Mage Set (K) Blue Valkyrie Set (A) Silver Saint Set (KZ) Rose Knight Set (L)
Snow Flake Sets White Winter Coat Set (N) Snow Bunny Frill Dress Set (H) Sibir Winter Coat Set (AZ) White Frilled Dress Set (C) White Winter Turtleneck Coat Set (M) Snow Flake Frill Dress Set (K) White Frill Ribbon Dress Set (A) White Winter Long Coat Set (KZ) Snow Flower Ribbon Dress Set (L)
SSAF Sets SSAF Set (N) SSAF Set (H) SSAF Set (AZ) SSAF Set (C) SSAF Set (M) SSAF Set (K) SSAF Set (A) SSAF Set (KZ) SSAF Set (L)
Kitty Sets Calico Kitty Set (H) Gray Kitty Set (C) Black Kitty Set (K) White Kitty Set (A)
And More Section Soul Reaper Set Toy Hammer Club Set Parasol Set The Eon Ring Lucky Kitty Ring
Taking a detour in life itself. Maybe I should just stand still for a moment to determine where should I head to.
--------------------------- There's always a pang of guilt that hit me so hard for watching ending of a certain video games. Sometimes after watching you tend to feel so excited while you know that it's gonna take like half a year before it's release...and the feeling of waiting is just so hard to bear. --------------------------- Oh ya. I've decided to maybe begin making blogskins for my own use but I need to know how to do it. Anyone willing to give me some guides in doing so? Or anyone could recommend me a very, very, nice Kingdom Hearts blogskin? --------------------------- Maybe I should just find out the answer that lies in my body to make myself feel better, but somehow I'm still afraid of knowing the truth. Why do I always need someone to give me a push in such situations? --------------------------- Chinese New Year is coming soon and I hate such things. Although I love getting money, but I hate the result of visiting relatives. They tend to ask questions that rub you the wrong way, yet you have to think of an answer and still answer it politely and with a smile. --------------------------- So next year I'd be 21, yes 21. So yeah I'll be getting a "key" of some sorts. People usually get it in the format of a necklace, but I'd prefer a ring though. But it's hard to find a key that's being "imprinted" on a ring right? ---------------------------
So these are the random snippets of my life today. Thoughts, and actions.
I've decided that I shall undergo another body checkup after Chinese New Year. (:
Yeah. That's it. Sometimes it's better to know, sometimes it's better to not know. I seriously still don't understand what I want, and what I do not want.
So, after living as me for 19 years, I still don't really understand myself.
Fantasy Sets Black Monk Set (N) Gray Cleric Set (H) Crimson Berserker Set (AZ) Sanguine Thief Set (C) Green Archer Set (M) Fairy Mage Set (K) Blue Valkyrie Set (A) Silver Saint Set (KZ) Rose Knight Set (L)
Snow Flake Sets White Winter Coat Set (N) Snow Bunny Frill Dress Set (H) Sibir Winter Coat Set (AZ) White Frilled Dress Set (C) White Winter Turtleneck Coat Set (M) Snow Flake Frill Dress Set (K) White Frill Ribbon Dress Set (A) White Winter Long Coat Set (KZ) Snow Flower Ribbon Dress Set (L)
SSAF Sets SSAF Set (N) SSAF Set (H) SSAF Set (AZ) SSAF Set (C) SSAF Set (M) SSAF Set (K) SSAF Set (A) SSAF Set (KZ) SSAF Set (L)
Kitty Sets Calico Kitty Set (H) Gray Kitty Set (C) Black Kitty Set (K) White Kitty Set (A)
And More Section Soul Reaper Set Toy Hammer Club Set Parasol Set The Eon Ring Lucky Kitty Ring
Looks like...I wonder how much the price of the bags is. If it's low...then great I'll be able to buy more. ):
Got into SSAF tourney, but I don't think I'll make it to the finals...two reasons:
1. I still can't use the silvia guide well enough. 2. Two confirmed spaces in the finals: Whoopsy and Tomato. So kinda take the fun out already.
Oh well. Thou shall be optimistic and just do my best.
ROFL. Can you please delay the concert cause I'm running late. Epic.
When you see this you know that it's true...
Finally it's out! *squeals* ( ^ _ ^)∠☆PAN！
More comedy love between Nodame and Chiaki. Muukya~~ (*≧▽≦) My favourite anime of this season. It's finally time for the ending of this anime! I kinda hope that it'll end with Chiaki marrying Nodame...but...hahaha.
The artwork/graphics didn't improve or deteriorate, kept on their standards as usual. This is definitely a plus point. OP/ED wise I prefer this season than the second season. Most probably because the song is nicer...xD Here's the screencaps for the OP and ED:
Animation wise it's better than paper-cutout + popup OP in Season 2.
Cuteee xD
It's the part that she's always chasing Chiaki that attracts me so much. (:
Looks so familiar...kinda like some movie opening.
Me wants star in my pupils too ):
Some, old French movie scene of eloping?
I love grand pianos, and only grand pianos. :D
Ending:
Cardboard Mongoose (:
These two can be good textures for photoshop backgrounds...hmm.
Angel Nodame <3
Aww...she cried in the next episode.
Kinda like...Bokura ga Ita OP but different setting xD
Wooooo I totally love this song by Hey Monday! xD Their other song that I like would be Homecoming. Both are kinda upbeat songs...
Okay I went to watch It's Complicated with mt yesterday. It's a very very nice movie, which out of 10, I'll rate it 8. The storyline isn't totally boring, but it isn't really exciting. But the funny moments and things that could make you laugh, feel happy, or sad, is kinda constant throughout the story.
It just shows that sometimes when you think the past, the relationship is over, it really isn't. Sometimes, you still care, think, wonder about the person.
Oh well. Enough of the moody stuffs, and here come more moody stuffs. Lol. Woke up late today, and didn't went out at all. Boo. ლ(╹◡╹ლ) <- Empty handed. Didn't went to Kinokuniya today to restock on manga. Which reminds me that Kimi ni Todoke book 9 stucked at another cliffhanger. Book 9 is just TOTALLY DEPRESSING. ):
Which reminds me, there are more movies that I wanna watch. Totally need a movie partner. Weekday nights are definitely okay. (:
Tooth Fairy The Imaginarium Of Dr Parnassus Daybreaker Valentine's Day The Spy Next Door
Boooooooo. I still feel a little suffocated though. Yesterday I feel so suffocated in life that I bit my lip T_T bleeding. ): But it's okay now (:
Alright. Pedobears People looking for comedy alert! Hanamura Youchien is a damn funny anime. Imagine the starting is a kid saying to you, "Are you coming onto me?" LOL.
Are you coming onto me?!
WTH WTH (,,#ﾟДﾟ):∴;'･,;`:ｺﾞﾙｧ!!
This anime is funny, and it makes you feel relaxed....in some ways. Another anime that I kinda like in this season. Sometimes during the fast pace of our lives, all we really need is just slow down, laugh and be happy as much as we can. Who says living a slower-paced lifestyle is bad? It's good for both your mind and body.
Laughter is definitely the best medicine in this whole wide world. Ｏ(≧∇≦)Ｏ
Yayyy! Three cheers to Hidamari Sketch X Hoshimittsu!!!!! My first favourite anime in this season is out! Can't wait for Nodame Cantabile Finale!! :D
You know, it's good that some series have sequeals. Because, you can compare the art and graphics for per season.
Let's see for example...
Hidamari Sketch:
Hidamari Sketch X 365:
Hidamari Sketch X Hoshimittsu:
Amazing right! And it's getting better and better! Now they have two new tenants too! Ohimigosh. Moe to the max! (*≧▽≦)
The OP is still the same, very energetic, and the ED singer is still Marble! I love her songs so much! Thanks to this anime, kimikiss and hatsukoi limited! :D
Alright, this time the OP is damn...nice! Haha. Here's the OP screens~
Finally~ ( ^ _ ^)∠☆
Yuno~~ (>ω<＊)
Miya~~
Hiro! The medusa hair girl :P
Sae is one character that makes me laugh so much other than Miya.
Well a random conversation with my mum yesterday actually made me wanting to post this but in the end I spent my whole time grinding halos in Bayonetta and watching Did You Hear About The Morgans? with mt caused me to forgot about it until now.
The conversation is about my mum telling me that after hearing so many stories about her friends and their spouses, she actually feel so blessed that she made the right choice in marrying my dad. Haha! She said that she wants him to be her husband in her next life.
I told her "but he said that he will definitely run from you the moment he saw you in his next life."
Haha! Epic. But it's really true that sometimes comparison with others would make you feel that your life is already quite well-off, it's just only that your desire for more makes it look so ugly, and unsatisfied.
A lesson learnt in a conversation. Amazing.
Been feeling real tired recently. Maybe I should try sleeping soon, and I guess I should do another health check-up on March. (:
P.S: on a scale of 1-10, I'll rate my life currently as 7. (: If something doesn't happen at all, it'd already be 9. I'm really easily satisfied I think (:
P.P.S: These feel days other than feeling tired, there seems to be something stuck in my throat, I'll wake up feeling cold, and my body is damn heavy. What is WRONG with me?!
Haha. Okay. I started downloading some animes from the Winter 09-10 list, and...well...let's just say that this anime name piqued my interest.
Cause the name in English is...Durarara!! I always say one more "ra" that needed. Haha. I seriously dunno what this anime is about, until I read the general synopsis in aarinfantasy (: Thanks black_orchid! :D
----- Ryuugamine Mikado is a boy who longs for the exciting life of the big city. At the invitation of his childhood friend Masaomi, he transfers to a school in Ikebukuro.
Masaomi has warned him about people he doesn't want to cross in the city: a champion fighter, an informant, and a mysterious gang called "Darazu." Nervous from Masaomi's stories, Mikado witnesses an urban legend on his first day in the city, the Headless Rider astride a black motorcycle.
From then on, the existence of supernatural cases and a gang called the Yellow Turbans will rise to the surface, and Ikebukuro will pushed to the breaking point. -----
Well the poster shows alot of cool-looking/cute guys/girls ;D scenery art and I kinda like the art. *ahem* Okay. Back to topic. I didn't really like the OP per se, because I didn't really like the rock theme. But to my surprise, I really like the ED song.
I haven't watch the anime yet, just skipping to the ED, so I dunno how it is storywise, but the character drawings looks real okay and nice.
