立ち止まらない この針だけは Only this clock-hand would pierce through,
僕の明日を刻む音突き刺す the sound that engraved my tomorrows, unable to stop.
真実から逃げたら今 If I escape from the truth right now,
現実にも負けたら今 if I would even give up on reality right now,
何が残るの? just what would be left behind?
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Alias: Yuuki, Haru, Akihiko, Venskye
Name: ZH (:
Age: 21
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This blog is meant to be full of my rants, daily happenings and stuffs like that. Occasional reviews, stories, and opinions. It's my open, unfinished story.
Desires
->Graduate with more than 3.5 GPA. ->Best way to release stress. ->Shut out all depressing thoughts.
->God of War 3 ->Castlevania: Lord of Shadow Limited Edition ->DJ Max Portable 3 Limited Edition ->Assassins Creed: Brotherhood Collectors Edition ->New Renoma Leather Wallet ->Crumpler Bag (Black or Red) ->1TB External Hard Disk
The song that always manages to make me feel nostalgic. (: It's a really sweet ending song from Chocobo Racing. (I love this game so much!)
---- Do you remember the days When we had long long ways to go And you were there for me, As I was there for you to be around The sun was shining brightly Down on us so gently That we thought we could go on Or was
Hand in hand, forever and almorn We would run, we'd never have enough Did an angel know when it was time to live Or time to sleep On and on, the hours tick away So the memories can go astray Oh, how I miss the days of golden sun And please, I'd rather be with you I still remember the days When we had long long time to share Until I saw you there Not as tired as I used to feel Hello I said unsurly You smiled a little shyly Soon we knew we would go on Together on a journey to our dreams
Hand and hand, forever and almorn We'd run, didn't even care to ask How far away from home We'd have to go
On and on, the hours tick away Oh the memories go astray Oh I miss the never-ending road, And sure, I'd rather be with you Sweet summer breeze Or autumn leaves Through winter skys And flowers of spring Friends and their laughter Precious and kind Let them shine like diamonds in my heart
All along, I'm here to find the way To what dreams, we used to have before, And I hope to see again Your smiling face along the way somewhere If you hear me calling out today And you see the meaning of it all Come and join me on this way again You know, tomorrow will be there... ----
This movie trailer is simple, but it gives us a question that we usually find it hard to answer.
"How much does your life weigh?"
Imagine for a second that you have a backpack. Pack it with everything in your life. Start with the little ones. Book, shelves, etc.
Next, go for the large ones, clothes, laptops, tv's etc. Getting heavier.
Larger ones this time. Couch, car, homes etc.
Next, fill it with people in your lives. Start with the casual acquaintances, friends of friends, classmates, people who you trust with your most inner secrets. Friends, families, etc.
In the end, you'll realize relationships make up the largest portion of that bag. All those negotiations, arguments, compromise, secrets.
This, makes me wonder, no wonder people do say that relationships are the basic things in your life. Bread and butter. Daily necessities.
I feel like watching that movie nao. Valentine's Day open at 11th Feb! (:
Just when things are the darkest for her, CLICK. She shows her 100-watt smile. She must be a professional.
Wooooo I totally love this song by Hey Monday! xD Their other song that I like would be Homecoming. Both are kinda upbeat songs...
Okay I went to watch It's Complicated with mt yesterday. It's a very very nice movie, which out of 10, I'll rate it 8. The storyline isn't totally boring, but it isn't really exciting. But the funny moments and things that could make you laugh, feel happy, or sad, is kinda constant throughout the story.
It just shows that sometimes when you think the past, the relationship is over, it really isn't. Sometimes, you still care, think, wonder about the person.
Oh well. Enough of the moody stuffs, and here come more moody stuffs. Lol. Woke up late today, and didn't went out at all. Boo. ლ(╹◡╹ლ) <- Empty handed. Didn't went to Kinokuniya today to restock on manga. Which reminds me that Kimi ni Todoke book 9 stucked at another cliffhanger. Book 9 is just TOTALLY DEPRESSING. ):
Which reminds me, there are more movies that I wanna watch. Totally need a movie partner. Weekday nights are definitely okay. (:
Tooth Fairy The Imaginarium Of Dr Parnassus Daybreaker Valentine's Day The Spy Next Door
Boooooooo. I still feel a little suffocated though. Yesterday I feel so suffocated in life that I bit my lip T_T bleeding. ): But it's okay now (:
This trailer looks nice...I think I'd catch this movie. I think the choice of the song, Broken by Lifehouse suits this trailer well.
Looking at the trailer a few days before, I didn't really had any thoughts. But just now, while I'm out to find Mana Khemia 2 (Yes, infact it's not in SG so I had to order the limited edition from play-asia ): )
Time. It's slipping by us, everyday. Every little second, it's damn precious, cause you wouldn't know what would happen any second.
For it might be, a little chance meeting with friends, a stroke of good luck or a stroke of bad luck, an accident, a promising opportunity. No one knows.
For whether, would you have a tomorrow, or not. Everything might end in an instant, with no notification at all. I kinda regret not grabbing at every opportunity I have, every chance I get, every shot at love, studies, future, prospects.
Maybe some people might say, I tend to think too much, but I'd just say, it's best to think, than not to think at all. Sometimes, yes, everything does fall into place on its own, but isn't it better, if you could just try to change something in your life, for the better?
I wondered, what would happen, if I grabbed at that chance when I saw that message.
Would I be happier, would I finally, get what I want? How many years do everyone has? How many seconds, minutes, hours, days, weeks, months, years, do I have? I don't even know.
The future is unknown, that's why it's that scary.
Sometimes it just takes a little courage, a little determination, to change something..
Well, I've learn to live a little more, treasure time a little more.
I finally sat down, and patiently watched Tales of Vesperia Opening. And totally fell in love with it, along with the song. (:
So, finally got to see mal last friday. Met up with fang, rilynn dang and mal to have dinner at simpang! Okay. The roti john there is superbly nice! The usual ones I ate, feels so dry and...hard. ):
It's full of tenderness and juiciness over there! Must drop by again someday. So, we got updates on each another's life...and tons of laughter, went home feeling uber fatigued.
And I managed to meet chan the next day, early in the morning to catch a movie! Actually wanted to watch Up, but because both of us were late and the queue was freaking long, hence we watched "Where Got Ghost?" Instead.
That movie is funny, yet scary at the same time. ): So after the movie, it's only 2pm so I went home to take a bath before the class gathering.
OPC called me and said most of them couldn't make it, in the end it was rescheduled to...teachers day I think???
So guess what I did for the whole, afternoon?
->Connect xbox to my internet using tons of cables. ): I really need that wireless thingy. But it costs $133. Whatever. I shall persevere.
->Sit down, to download Magna Carta II Demo.
->Played Tales of Vesperia. [Got lost. Forgot all the controls.]
->Played Blazblue. Couldn't connect to network battle. Realised might be because thou aren't gold membership. wtf. _|_
->Played Infinite Undiscovery. Forgot the controls, where I played to [Yeah last time I played it was in 2008.]
->Played Magna Carta II Demo. [Phail. Dunno how to get past tutorial LOL.]
->Out of frustration, turned off the whole thing and stone in bed.
->Parents reached home, realised I'm going to sleep. So accompanied them to bring my sis to City Hall.
->Went to Punggol to check out the new BTO : Punggol Residences.
I didn't get to play Magna Carta, and here's Magna Carta II coming out. It's for Xbox360, but due to compatibility problems, I sure DO HOPE that there's an Asia/Japan English Language version.
If not I'll curse and swear since there's a bleeding US version coming out, which is ENGLISH, and I can't PLAY because of region compatibility problems. Hmph.
The graphics...damnnnn nice. I want a HDTV ftw. ): Is it just me, or the Main Character, looked pissed off? :D
Upon searching for random videos on youtube, I've found this movie by chance. Above is the said video. I think the guy singing this song sounds better...but both singers have managed to bring out different flavors of the song.
So I went to see what exactly this movie is...and it's called 5 Centimeters Per Second: a chain of short stories about their distance.
Upon further research in the trust-able wikipedia, It seems that the flim maker, Makoto Shikai, most of his movies have the most depressing ending ever. It's just like one of his movies, The Place Promised in Our Early Days, which I saw in Kinokuniya, yet I didn't have the cash to buy. D:
I think the meaning of the song, "One More Time, One More Chance" is damnnnnnnnnn nice and it actually explains how one would try to find memories of someone he/she loves wherever they went. ):
Quoted from wikipedia: "Makoto's film gives a realistic view of the struggles many face against: time, space, people, and love. The title 5 Centimeters Per Second comes from the speed at which cherry blossoms petals fall, petals being a metaphorical representation of humans, reminiscent of the slowness of life and how people often start together but slowly drift into their separate ways."
It just shows, how easily people drift apart, once they didn't contact each other after some time. It's realistic.
"Is it life? Yes. Is it unfair? Yes. Is it reality? Yes."
Downloading this movie now. Must watch it later. :D
「"I still love you even now." So wrote the lady I had dated three years ago in her email. But, even if we were to exchange a thousand emails, our hearts would probably move not even one centimeter closer together.」 - an excerpt from the movie, 5 Centimeters Per Second : A Chain of Short Stories About Their Distance.
You shoud never, ever, ever, ever, EVER, let lemon juice get into your eyes.
Because the acid causes your eyes to go bloodshot, and the person to scream loudly.
But the Lemon Juice treatment is quite effective! My face stays oil-less for about 12 hours. (: [Except the nose. Which at least, feel less oily.]
Yay! I found the song I liked 2 years ago, apparently. Goodbye Days by Yui. (: At first I thought it's a song for some movie...and it really is.
Taiyou no uta (: Maybe I should try finding that movie.
"When I was in trouble, you cared about me. When I was in danger, you tried to stop it. When I was sick, you visited me. When people ran away, you took my hand. Whatever you did for the poorest and the smallest people, I felt as if you did it for me." - an excerpt from Bridget Jones: The Edge of Reason.
Somehow...K-On! Seems to be the best anime in this season.
I can't bring myself to open this book. I'm turning into a Cecelia Ahern fan. ><: Her books always have a touch of warmth, care, and love. It's good, considering it's healing my mind a little. (:
I was searching for Welcome to the NHK! And I found this. (: I find that it's quite perfectly sung. It's by far the best english dubbed song I hear. *Bad memories of Yugioh english dubbed song in my mind wtf.*
Welcome to the NHK! Is quite interesting :D
The puzzle is incomplete. Where is that one piece that I'm lacking? It lies...within you.
Maybe...being incomplete isn't bad at all. Perfectionism does not exist, after all.
100/100 = Perfect? Nope. It's just a maxed out score, on a paper. (: Life isn't perfect, but we're searching for that particular hazy illusions, delusional, or reality?
It's just like chasing a butterfly dream. Never ending...
HAHAHAHAHA! KANNAGI NEVER PHAILS TO MAKE ME LAUGH LIKE MAD!!!!!! A girl who looks like an OL sings like that...EPIC!
So many things happened these few days that made me soooo pissed off. It's like wtf a series of unfortunate events.
1. While playing Lost Odyssey, I got lost in the Temple of Enlightment (wtf do I even need englightment?) for 4 hours straight. I felt like turning off the console and go to draw or something like that. And I didn't get the treasure trove achievement wtf. Now I have to go through every town and dungeon again. WTFFFFF. Time wastage. Which made me gave up playing.
2. Desktop keyboard "s" button got problem. I have to press "s" twice to get it to work everytime rawrrrrr.
3. Pangya Portable. Stupid play-asia dun have! WHERE AM I SUPPOSED TO GET THAT GAME?! Korea????
4. I can't seem to break my Word Challenge record in facebook wtfff.
5. While rotting at home, I couldn't watch The Sky Crawlers. Cause I find it silly to watch alone and I couldn't call her cuz I think she's still mad wtf why am I giving excuses I'm just scared OKAY! OKAYYYYY!!!!!
6. I still can't blardy hell find the movie "The Girl Who Leapt Through Time." Gosh I mut travel down to HMV someday to hunt.
7. Oh it's so funny somehow that me, myself, would be so sarcastic to someone. But what can I say...that person deserves it muahaha.
8. My mum is sickkkkkk! PISH OFF.
Some happy side notes:
1. My package is coming~ yeehaw. Nodame Cantabile calendar and Persona 4! ^^
2.
I lost the ring during my Japan Trip (wtf. My ring.) And now that store have a better ring! 22 inch chain (yay! longer chain!), and the ring is US Size 10 (The previous one is Size 9, and can fit my ring finger and pinkieeee). So I think this one is much better. I'M CONTEMPLATING. SHOULD I GET THIS AS A XMAS PRESENT FOR MYSELF? (Yah self reward cannot arh.)
3.
Damn it. If I want flip flops (Which omg I haven't have one), It's GOTTA BE THIS. The price is so wtf. 21 US Dollars! WTF. And now the bloody exchange rate sucks. 0.63 USD = S$1 WTF LEHHHHH.
4. Oh!!! I draw a picture that I feel so satisfied with Lalalala~ When I have having inspiration problems lately.
5. I bought a graphic novel by a Malaysian. Didn't regret it although the price...$8.50. The sketches she made is so nice!
6. Dad said he's bringing me and my sis to the duck tours. Hahaha. I'm sittin on a ducky boat.
7. I'm allowed to buy some pants >_>" Marks and Spencer here I come! (They sell the best pants and tees.)
