It's 31st dec! Meaning...the last day of 2008! *throws confetti around, screaming yes!* Many reasons are available for this. Firstly...2008 isn't realli that much of a good year, but it sure has alot to share. There's alot of first-times, and much more last-times (Meaning stuffs I would never ever do again.)

So...here's a list to my first and last! ^^

First:

-> I deferred my studies. Twice. Meaning I have to spend one more additional year in poly than others.

-> I tried packing a luggage for myself. (Which phailed miserably because I brought too much clothes, and causing luggage weight crisis for myself.

-> I finally got to go into the "other side" of the airport. (Not that kind of "other side" mind you.)

-> I saw Jackie Chan at the airport. LOL!

-> I experienced an airflight, on an airplane.

-> I got to go overseas!! And it's Japan! ^^

A compliment picture of karilynn and fang at the airport! ^^

Yay yay airport! I dun understand why airport attracts me so much. I just can't forget the image of how every airport looks so glamourous and homely to me. ._."

->Visited the entrance of Universal Studios! LOLLLL!




->Wearing a traditional japanese bathrobe =x (Makes me remembered I did some silly stunts in it in my hotel room wtf.)


->Ate ice cream with gold flakes on it.


->Visited Disneyland!


->Tried changing my image but I dun think it works that well haha.

->Started to pick up drawing.

->Fell in love with illustrations. <3

->Moved on! ^^ It was like...oh suddenly it doesn't matter anymore. It just felt magical.

->Having something around my navel. (Gosh it is so scary. I wished it would never ever happen again.)

->Tried online shopping. (And I'm almost addicted to it now wtf.)

->Bought too much too many games. (Which I regretted.)

->Owning a xbox360.

->Ate a Steak. And I don't want rare steak anymore. Gimme common ones.

->Bought DVD to watch. (Mind you, I never ever bought DVD home. Oh except for one.)

->Read too many books, with too many emo stuffs in it. (Which I love! But I get emo after that. Haha. Reading books has become my favourite activity.)

->Tried shaving. And it is a bloody mess wtf.

->Having a very happy 18th birtday (Which it is once in a lifetime only! I feeel so blessed (: Thanks everyone! ^^

->Ate wasabi ice cream. (My god. I didn't know wasabi doesn't taste bad at all in ice cream.

->Learnt swimming. (Although I can't swim far. At least I can hold my breath and open my eyes in water now!)

->Seriously...this is the year where I felt pissed off so many times in. (Thank god 2008 is going to be over.)

->Got an iPhone. (Which is a very sweet deal. $50 for an iphone!^^ But I totally hate the sms function.)

->Realised Mastercard is not as good as Visa. LOL.

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Last:

->Never am I gonna defer (Which I can't anymore) again. But if I can't I aso dunwan defer niao. Gonna mugmugmugmugmug liao.

->Argued with someone, over a silly mistake. (God and I hate awkward scenes.)

->Never am I going to feel so insignificant anymore. Cause I am significant. ^^

->Found out that some friends are just so easily being forgotten.

->I am never ever going to slack anymore.

->I will never, ever, eat wasabi again until I felt like it. God do you know how wasabi irritates your throat!!!!! ARGH!

->I will never buy limited edition stuffs until I need to or felt like it. (Because it's so goddamn expensive)

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OH and I fell in love with CSI:Miami yesterday!

Changed my header to...moo moo! ^^

Labels: End of Year

Everyone. Take a chill pill.

Why's everyone so...well...not relaxed! C'monnnnnnn.

Labels: Daily Rants

Went out with chan and mt on xmas day! Watched Bedtime Stories. HAHA DAMN FUNNY. Adam Sandler rawks! ^^

So while waiting for the time to arrive...I went to megamulti media and saw DJ Max Portable Black Square Quattra Limited Edition! Hohoho. I bought it!



Opening...



Removed the seal! Haha.



I was greeted with the game...upon removing that layer...



Greeting card, Illustration book, Membership card (WOW!), Portable Speaker, a scarf (I think), and the 4-disc OST! ^^



Upon digging deeper I found a box which I don't really know what to do with it =x



I'm off to play black square! Although it's really tough (I barely survived the 3rd club already and it's fun!) Oh the music is nice. I loved Secret World, Remember, Jealousy, Lover, I Want You and Supersonic! ^^

Labels: Daily Rants, Games

喜欢热恋时走起路来一跳一跳
还会有点神经质偷偷微笑
喜欢爱像坐云霄飞车世界颠倒
尖叫。。。却忘不了
也许爱情就美在它短暂的燃烧
何必刻意寻找天荒地老不重要
用感觉去体会这旅程每个心跳
起起伏伏顺延轨道

云霄飞车的爱高速恋爱
享受过程不怕失败
紧紧把握现在
别专注在爱何时停下来

云霄飞车的爱
刺激 come try
360 度的精彩
紧紧把握现在
别专注在爱
何时停下来

Lying on the tv watching tv and I heard this song. Quite old le! It's by a singer called Stella. Nice ^^

Okay I gonna go take a nap. Fever please go away :<

Labels: Lyrics

I sincerly wish everyone a merry christmas and a happy new year.

Have an un"bear"able vacation! Teehee! ^^

Labels: Daily Rants

Second list coming right up! After games, it's anime time! *screams of joy* So what anime have I watched this year?

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Amatsuki
Antique Bakery
Bus Gamer
Clannad
D.Gray-Man
Doujin Work
Earl and Fairy
Ef ~A Tale of Memories~
Ef ~A Tale of Melodies~
Enzai
Fruits Basket
Fushigi Yuugi OVA
Fushigi Yuugi OVA 2
Fushigi Yuugi Eikoden
Ga-Rei-Zero
H20 ~Footprints in the Sand
Hidamari Sketch
Hidamari Sketch X365
High School Girls
Hyakko
Honey and Clover
Honey and Clover 2
Ikoku Irokoi Romantan
Junjou Romantica
Junjou Romantica 2
Kannagi
Kirepapa
Kuro Shitsuji
Kyo no Go no Ni OVA
Kyo no Go no Ni TV
Kyou Kara Maou!
Kyou Kara Maou! R
La Corda D'oro
Lucky Star
Lucky Star OVA
Minami-ke
Nabari no Ou
Natsume Yuujin-Chou
Night Wizard
Nodame Cantabile
Nodame Cantabile Paris-hen
Nogizaka Haruka no Himitsu
Okane Ga Nai
Paradise Kiss
Persona ~Trinity Soul~
Quiz Magical Academy
Rental Magica
Saiunkoku Monogatari II
Special A
To Aru Majutsu no Index
Toradora
Yakushiji Ryoko no Kaiki Jikenbo
Zero no Tsukaima
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Total anime watched : 51
Most favourite anime:

~Honey and Clover

No matter what, the anime that's etched in my mind, and will never ever go away is Honey and Clover. The emotion, the feelings those character felt...it seems very realistic, like what would and can be experienced in reality. Furthermore, I totally loved that it always contain some parts of comedy (rofl Morita), no matter how serious the issue is.

~Junjou Romantica

God god god this anime is sooooo funny and somehow very warming *hot* in a sense. Misaki and Usagi~ gogogo! Although I would like to say that most couples squabbling/insecurites could be found in this anime, however I find it hard to believe such couples do exist (somehow I find it's quite...perfect and loving to be true.) Ouch. But I still fell for it and do hope that there is true love! <3

I particulary like Suzuki-san the most! ^^

~Ef ~A Tale of Melodies~

I totally dig this anime. It seems like everyone always have troubles in their life, and sometimes, you need others to go through it with you. Gosh but I don't really like the 2nd series >_>"

~Toradora

Toradora. Another anime that I like! The craziness of Minorin and Yuusaku~ split personality of Ami, Pure pure boy Ryuji, Fearsome Taiga~ And it's quite funny to see them not realising that they like each other. And I do wonder is Ami interested in Ryuji? Cause I think so...><

~Kyo no Go no Ni

Reason is already stated in my previous post...I totally can find some things I did in the past in this anime (Comparing height, playing , enjoying the times with friends.), and it's totally hilarious to see that there's always some ecchi parts in this anime! Most importantly, it's only grade 5 kids! OMG~

~Nodame Cantabile Paris-hen

Nodame and Chiaki! What more do you expect? Gyabo~ Muukya~~ Hahaha. With new casts like Tanya! (OMG THICK MAKE-UP), and their Paris life is just so funny! But it's going to end soon T_T. Damn it. Nodame is just too funny to keep my life happy hahaha.
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Least Favourite Anime:
- Bus Gamer
Seriously I don't even understand why did I finish watching one episode. The story isn't really that good (Maybe it's not my cup of tea that's all.)

- Ga-Rei-Zero
Everytime at the end of the episode everyone dies. WTF. I dropped this after watching one episode.

- Hyakko
I didn't even laugh one bit while watching this school life anime.

- Night Wizard
First few episodes was exciting, and it kind of dies down after watching 5 episodes.
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Favourite Male Anime Character:
-Takemoto (Honey and Clover)

I don't know why, but I seriously love him in this anime. During season 1, I actually screamed yes when he finally told Hagu he likes her. (My god he takes 23 episodes to say this.) He's those kind of people that's in the background...I just get that feeling. He only starts to fight back Morita a little (god) after his self-discovery journey. I love his quotes. ^^ In the end, he got rejected, and he moved on! Ohmigosh I gonna learn from him!

"Is something that's gone, same as something that has never existed before?"

-Misaki(Junjou Romantica)

Seriously. If I've had someone like Usagi (god) I dun mind dying so many times >_>"
Misaki is sososososo funny! Everytime he can't win Usagi! I totally find his "indirect kiss" erotic method rofl-ing. Although I can say sometimes he gotta let go of himself more...although I don't think it's possible for him (Unless the author does that.).

-Koryu (Saiunkoku Monogatari)

I nominated him because...of his sense of direction. That's enough hahahahha.
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Favourite Female Character:

~Kagami (Lucky Star)

Tsun Tsun Tsundere~ Kagami is the one who always rebutt Konata. It's just so funny to see her blushing when Konata teases her of many issues (But the most funny ones is about her diet!)

~Yamada (Honey and Clover)

God I totally pity her in some sense, yet I also find her quite silly in a sense. Maybe that's why I picked her. She's the kind of "Once I like him I'll never give up" kind. It can be seen that Mayama has already rejected her yet she still loves him as much as before. And she ignored Nomiya T_T Sigh. She just can't move on, holding on to something that won't bear fruit. Resonance. Ouch.

~Nodame (Nodame Cantabile)

Gyabo~ Muukya~ I wonder where in the Earth can a girl exist in reality. Haha. It's be fun to be friends with her! ^^ Imagine. A girl, whose house is like a rubbish dump site, who doesn't bathe or wash hair for days. Omg. Haha! In addition, a female otaku who loves cosplay.

~Miyako (Hidamari Sketch)

Happy go lucky, always hungry, good at art. Someone who I aim to be (The good at art and happy go lucky only!), yet I still didn't attain yet. Still a miserable emo guy, improving in his drawing I guess. Haha. Miyako! You're teh girl!
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And this end my 2nd post! ^^

Labels: End of Year

Baa baa! Arin dress! I wanted Kooh's. Oh well. At least it's an e-card rare! I totally rofl-ed when Arin is wearing that dress. With the sheep head. LOL!

Labels: Games

Since it's coming to the end of the year, (Which it is, and it's how amazing a year is gone in a blink of an eye.) I have the mood to make a post a day about what I've done in this year, what I've enjoyed.

So I'd be doing such posts for these 8 days (Until Dec 31). In the following format (maybe.)

Everything is done with my memory of it. (Meaning some titles would not be there anyway since...I didn't went to take note of everything! If I did that I'd be so busy.

->Games (In the form of different consoles.)
->Anime (Favourites to not that likeable?)
->First and Last (What I've done, and what I won't do again.)
->Memorable Occasions (My worst and best happenings.)
->Music (Chinese, english, jap, anything that's nice.)
->Anime Music (I think this deserve a section of it's own.)
->Books (Novels, Comics, Illustrations.)
->Resolutions (Which I didn't really make one last year.)

8 days, 8 posts, which I think it's going to take alot of time hahaha.

Let's start with one right away! ^^ Games that I've played this year. (Including those not completed, those that I had played and deleted it after an hour.)

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DS:
Final Fantasy Tactics A2 : Grimoire of the Rift
Phoenix Wright: Ace Attorney
Phoenix Wright: Ace Attorney Justice for All
Phoenix Wright: Ace Attorney Trials and Tribulations
Apollo Justice: Ace Attorney
Time Hollow
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Favourite - Apollo Justice: Ace Attorney
Reason: No one can beat Trucy! I love the forensic science and the new feature in this game. I prefer Apollo more...there just something that ticks.


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PS3:
Heavenly Sword
Dynasty Warriors 6
Metal Gear Solid 4
Eternal Sonata
Disgaea 3
Valkyria Chronicles
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Favourite - Eternal Sonata (Although I liked MGS4 quite much.)
Reason: Classical music, a battling composer/pianist, enjoyable music, amazing sceneries, what more can I say? Oh! I love beat! CUTE!! Although I wonder what makes Jazz get all the girls...


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PSP:
Final Fantasy: Dissidia
DJ Max Portable 2
DJ Max Portable Clazziquai Edition
Crimsongem Saga
Final Fantasy and Dragon Quest Itadaki Street
Final Fantasy
Final Fantasy 2
Bleach 5
Tales of Eternia
Star Ocean : First Departure
Yugioh! GX Tag Force 3
Taiko no Tatsujin
Fate Stay Night! Colossoum Upper
Godfather
Monster Kingdom: Jewel Summoner
Wild Arms XF
Brave Story
Warriors Orochi
Yugioh! Tag Force 2
Worms Open Warfare 2
Final Fantasy Tactics : War of the Lions
Final Fantasy VII: Crisis Core
Tales of the World : Radiant Mythology
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Favourite: Final Fantasy: Dissidia
Reason: Who doesn't love crossovers? And the battles! Oh but I didn't like the storyline. This game is totally filled with hot guys, cruel girls, and most of all...TINA!!! *swoons*


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Xbox360:
Lost Odyssey
The Last Remnant
Tales of Vesperia
Infinite Undiscovery
Enchanted Arms
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Favourite: Lost Odyssey
Reason: Great storyline, makes you wonder whether being an immortal is actually a good thing or not, and I totally love the final battle. Oh. Let's not forget, the villan in this game is the most memorable. Evil from the guts.


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PS2:
Kingdom Hearts: Final Mix
Kingdom Hearts 2
Kingdom Hearts 2: Final Mix +
Kingdom Hearts RE: Chain of Memories
Wild Arms 5
Shadow Hearts 2
Persona 4
Persona 3: FES
Fatal Frame 2
Final Fantasy XII
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God how many SE games did I play? >_>"
Favourite: Persona 4, Persona 3: FES, Fatal Frame 2, Kingdom Hearts 2: Final Mix +
Reason: Ok. 4 games, let me tell you why.

Persona 4: It's nice. The bgm, and c'mon, I totally love dating sims like games with battling (Okay, not that dating sims, but it's more of those having control over the game in the actions you do), furthermore, no Persona game isn't fun! =p

Persona 3: FES - First game that I've played without a happy ending. Which is what I've seen in alot of games. They lived happily every after wtf there isn't such thing in reality okay! I cried when the main character died. And I feel so touched while playing The Answer. Aigis...T_T and let's not forget I totally dig P3 bgm! First time you know! Where I liked other composer other than Nobuo Uematsu.

Fatal Frame 2: Another game with no happy ending. And I really wondered where did I even get the courage to play this game. God I had my hair standing while playing this game. I even drag my sister to sit beside me! And it's goddamn in the daylight LOL.

Kingdom Hearts 2: Final Mix + : It's real fun. You get to beat the crap outta Organization XIII every members (Although I'm the one that's being trashed.) And let's say...I totally love fighting Roxas (Although I died tons of times.)

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PC:
NosTale
LaTale
Audition
Albatross 18
Pangya Korea
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Favourite: Pangya!
Reason: I totally dig it. That's enough. LOL!

And that's alllll for this year game. It's been a nice year, considering most of the games that's being released this year...is what I loved. Although there's more psp games coming in a few days *cough* pangya *cough* DJ Max *cough*, I might still update a little!

YAY to persona 4!

Labels: End of Year, Games

Life seems boring recently that I've stopped watching animes except for one. (I can't believe I even stopped watching Junjou Romantica 2.)



Kyo no Go no Ni! Well, watching this anime really does get it to me, as I start to remember how I am like when I'm a kid. Haha. Typical children stuffs. And I do realise what my parents always meant by being a children is the best time everyone can get.

It's true! You don't have to worry about financial stuffs, taxes, etc. Just have fun everyday (Okay you do have to study lah. But wtf studying isn't a chore compared to working.)

Soooo. I've been lauging like mad watching this anime, and this one is the one where I can really see myself doing it, or I have already done it during that age, which I'm already so overage and won't really do such things already.

Yay! Channel 56 is airing HnC Live Action Drama! I'm falling for Hagu-chan smile in that show. Her smile looks so...subtle blissful-ness is what I can describe it as...*swoon*

And to those troubled ppl out there, whether it's studies, romance, or whatsoever thing...

Some things are just meant to be yours, while some are not. So if it's not meant to be yours, even though it's just right in front of you, you will not get it.

However, there is always a little happiness we can find in everything we do. Happiness is limited, while sadness is available in infinite amounts.

So why not choose finding little happiness? Unless you are sure that, after that amount of sadness, there's a huge amount of happiness...then choose it!

I feel enlightened.



Goes back to sleep dreaming about eating. LOL! I'm so darn happy that my Onion Knight is lvl 100! *smirk*

Labels: Daily Rants

My slippers snapped.

Walked home barefoot (And hey, believe it or not, it actually feels nice walking home bare-footed), without those werid stares from people...who's looking at a boy holding the slippers in his hand, listening to his iPhone, running hahaha.

Labels: Daily Rants

Is so much better than this year because...


I dunno what is happening for this year!ＬＯＬ．

This questionnaire is just made to kill me hahaha. So basically I'm stopping here and not picking anyone to do it for the sake of saving them hahaha. Cause I'm so troubled in what to put here. *swt*

Basic Questions:
1)The one who picked you: Dang
2)Your relationship with him/her : Friends ba hahahaha.
3)How does the people around you think about you? : I dunno. Definitely not good looking. *smirk*
4)The attitude that you like : The not-so arrogant, and funny, and of course, normal.
5)and the type that you dislike : Erh...those that is linked to infidelity, and most of all, those who have a knife for stabbing someone in the back. (:
6)Shout a sentence to those who care and like you! : Thank youuu for being here with me when I need you!!! ^^

The arrangement and the people you've chosen: (I think everyone shud know who you are rite?)
A)Fang
B)JH
C)MT
D)Dang
E)Rilynn
F)Phad
G)Mal
H)Fantuan
I)WL
J)Chan

Answer the questions:

9) The gender of I: Male

10)If G and J were together?: Well...I'd not be that surprised and I'd find it a lil tad weird only...because they've been friends!

11)How about H and E?: That makes them...lesbians right?

12)When did you last spoke to C? : A few mins ago through sms.

13)Which band does H likes? : I dunno! T_T

14)Does A has siblings? : Yup

15)Would you go for C? : This is a tough one. Nope. She's attached! HAHAHA.

16)How about G? : DEFINITELY NO! I AIN'T GHEY! *screams*

17)Is D single? : Yup. Since the last time I asked and know...I suppose so.

18)J's real name : Chan Hong Yu!

19)E's surname : Seah!

20)D's hobby and interest? : Anime, Yaoi, KK, Drawing, going crazy over KK. [Does that even counts? ._."]

21)Does C has charm : Everyone has charms. It just depends on those who know how to appreciate it. YEAH MANNN.

22)Does E and I get along well? : They dunno each other.

23)Say a thing about A : Straightforward laaa! =p

24) and F : Loves to crap hahaha.

25) and B? : Engergetic. Everytime see her she dun look tired wan. Haha.

26) Do you feel any "FEEL" for H? : Nope~

27) Where does I lives? : Tampines

28)D's favourite colour : Red

29) A and E are good friends? : HELL YEAH LOLOL. I think they're inseparable. =p =p

30) Does G likes B? : I doubt it sooooooo no.
31) How about H and I? : Nope. Two strangers.

32) How did you get to know B? : Schoolmateys. Haha. I got to know her from MT, and a whole chain of ppl.

33)Does J keeps a pet? : Nope. I dun think sooooo.

34)Say something that you feel about C : You're a good friend! ROCK ON BABEH. (:

35)Say a sentence to the one who chose you to do these questions. : Thank you for making me sweating profusely via trying to say the truth haha.

36)Make a guess who among the 10 that you chose would get married first! : EH. REALLY AH?!?! Hmmmmm. H!

37)Comments on A! : She's straightforward, serious when she needs to, smart, and most of allll. Crapping with her is fun lolol.

38)Who do you like to play with the most among the 10? : What terms of play?

39)What do you want to tell the people that you've chose? : I'll never make you do this quiz. LOL.

40)What am I to you? : A good friend. One that I must treasure. [Yet I mistaken that question as "What am I <- myself to you? <- myself?!LOLOL.]

41)Anything that you want to tell F? You've been a great movie accompaniment (: Let's hang out moreee haha.

42)How does B get rid of his/her anger? : Smack ppl. (As far as I know.)

43)Whose name sounds the nicest among the 10 people you've chosen? Hmmmm. HMMMMM. HMMMMMMM. I'd have to say rilynn.

44)Something that you regretted after entering a high school : Oh. The stress! The axiety! And I miss my sec sch mates.

45)What is the matter that is troubling you now? : Will I be able to sleep tonight?

46)Give a summarised comment about me! :Memeyouyou what laaaa. Eh...this would be a question. Still pissed?

49)*Directly translated from chinese= =''*There's this saying in the uni's "Who never step on a lump of shit before!" What do you feel about this? Erh..... I'd give this question a blank.

50)How is the weather at your side : Gloomy.

51)What do you think when you stare at the blue sky. : The name of sky~ Haha it calms me down lah.

52)The most memorable event/incident that you've went through with me? : Ohhh. You're the first one I bought a necklace for. It is xmas if I nvr rmb rongly.

53)Use a colour to describe me : Seriously blood red. =p

54)and a fruit? : Hmmmmmm. Durian hahahah I can't think of one lahh.

56)Which hair length do you prefer for a girl?(Long? or short?) : Semi-long to long.

57)What do you feel after finishing the questions? : Fatigued.

58)Who did you spent the most time with among the 10? : Currently or past? Last time is almost all, now is F,A,D,E. FADE LEH!

59) Who would you most probably go for a date among the 10? Hahaha. This shall be a secret.

60)Are you willing to pass down the questions? NO. For the sake of saving them. Hahaha.

61)What do you look for tomorrow? : A better day.

62)Are you happy now? : Outside, yes. Inside, no.

63)5years later from now,what would you be doing? : Studying, NS, either one?

64)Do you think J is a gangster? : No. 6 years old cannot be gangster haha.

65)Would you cook for me ?: Cup noodles and pasta. Because I onli know these two haha.

66)How many people out of the 10,that you've actually had a crush or a close relationship with?(cough) OH! OH!! THIS DARNED QUESTION. 1.

67)Who do you want to do * with the most?(COUGH!!!) : *? Or ***? or ******? Hmmmmm. No leh. Now no mood.

68)Lastly,you'd like to share whose toothbrush?(out of the 10...) : NONE! I'm very careful abt personal hygiene hahaha.

69)What's your shoe size? 12 or 13 or 14. (Bigfoot wtf)

70)Your wish for 2009? Oh! Less stress, my studies would improved, I'd lose weight. (:

71)Have you ever share a bed with H? : Nope.

72)How many kids do you plan to have in the future? : Dunno. 1 or 2.

73)Your dream is to? : Be a pianist muahahaha. Or to be rich, own a mansion and relax haha.

74)What do you think that can measure love? I know. Nothing.

75)If you are to marry,C and G,who would you marry with? Erh. None. Because I am still young.

76) Do you like me =v=? Can I don't answer.

Labels: Quiz

The best way to having a relaxing reading session or revision is to have a fan on, well-lit lights, sitting crossed legged with a cup of hot 3-in-1 coffee with condensed milk and a packet of sugar.

(:

Oh. Good reading materials and novels is totally recommended.

「We only see what we want to see, believe what we wanted to believe in, thus the fog is just getting stronger and stronger, blinding out those we decided to avoid. 」

-There is something I see in you, It might kill me, I want it to be true.- Paramore - Decode.

What I wanted is just like a distant star, one that I cannot hold. =x

P.S: It's 11.00am and I am playing FF:Dissidia right now (: HAPPY! ^^

Labels: Daily Rants

It is a cold winter that year.

A boy is walking in a forest. He wondered why would he be lost in a forest, on a cold winter day. He tried to find his way out, yet every path seemed new, not trodden on before.

Not before long, he reached a frozen lake. At there, he saw a lady in white standing alone on a bridge. He wondered, "Who would be standing alone here in such a cold day?"

He walked towards the girl, calling out to her. That girl turned. He was charmed by her looks. Her skin is so white, just like snow, yet her hair is jet black. With the cold winter wind blowing, when she turned her head, that boy thought he saw a pair of wings on her back.

The boy asked that girl, "Why are you standing here alone in this place?"

The girl replied: "Waiting."

The boy seems puzzled. "What are you waiting for?"

The girl turned towards him, and said: "You."

"Me? Why?" That boy felt weird, since he didn't meet that girl before.

"Because, I'm here to see you once more, and one last time." The girl said with a smile, yet she seemed so sad...that she might start crying when she stopped smiling.

Now, that boy is totally confused. When did I met her? Why would she want to see me one last time?

Before the boy get to ask that question, the girl vanshied. He looked towards the sky, and saw feathers fluttering down. Is what he is seeing true? The feathers just look like...feathers from an angel's wing.

At that moment he didn't realise, his meeting with the girl seemed to end, yet it was only starting. And how did he regret that he didn't remembered it...until 20 years later. When she is gone from his life again.

Labels: Personal Opinions/Stories/Poems

NO NO NO I REFUSE TO ACCEPT THIS.

Argh. My debit card is short of cash, and now my megaupload just loves to act up by saying my monthly subscription ended.

And of all times, it ended a day before FF: Dissidia came out. Now it's up and it's 7 files! Meaning 2 days to finish dl without premium membership for megaupload! NOOOO.

So I'm going to renew my subscription tomorrow...meaning I'm stuck with YGO TF3 for another day. Pfft. Why can't there be mediafire sites instead! T_T



And I'm stuck with staring at this wallpaper gyabooooooo! Haha. Stare but cannot dl and play wtf.



Ahh! Changed my wallpaper. Now I feel better. ^^ I'm in the blissful and christmas mood right now so bugger off if you feel disgusted LOL.

DISSIDIA! YOU'LL BE MINE TOMORROW. ^^

Labels: ARGH

Finally! The package has arrived!





Mukyaaaa~~ Persona 4 and moi Nodame Cantabile Calendar! Gyabooo! *swt* The calendar is DAMN NICE! ^^ I love the mini calendar so much!! So after being so gleeful for the whole morning, I accompanied my mum and sis to Orchard for my sis medical shots. (Strictly saying, they went to the hospital while I went to Kinokuniya ^^)

Since now it's December, which Kinokuniya offers 20% discount storewide to their members, I went to buy books books and more books hahaha. I wanted to buy an anime movie, but dropped that idea. I also want to buy Gyakyuten Saiban Illustration book! PFFT! I shall get it someday, somehow! ^^

Anyways it's the season of giving so giving something to myself isn't a sin *smirk* wtf it's my own money what lol.



I totally love the illustrations in Style School. ^^ And it teaches illustration too! However I'm only stuck with Photoshop Elements 6.0, and then it costs alot for the watercolour/paints/quill so I can get to learn pencil shading (Which is cheap imho because it only uses pencil lead.)



Yeah call me a movie crazer or what but I dunch care. Twilight and New Moon...the two books of the Twilight series. 3rd book -> Eclipse, 4th book -> Breaking Dawn (Why am I thinking of Harry Potter?) Haha so many series! But I totally love the movie. And I love reading. So why not? (:



I dunno why but I'm back to addiction in Minami-ke. I totally love their OP! ^^ *I'm thinking of doing a sum up of the animes watched this year + which anime OP I hate/like with reasons. ^^ Mayyyyyyyyyybe few days later? Haha.

I found out that I'm a sucker for school life + romance + comedy. Rarely watched those "I kill ye, ye kill me" animes (Oh but I wouldn't mind if it's like Vandread, Zero no Tsukaima.)



Fairy Tail rawrkssss. Haha. I like Erza alot. Imagine that I can ex-quip so many costumes at once. Meaning, I can change my clothes whenever I want! I also totally dig the stellar spirit stuffs. (Although I'd not choose Aquarius.)



Toradora novel bk 2 (I finally got it after 2 months), Mahou Sensei Negima! Book 23, Special A bk 11, totally sealed and untouched until I finished reading the rest of the books. (Which I've already finished all except the two novels.

Ohhhh I can't wait for Final Fantasy Dissidia (18th Dec), The Last Remnant Strategy Guide (Sometime before Xmas -> I somehow find Bradygames poster is nice.), DJMax Portable Black Square Edition (24th Dec), Pangya Portable (24th Dec and I totally wish someone would import it.) That's allllll ^^

AND AND AND! THE DAY WHEN EARTH STOOD STILL IS NICE.

Although I hate bugs. ><

Labels: Daily Rants, Desires

Mood: Semi-guilty, feeling cold, confused.

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Horoscope:
The Bottom Line
Today, you need to have the flexibility required to change plans at the last moment.
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Let's hope that nothing happens shall we? (:

-When things happens, they will happen because it's meant to happen.-

I'm whishing that there will be $30 flying into my wallet! I'll buy that ring. I miss my ring. ):

I just received a horoscope email >_>" It's in chinese, and it's quite accurate (for me), so if anyone wants to see it, tell me and I'll forward it to ya (: I'll add my personal comments below...

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天秤座终极完美分析

优雅的天平在灯红酒绿中微笑转身，顾盼神采，洒脱如同水中的鱼。他们与红酒，水晶杯，晚礼服，钢琴曲是那么的相得益彰，漫不经意的吸引着公众的眼光…… (Sounds so high-class LOL!)

几乎所有人都有这样一种印象：
天平座的人善意、可亲，爱交朋友。于是大家也由此认为天平是群居生物，必然是害怕独处，喜欢热闹的。
但，事实并不是表面看来那样简单。

的确，天平是个和平使者。在公众场合可以很好地调节气氛使之均衡。气氛热烈时，他们会沉静的压住阵脚；气氛冷凝时，他们会运用不着痕迹的轻松幽默化解坚冰。总之他们不会随波逐流去助长气氛的冷热，而是像用天平称量物品一样，加减砝码，使之维持水平状态。

而他们在做这种加减的时候，动作是优雅的，态度是和悦的，看起来漫不经心不动声色。实际上，他们是很有心计的人(LOL!! I WONDER ABT THIS!)，尽管众口难调，也可以找到一种万全的方式来使全局和谐起来。

但是这并不是说他们喜欢主宰，只是因为他们看不得失衡(Hmm...?)，那会使他们如坐针毡。
因此，尽管慵懒的天平座讨厌麻烦，讨厌得要命，他们还是会不由自主地担负起调节的责任。也许正因如此，使得天平在公众场合从未放松过自己。性格使他们承担了不必要的责任，无可推卸。

他们不吝惜金钱(NOT TRUE!I need money wth.)，却吝惜自由的时间和安静的休闲时光。 (True, true.)像所有风向星座一样，他们喜欢自由，喜欢像风一样谁也捉不住他。

他们喜欢自在独立的空间。就算你是他最好的朋友，也不要老和他粘在一起，你要知道他并不喜欢如此，尽管他不会直接说出来。你也得相信，你的天平座朋友也许半年也没有音信，但是只要一见面，你还是他最好的朋友。因为他就是这种交友方式，你拿他怎么办？

'我懒得……'(I totally rofl on this.)
这是天平座的口头语。他们懒得出门，懒得聚会，懒得应酬……所以他们并不是很喜欢参加party。倒是宁愿呆在家里上网，看书，画画。他们自身是均衡的，一个人的均衡总比一群人的均衡来的容易。所以他们喜欢独处。 (Totally hit the spot!)

通常，天平座的人会给人一见如故的感觉，因为他们有着温婉的微笑和优雅的举止。对初次见面的人，天平座往往表现出自己最讨人喜欢的一面：善解人意，大方，诚恳，健谈。(Not for me.)但是这种热情劲儿不会长久。冷漠何时到来取决于你与他交往的频率。你越是粘得紧，他就冷得越快。因为他们喜欢'君子之交清淡如水'。不是他们不喜欢同伴，而是他们和人交往更多地关注了对方的情绪，总想着照顾对方心情，不要发生冲突，所以感觉像是在工作一样，无法真正的放松。

较之对宫白羊座，天平是另一种独立的个体。白羊是一种外在的独立，内心是热的；天平则是表面看似亲和力很强，内心却是任谁也无法融入的。天平的冷静，连他们自己也觉得惊讶。(Sometimes)'我居然如此冷漠！太不可思议了……'他们审视自己的时候，感觉有点陌生。那是因为他们把内心世界掩饰得连自己都骗过了。 (Well I wonder about that...)

他们控制情绪的能力太强了。最亲近的人会感觉到，天平给人不露声色的隔离感，有时会被埋怨'太冷静了，我都不知道你在想什么！'

可是他们不是故意要隐瞒什么，只是出于本能。一个连自己都骗过了的人，你还能要求他对你坦白什么？(Sound so harsh hahaha.)

他们不喜欢歇斯底里，不喜欢痛哭失声，不喜欢安慰别人也不怎么喜欢被安慰。因为他们懂得，谁也无法真正理解另一个人。

天平，其实是很独立的一个星座。他们在霓虹灯影里微笑，在灯火阑珊处寂寞。他们叫你懂得：孤独的最高境界是繁华。
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Really hit the spot lol.

Labels: Daily Rants

I　"kope" this from dang's blog hahahaha. Trust me...this small test is tough.

Can you name these characters and which anime they came from?



Haha...I dunno most of it, but let me try rawr!

1st row 4th pic: I remember maybe it's from Fatal Fury or Guilty Gear
1st row 5th pic: Nadeshiko Fujiwari? From Shugo Chara
1st row 9th pic: Pico from Boku no Pico (You are NOT ALLOWED TO ASK why I KNOW!)
2nd row 1st pic: Seiko-chan~ from Lovely Complex (Real Name : Seishiro)
2nd row 3rd pic: Hamaji-chan from H2O ~Footprints in the Sand~
2nd row 6th pic: Coco from boku no pico.
4th row 1st pic: Makoto-chan from Minami-ke
4th row 3rd pic: Asuna from Mahou Sensei Negima!
6th row 5th pic: Shiratori-kun from Mahoraba (I kinda forgot how to spell the name.)
6th row 6th pic: Nuriko from Fushigi Yuugi.

That's all! Anyone knows anymore...please dunch hesitate to tell LOL.

I only know 10 >_>;

Labels: Anime

This following avatar sums up how I've felt recently.



After a chat with mt...who apparently said that friendster horoscope is accurate (And I didn't believe her, so I went to check it.)

So this is my horoscope for today:

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The Bottom Line
Today, find a way to share your happiness with the people who make you happiest!

In Detail
The response you have been waiting a long time for is going to arrive today, and it will leave you feeling pretty darned delighted! As soon as you get the news, you need to find a way to share your happiness with the people who make you happiest! Plan something around food -- a small dinner party, potluck, or even a big table at a fancy restaurant would work, if everyone can afford it. Make sure you don't make people ante up too much to spend time with you.
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After me chanting "I don't believe it." in my mind...something unexpected happened LOL.

And my mood suddenly changed to this:



Hahaha. And mt said the classic "I told you so."

STOP TELLIN ME I TOLD YOU SO!!! ARGHHH.

Damn it. It's a weird habit I have to peer into the horoscope section whenever I get my hands on something that says about the horoscopewhile I don't believe in it. Hahaha. Weird. I'm contradicting myself.

Okay. My mood is better now, since I'm relieved. So I think I will have a good night sleep today ^^" nite everyone!

Labels: Daily Rants

HAHAHAHAHA! KANNAGI NEVER PHAILS TO MAKE ME LAUGH LIKE MAD!!!!!! A girl who looks like an OL sings like that...EPIC!

So many things happened these few days that made me soooo pissed off. It's like wtf a series of unfortunate events.

1. While playing Lost Odyssey, I got lost in the Temple of Enlightment (wtf do I even need englightment?) for 4 hours straight. I felt like turning off the console and go to draw or something like that. And I didn't get the treasure trove achievement wtf. Now I have to go through every town and dungeon again. WTFFFFF. Time wastage. Which made me gave up playing.

2. Desktop keyboard "s" button got problem. I have to press "s" twice to get it to work everytime rawrrrrr.

3. Pangya Portable. Stupid play-asia dun have! WHERE AM I SUPPOSED TO GET THAT GAME?! Korea????

4. I can't seem to break my Word Challenge record in facebook wtfff.

5. While rotting at home, I couldn't watch The Sky Crawlers. Cause I find it silly to watch alone and I couldn't call her cuz I think she's still mad wtf why am I giving excuses I'm just scared OKAY! OKAYYYYY!!!!!

6. I still can't blardy hell find the movie "The Girl Who Leapt Through Time." Gosh I mut travel down to HMV someday to hunt.

7. Oh it's so funny somehow that me, myself, would be so sarcastic to someone. But what can I say...that person deserves it muahaha.

8. My mum is sickkkkkk! PISH OFF.

Some happy side notes:

1. My package is coming~ yeehaw. Nodame Cantabile calendar and Persona 4! ^^

2.

I lost the ring during my Japan Trip (wtf. My ring.) And now that store have a better ring! 22 inch chain (yay! longer chain!), and the ring is US Size 10 (The previous one is Size 9, and can fit my ring finger and pinkieeee). So I think this one is much better. I'M CONTEMPLATING. SHOULD I GET THIS AS A XMAS PRESENT FOR MYSELF? (Yah self reward cannot arh.)

3.

Damn it. If I want flip flops (Which omg I haven't have one), It's GOTTA BE THIS. The price is so wtf. 21 US Dollars! WTF. And now the bloody exchange rate sucks. 0.63 USD = S$1 WTF LEHHHHH.

4. Oh!!! I draw a picture that I feel so satisfied with Lalalala~ When I have having inspiration problems lately.

5. I bought a graphic novel by a Malaysian. Didn't regret it although the price...$8.50. The sketches she made is so nice!

6. Dad said he's bringing me and my sis to the duck tours. Hahaha. I'm sittin on a ducky boat.

7. I'm allowed to buy some pants >_>" Marks and Spencer here I come! (They sell the best pants and tees.)

8. I'm starting to exercise now muahahahaha.

And that ends the entry for tuday!

Labels: Daily Rants, Videos

Since I had any very realistic dream. And yes, it's so realistic to the extent of scary. The dreams that is permernantly etched in my head is a few years ago where I dreamt of a certain someone [The name will never be revealed], chasing me with a chopper. I woke up drenched in cold sweat. So it isn't nice at all. It's plain straight scary.



Credits to Kamimaki. I think I looked like that girl in the middle LOL.

Yeah. Back to topic. Although I know the most boring thing other than talking about your dream, would be the person listening/reading it. But who cares? I wanna say it!

So, as I was saying. I am dreaming that I had a very regular day. When I read one sms. Saying I had something due tomorrow. Which is a whole load of research stuffs and presentation documents, which I never heard of. @_@"

So I'm infront of my comp mass typing out the presentation, citing sites, etc, and I received another sms.

It says that I have two exams tomorrow simutaneously with the presentation, and a group meeting tomorrow too. I practically stunned.

And I held my heads and screamed NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

It was 2pm in the afternoon. What a nice dream. Life sure is funny. I dreamed about being crushed by workload.

Healthy Tip: Everyone! Eat more egg yolks okay! It's healthy! And no, it isn't really that high in cholestrol. (sp?)

If you want an attachment on egg yolks are healthy, tell me! ^^ Damn although I hate egg yolks, I'll try to eat it. >_>" Off to dinner.

-When life gets too mundane, you wanted some spice in your life. Yet when it gets too exciting, you want the opposite. What's wrong with people?!-

Labels: Daily Rants

I love my desktop now. So nice. Lol.

December. The month of spending. This is very very true. No rebuttals! 2008, worst spending year ever. It's not even the mid of December and I'm already quite broke. [Partly because I've saved alot of money for the upcoming games, although someone kind sponsered two for me! ^^]

Saw this v.v. cute pic at deviantart done by lylia-chan! It's lovely complex themed, and it looks like it suits chirstmas, therefore I'll be using it for this month! Time to plan another header for 2009, and my resolutions. (Gosh I hate making resolutions but I want to make one to restrict myself!)

Life seems to be v.v. okay now! I'm okay! I'm fine! REALLY! Hahahaha. Who am I kidding I wonder. Sore throat and slight fever. Haha. I should be in bed. Yet I just woke up from a nap? I wonder what's with the constant ironically stuffs happening in my life.

So, no one planned christmas yet. Haha. I wonder what will happen this year? Last year was bbq at Andrew's house! And I remember the molopoly in hell (which was never-ending), and it lasted for about 4hours. But it was funnnnn. Stacked all the cash under free parking, whoever gets it win. LOL.

I think there's really quite little to say about my life? HAHA. Reading and drawing. What a recreational lifestyle. Which uses 0% of my energy hahaha. (Except for the constant erasing of the picture?)

Okay I think I'd better get some sleep now.

WHEN CAN I WATCH 4 CHRISTMASES?!

P.S :Can anyone tell me if you saw the dvd/vcd of "The Girl Who Leapt Through Time"? Greatly appreciated. It's the anime version (2006), not the live action movie (I found out there's a live action one when I saw wiki.)

Labels: Daily Rants, Updates on Blog