立ち止まらない この針だけは Only this clock-hand would pierce through,
僕の明日を刻む音突き刺す the sound that engraved my tomorrows, unable to stop.
真実から逃げたら今 If I escape from the truth right now,
現実にも負けたら今 if I would even give up on reality right now,
何が残るの? just what would be left behind?
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Alias: Yuuki, Haru, Akihiko, Venskye
Name: ZH (:
Age: 21
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This blog is meant to be full of my rants, daily happenings and stuffs like that. Occasional reviews, stories, and opinions. It's my open, unfinished story.
Desires
->Graduate with more than 3.5 GPA. ->Best way to release stress. ->Shut out all depressing thoughts.
->God of War 3 ->Castlevania: Lord of Shadow Limited Edition ->DJ Max Portable 3 Limited Edition ->Assassins Creed: Brotherhood Collectors Edition ->New Renoma Leather Wallet ->Crumpler Bag (Black or Red) ->1TB External Hard Disk
K-On! Episode 9 Opening makes me happy~ Because they've added Nakano-chan in it! XD
CUTECUTECUTE! XD
Damn cute! Kya! ><" But she seems familiar............
Yay she pops up at the end too! But sigh...I thought that she'd be in the ED...but my hopes were dashed pretty fast. She's not in it! :< Wait...I did mention she looks familiar right...I think I realised who she looks like already.
The cat ears...
See! I knew it! Kooh from Pangya! Lol. No wonder I can like her so easily :3
Today went for health screening...and...it was quite a disaster. Cause the doctor couldn't locate my vein...and poke here and there ><"
after locating the vein...I was shocked by the amount of blood he took hahah although I know it's the normal amount...but when you see the syringe is full of blood...I tend to think "What?! You took that much blood outta me?"
I gotta fast again...just because they need my urine sample and I couldn't squeeze anything out LOL. Okay that sounds weird.
Ah! I'm trying to find this song:
刘力扬 - 寂寞光年
It's the Opening for the new Channel 8 Drama, The Ultimatum! Damn nice ><: I'm into Channel 8 dramas again :3
Apparently, my dad went to work this morning, with a rare greeting.
When he stepped out of the lift, all he see is blood. Apparently, someone had jumped from my block, and landed near the area infront of the life area.
Freaky, isn't it. So he called the police. My mum woke up and asked me. "You never heard a loud bump or anything?" It's scary, considering the amount of blood, that is what my mum told me. But when I looked down, it's totally clean.
Wouldn't it be scary, if you walked out of the lift and see blood, with a body lying there?
Apparently, I'm supposed to go for health screening tomorrow, but me and my mum..both forgot that there's no more eating after 9pm, if you want to go to have your screening...
and I ate an apple at 9.30pm. >_>"
Sigh. Why oh whyyy. Oh! I forgot! I'm in love with calculus after helping junhui some questions regarding calculus. But not to the "seriously considering taking calculus extent."
Oh my god...I feel so sad about the health screening now. :<
-Tell me, tell me how much you love me, yet why do you turn your back on me?- : extracted from a book, which I forgot the name.
-I don't wanna wake up. Because it's happier in my dreams...not.-
I keep having scary dreams lately. Real scary. Everytime, I end up dying. I wonder why?
Like the day before, I dreamt of myself falling from a cliff.
Yesterday, I was surrounded by concentrated acid.
Today, I'm running from some psychotic murderer, and when I thought I managed to shake him away...I opened the door...and he's right infront of me. Like those scenarios from those murder flicks.
Goodness. Is this trying to signify something in reality?
Now I finally understand what it means by...早睡早起身体好。 Hahaha. And I'm hungry...maybe I should scavenge for some food in the kitchen. Since the kitchen is usually without food but with tons of medicine and spices. I can't take medicine as food, or pepper as food right? Right?!
Recently I bought a book by Suzanne Collins called "The Hunger Games", which is a thriller. I didn't expect it to be that interesting that I finished the whole book in 2 hours. Just couldn't put it down to rest! (:
Twenty-four are forced to enter. Only the winner survives. In the ruins of a place once known as North America lies the nation of Panem, a shining Capitol surrounded by twelve outlying districts. Each year, the districts are forced by the Capitol to send one boy and one girl between the ages of twelve and eighteen to participate in the Hunger Games, a brutal and terrifying fight to the death - televised for all of Panem to see.
Survival is second nature for sixteen-year-old Katniss Everdeen, who struggles to feed her mother and younger sister by secretly hunting and gathering beyond the fences of District 12. When Katniss steps in to take the place of her sister in the Hunger Games, she knows it may be her death sentence. If she is to survive, she must weigh survival against humanity and life against love. ----
Basically, this story is focused on two people, Katniss and Peeta. The whole story focuses on how both of them manage to survive in the Hunger Games, where only the fittest and strongest survive.
The story is interesting because of the emotions of the characters, how angry Katniss is when she sees Peeta joining the others to kill her, how sad she is when Rue died (That's the best part in the story. Damn sad.), the rest of the 22 tributes battling out with each other.
Given the storyline, I'd rate the whole story a 8/10. But since it's only the first book, maybe I should get the second one too to see what happens to Katniss and Peeta. Damn it. Why can't Katniss realise that she really loves Peeta. !@#$.
I've problem accessing my own blog. What's wrong? And it seems like after removing nuffnang banner, everything loads perfectly. Maybe I should remove the tab for a few days until it goes back to normal.
This has happened before. Sigh.
Yay. I saw this at Mega Multimedia after visiting the doctor and bought it immediately. (: I wanted to take that plushie out and put it on my bed! But I'm scared that it'll get dirty easily...wuu.
Advent Children Complete! I finally found it at Mega Multimedia too! (: It has english voice over, but I wonder should I play it. But...it also comes with...
I forgot to do so many stuffs recently. Especially in the pre-order area!
I forgot to pre-order:
Kingdom Hearts Handphone Strap (5 of em). Doing it tomorrow. MUST GET. DAMN.
SMT Devil Summoner 2 Limited Edition. (I want that Raidou Plushie!) But it's already been fully pre-ordered.
Kingdom Hearts NDSi Cover (Same as Raidou. SOB.)
I want:
The above 3 mentioned.
KH Handphone straps ($75 for 5.)
SMT Devil Summoner 2 Limited Edition (Not sure about the price)
Kingdom Hearts NDSi Cover (Not sure about the price too, since I will get a NDSi someday. Just keep the COOL lookin cover first. ^^)
Gyakuten Kenji Limited Edition (A whoppin $221 dollars WTF. Thank you US -> SGD xchange rate!)
Gyakuten Kenji ($80.) Should I wait for the english version? ($40) But it's at Q4 2009! Which is Sept-Dec, or worse year 2010 wtf.
FFVII Advent Children Complete with FFXIII Trail Disc ($100.)
SMT Devil Survivor ($51.)
Kingdom Hearts 358/2 Days ($95 for jap, $66 for english.) May for jap, Aug for english. Damn it. I will TRY TO WAIT. PERSIST. I LOVE ENGLISH *trying to hypnotize myself*
Somehow...K-On! Seems to be the best anime in this season.
I can't bring myself to open this book. I'm turning into a Cecelia Ahern fan. ><: Her books always have a touch of warmth, care, and love. It's good, considering it's healing my mind a little. (:
Today's little personal thought: ~~~~ Thanks for the sms-es I've received over the few days. It made me happier, but I still couldn't find any courage to reply to any sms-es...
I left my phone at my grandparents place...T_T couldn't get it back until a few days later. ~~~~
It's such bitterness, to compare each other misfortune, to see who's much more unfortunate than the other. Didn't anyone realize that, when you put two misfortunes on a scale, it's actually equal? You can't determine anything.
Today's little thought: ~~~~ CDC is damn prepared. I had to have my temperature taken before I can get into the building.
Swine flu sure is making everyone worry. ~~~~
Panic? Why.
Because goddamn I forgot to bring my IC. I only realised it when I reached the CDC. I'm having the e-trial at 2.15...and when I reached there it's already 1.50pm. In the end dad went back to get my IC for me...*wet eyes*
So I was late for 5 minutes, but I get to take the e-trial anyways. 6 papers, failed 3 at first try, passed 3 at first try.
The failed 3 score is very...damnation scores. 90% is passing mark, and I got 88% for 2, 86% for 1. Haha. But generally after the e-trial, I think I'm confident to take the real BTT already. (:
After the e-trial, I went to search for a book, but can't find it. Oh well. Forget it.
This is the first time that I'm that disappointed in someone. Don't ask for advices if you DON'T HEED IT. AND DON'T CARE.