~*Hearts*~
Sunday, April 23, 2006 @ 8:48 PM
lol...today had my haircut..okae lar, hair shorter le...den after that, went to Burger King to do my homework, English almost done, Chinese and History haven't do yet...dnt left 9 days...everything is in such a rush. Everything is not in a perfect state...hais...den had dinner...yesterday quite bored, so went to complete Kingdom Hearts Two...but never save, cos I wanna see the secret ending, hahas. So the ending quite nice lar...happy ending...=) Argh, homework piling, Mid Year Examinations coming, trying to complete as much as I can. Okies, gtg le...cyaz.

Quotes:

Hearts are unpredictable. They are very sensitive to feelings.

+:Haru:+ Stressed.

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~*Everytime*~
Wednesday, April 19, 2006 @ 8:58 PM
Time to update...changed a new skin due to the old picture is gone...but however, thanks to the person who had uploaded the picture =)...yeah...due to her, this type of things happen...she sure likes to do that...her over-sensitiveness caused this to happen...and now...wad shud I do? Compromise? That is surely out of the question! If I shud compromise her, den why shouldn't she come and compromise us? Why mus we put ourselves in her shoes, while she does not need to put herself in our shoes? This is the last time I am saying this. It's none of my business and whether you wanna trust us that we did not treat her differently, it's up to you. I can't stop you. If you're angry with me for making this point...I can't do anything to stop you...but for now...until there is a solution...things will mostly maintain in this way...everytime must have this type of commotion...it just seems that you're her shield...everything she sense she send a message to you to complain and you come and question us...hello! Reality check can anot? Believe her if you want, since you think she is you best friend. I can't do anything to stop you right? If this continues...something serious will happen. I totally detest this. Just get a life man, the girl who sent the message to complain.

+:Haru:+ Keeping my cool is the most important thing to do now.

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~*Hearts*~
Monday, April 10, 2006 @ 12:02 AM
Well, chilled at hm during the afternoon...thought of some problems...some goals...some solutions. After that, had dinner, den went to Burger King to do some homework...went home, and using the computer till nw...hahas...O' Levels arriving soon, feeling quite nervous...panic, afriad, but there's a sense of calmness too, kinda weird...Well...gonna stop here and go and do my hmwk le...cyaz! =)

Quotes:

Reap what you sown, work hard for the rewards and better future ahead of you.

Sometimes letting go is the best solution, if you hold him/her beside you, but you can't hold his/her heart, it is meaningless.

The person you love most will be the person who hurts your heart the most.

The person you love will also be the person who will make your cry.

The heart has two faces, good and evil, it just depends on the person to change it, due to the surrounding environment.

+:Haru:+ I should forget abt her...and live alone.

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~*Memories*~
Sunday, April 02, 2006 @ 11:46 PM
Todae woke up really late, it was already 2pm when I woke up, for the whole dae, sudden thoughts kept appearing in my mind...many things had happened quite lately...and it's getting more and more irritating...work's been piling up...problems come one after another...Sometimes, the most optimistic way I see is that this is all a form of training that I get before entering the society, where it is full of challenges, opponents...the most depressing way I look in is that, everybody's is trying to torture me, using me, and how I wish that they could vanish frm this world, and I mean it.But, should I just let nature take its course?I wonder...why ppl treat me like this, why? Am I that detestable? mb, but I dunno, ppl dun go honest in front of me.I've met quite alot of ppl, true friends, backstabbers, friend users, liers...but...I just simply cannot understand everybody ard me, what they are thinking, what they are planning, are they harming me, are they helping me.I want to read ppl's mind, so that I can be wary of the ppl that would harm me, and the ppl that are really sincere in wanting to be friends with me...I can tell u, I want to go back to last yr, where everybody is true towards me, but I noe, that is jus my own wishful thinking. Time is something that cannot be reversed. Well, the only thing I could do now is to move forward towards my goal, which is working as a Scientist, life still goes on as normal...but ppl will change.

Quotes :

What matters is not how often we are together, but is how often we think of each other.

I know myself better than anyone, I am true to myself.

Everybody begins with the same personality, innocent, kind, new to this world.Over time, they change, into somebody more evil, more kind, become worser, or become better, this is all affected by the person itself, the way it heart goes, whatever we do...we always follow our hearts.

+:Haru:+ Humans are hard to understand...

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