I dunno how to explain this, but it just seems that I feel left out sometimes just because I wasn't part of it.

If this pattern continues I'll feel damn sad plz. ): Nights are unbearable, can't find ppl to watch movie with. Damn sad luh.

I'm talking about studies while others are talking abt NS,
When I'm in NS people are talking abt job/uni,
When I'm out of NS people are working,
It just seems like I'm always a step slower, does that mean that I'll always feel left out and confused? I dunno anymore...is there anyone who can talkk to me abt this? ):